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Drew the amazing (said in Luke voice) lukeisnotsexy today! :) he is by far my favourite Youtuber.

I remember the first time I saw your videos. I was having a bad day and the first chance I got I went onto YouTube to try and cheer myself up. At the time I was watching Emma's videos and I saw you in one of them. I remember clicking the link to your channel and the first video I clicked on was 'How To Stop Periods'. I was smiling and laughing through the whole video and within 2 days I'd watched all of your videos. That was about 10 months ago When you releases 'A Song About A Girl' it was all I listened to for a while. The song always managed to make me smile and I just felt happy all the time. My friends however didn't like the song and every time they'd ask what I was listening to I'd tell them and they'd roll their eyes or say mean stuff about it. It really hurt me not because they were insulting my music taste but because they were insulting you. That was about 9 months ago I remember when I went to school and told all my friends about you. I showed them pictures I had saved the night before and a couple of videos. Most of my friends thought you were funny and they started watching your videos regularly like me. A few days later I found out you were coming to Sydney, Australia so I spent so much time trying to get my friends to come with me but the tickets were sold out and my friends thought it was pointless to stand outside a building all day. My parents refused to take me or let me go alone. None of them knew how much meeting you meant to me. But that day I watched all your snapchats and replied to your tweets and each time I did I started to cry, I felt like my dreams had been crushed and like nobody really cared. That was about 8 months ago I'd finally accepted the fact that I wasn't going to meet you and I just settled for hoping you'd tweet me back. By now my friends had stopped watching your videos and they were getting sick of me always talking about you. They'd very rudely tell me to shut up if I mentioned your name or if I made a reference to one of your videos. And because I didn't really have anything else to talk about I began to just stop talking. This was around the time I started to self harm worse than I used to. That was about 7 months ago When I finally saved up enough money to buy your merch I bought the necklace straight away. I was so excited when I got it. I opened it to find a little note in there from you and I could feel tears in my eyes. My mum thought there was something wrong but I was just so happy. To this day I haven't taken the necklace off and I still have that little piece of paper. That was about 6 months ago When you lost two of your closest friends all I wanted to do was hug you and comfort you, telling you that everything would turn out ok. I wanted to be there for you like you were there for me. I cried a lot knowing you were upset and hurt. I felt like I could feel all the pain you were feeling. I still want to hug and tell you it'll be ok, because you deserve better friends that don't turn out to be assholes. For a long time I thought I was "in love with you" but I realised maybe I just wanted to be your friend for real. That was about 5 months ago When I found out you and Emma were together I didn't know how to feel. I'd forced myself into believing that one day you'd fall in love with me. So for a few weeks I spent my time trying to accept it and be happy because you're happy, eventually it worked and now I'm glad you're with Emma you two are cute together That was about 4 months ago Since then I just became happy and content with just watching your videos and I always smiled when I saw pictures of you and Emma. I had finally accepted that if we were ever to meet if only ever just be a viewer. Just another face in the crowd of people who adore you. But I was happy with it because I'd accepted it. That was about 3 months ago Not long after I shut myself off from everyone. I saved all your videos on my phone and instead of paying attention in class I just listened to you talking and being silly while I drew pictures of you. I was happy with not talking to anyone. That was about 2 months ago During class once I was on the verge of tears, I couldn't find a proper reason for it but ended up just walking out and siting in the hallway crying. A few seconds later my friend sat next to me and asked what was wrong I couldn't answer her seeing as I didn't know myself. After a few minutes she pulled out her phone and started playing 'A Song About A Girl' and I had started to cheer up instantly. That was about 1 month ago I woke up to your live show. I thought it was going to be a good day. But when you answered my question about stealing Emma from you I was certain I was going to have a good day. I mean to you it probably didn't mean much but to me it had made my day better before it had even started. But I was wrong about my day benign good. In third period I walked out of the room crying. Again I didn't have a reason to be crying it just happened. My friend followed me out and just like last time she asked what was wrong but before I even answered her she's started playing one of your videos. Once the video had ended she asked me questions about you and just let me talk about you for as long as I wanted. I ended up going home early and as soon as I got home I started watching your videos knowing you'd be able to make me smile That was yesterday I've wanted to tell you this for a long time. I wanted you to know that you are the only person I know of who can make me smile when I'm crying or sad. Like I said before I used to believe I was in love with you but now I know I just want you to be in my life. And if the only way that's possible is by watching your videos and snapchats and tweeting you then so be it lukeisnotsexy you didn't try to make me happy but with out effort you made want to be your best friend

Just imagine this at your door waiting to take you to prom...