#lucybennett

I honestly can't take this anymore. 

Hate to sound dramatic but fed up with feeling not good enough, second best, paranoid, not being able to trust people, unconfident, the list just goes on. 

Think i need to find some new friends that will actually give a shit and bother with me. Fed up of those that only appear when they want something or have nothing better to do. 

The last few days has really put things into perspective, i've realised some things are not worth arguing or getting upset over and not to take people for granted. Please pull through buddy, everyone is thinking about you and so many people are heartbroken. I know i haven't known you long but i got to know you and you're such a funny lad. Be strong and please make it, otherwise who's gonna make us all laugh at the most random of things! or take the piss out of my earrings -_- haha 'souuuund' as you would say ♥

SO fed up, what makes you think it's alright to talk to me like i'm a piece of shit? Do you ever stop and think about what you're saying? I'm done with trying to give advice and help people, just gets thrown back in my face. I've been told i care about what people think too much and i never stand up for myself. Well that's fucking changing right now.