a/n : [fem!reader] js thinkin abt this man makes me dizzy đ”âđ«đ”âđ« when will i have my own golden retriever bf (incoherent crying noises) hope this isnt too occ!!! <33 enjoy this fic after my long writers block period T T
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luca kaneshiro, the type of bf to sleepily lean on your shoulder on quiet movie nights..
luca kaneshiro, the type of bf to lay on your stomach and loves to lay on your chest and listen to your heartbeat till he falls asleep.. (his perfect melody)
luca kaneshiro, the type of bf to never ceases to amaze you with his ecstatic bursts of energy but then can get suddenly switch up and become quiet and sleepy with you..
luca kaneshiro, the type of bf to talk to you in a slightly gentler tone and listen to you talk with his hand on his cheek, admiring you as if you hung up the stars yourself..
luca kaneshiro, the type of bf that you'd love for 3 summers because you're too scared to break the beautiful chemistry and friendship of your current one.. (actually, you knew you'd love him ever since the first second you heard his voice)
luca kaneshiro, the type of bf that is SO lover coded..
luca kaneshiro, who in a world of boys is a gentleman..
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âAhahahaha, What are your plans now Mr. Mafiaman? I got your old daddio locked up in my basement!â
You laughed evilly from the top of the stairways as lavender eyes glares up at you. âYou think youâre so funny, arenât you?
Youâre wrong. Iâm going to show you what a real mafia is.â
A smirk makes its way into you lips, daring the fuming mafia boss. âYou better not hold back and disappoint me; I do have high hopes for you.â You said, approaching the male. 'omg he's so big in person.' you swooned mentally.
Luca took his pistol out, pointing it at your direction. âNow you know what to expect if you continue to fool me.â
Internally, you were like: âSeriously? A gun? That all you got?â but you decided to make more fun of Luca. A fake gasp escapes from your lips, âOh nooo, are you gonna shoot me?! Oh, please noo, I have so much to live forâŠ" You fake cried.
Luca stares at you with a look of disbelief. His reaction makes you burst into laughter, âYou can try me darling~â
âYou really like to push my buttons, donât you?â He aims his pistol at your head, glaring right at you.
Before he could pull the trigger, you swat his arm aside, making him shoot the vase behind you. Catching him off guard, you pulled his arm and flipped him over your shoulder, his body slamming onto the ground. You pressed your red stilettos onto his expensive tuxedo, âI do like to push your buttons.â The sadistic grin on your face made him feel weak.
Luca pushes your leg off and quickly gets up, keeping a safe distance from you. You were not someone he can lower his guards around. Someone who makes him excited like this is dangerous. âWho told you of my fatherâs whereabouts? How did you get your hands on him?!â He barked.
âHmmm? Wanna know my secrets? How aboutâŠ
No.â
You playfully stick your tongue put at the mafia boss, provoking him even more. The irritation in his face never failed to amaze you. He wasnât like this when heâs around his mafia, he was more carefree and....smiley.
âYou better do more than ask if you want to know my deepest DARKEST secrets.â You joked.
âFine, keep them to yourself for now.â Luca pulls out throwing knives, now having his turn to grin at you, âNow I have a question for you. Do you want to live?â He questions before throwing it all at you in quick succession.
Knives were like raindrops to you as you walked towards Luca, swiftly dodging every blade that barely even scraped you smooth s/c skin. âDo I? I wonder Mr. MafiamanâŠâ Once you were in front of him, you pulled him down to your eye level by his collar, ââŠdo YOU want to die?"
A cold sweat forms on Lucaâs forehead. He wasnât expecting the rush of adrenaline coursing through his veins while you gazed at him intensely. He tries to hide the intimidated look on his face by grabbing an emergency pistol from his breast pocket and once more points it at you.
âAre you threatening me? Youâre playing with fire.â
You just eyed the pistol, smirking slyly at the man. âGo on ahead, shoot me.â
His hands tightens around the revolver. He never intended things to end this way. He doesnât want to kill a woman. His hands shook ever so slightly as his eyes bore into your fearless ones.
âAny final words?â
Lips curving into a mischievous smile, âLigma balls, mafia man.â
âYou little-â
Your remark catches him off guard, making him pull the trigger by accident. Confetti and glitters shoots out from the gun while you chuckled at his reaction. âSurprise~ I switched your gun with a party popper when you werenât aware ;Pâ
He stares at the gun for a moment and his eyes go from wide to narrow. âYou're lucky that was a joke gun.â He stands up and takes out a knife from his pocket.
âI still have other ways to kill you with.â
in a swift motion, Luca stabs her with the knife. Your eyes go wide and you fall forward, leaning on Luca. âLuâŠca you bastardâŠâ You whimpered.
ââŠthat's a retractable trick knife!â Your laughter echoes through the ballroom as you slapped your thigh in amusement.
Luca looked at the knife in his hand, pulling it away from you. It IS a retractable trick knife. âHow many tricks do you have left?!â
âWell, aside from pretending to kidnap your daddy and be your âfakeâ archnemesis, I donât have much.â You shrugged at him. Pretend? Luca was confused. Beyond confused. Who really are you?
Then, boisterous laughter emerges from the top of the stairway, making the two of you look at the source of the sound. It wasâŠ
âPapa?â
The bossman goes silent and drops the fake knife to his side. Mr. Kaneshiro smiled at you with a pat on the shoulder, âThat was quite a show you put up back there, Y/n; Iâm impressed.â You reciprocated his gesture, âThank you Mr. Kaneshiro.â Luca just watched the two of you casually exchange words, completely confused and left out.
âYou two know each other?â
Luca still doesnât get it. He has seen his father with people before, but never this friendly.
âI have agreed to arrange Y/n to be your wife.â
âŠ
âW-What?!â Wife?! Marriage?! What is happening? âWhy all of the sudden papa?!â
Mr. Kaneshiro saw his reaction and raised a brow at him, âWhyâs your face like that? Do you have something to say boy?â
âN-no, sir.â He quickly drops his head down.
He still can't believe what's going on here. His father agreed to this marriage, and apparently, even knows you in a deep level.
His dadâs expression quickly changes into a smile, âWell, there's nothing to complain about, Y/nâs a great cook, she can defend herself, and she knows how the mafia works. She's the perfect wife for you. Admit that you DID have fun with her son.â Luca's dad smirks with a teasing gleam in his eyes.
Luca thinks for a few seconds. He canât upset his father.
ââŠyes. I did have fun with her.â He is still shocked by this situation, but somehow he's starting to come with terms with it.
âReally? You had fun~ Aww, that's cute.â You asked him with a teasing tone, leaning close to his face. âIt's not funny!â He whines with a slight blush in his face.
He's very embarrassed to admit it, but in fact, he had a lot of fun with you. He starts considering the possibility of being married with you, although he's still shocked and embarrassed to admit it.
Seeing him all flustered and whining like this kept your brain well fed, making you giggle in delight.
The big buff mafia man getting all flustered at the news of unexpectedly getting married to you was like a cherry on top of a sundae. You couldnât resist pulling Luca down by the collar, âYouâre so cute, Luca.â you whispered in his ear, kissing his cheek before letting go of him.
A shiver went down his spine as you kissed his cheek. He looked at her, then at his father, and nodded his head in agreement.
âFine. I'll marry her.â
Luca's dad nods in satisfaction, âI will deal with the paperwork. Welcome to the family, Y/n.â You quickly thanked him before he leaves.
Once Mr. Kaneshiro was out of sight, you smirked at Luca while poking his cheek playfully. âWould you look at that, that went well, didn't it, my love?â You asked.
âI guess I have a wife now, right? What did I just do? I just got married with someone I barely know.â
He sighs in disbelief, rubbing his face with his big, gloved hands.
âJust tell me what we are going to do now.â
âWell, what does newlyweds do after they get married?â you looked at him for an answer but luca just shrugs. You grinned from ear to ear before replying: âHoneymoon.â
âWait what?! We are already going in the honeymoon?â He starts getting nervous at your answer. âI never did this before. What exactly happens in a honeymoon?â He tilts his head to the side, cutely pouting.
You stared at him in surprise. â You really don't know?â
âI'm the mafia boss, not a husband.â He sighs. âNo, I don't know what happens in a honeymoon.â
You thought for a while before explaining, âWell, it's a little vacation newlyweds spent together. They travel, go on dinner dates, exploring, andâŠâ You leaned towards him and whispers into his ear: ââŠand get 'intimate' with each other.â You teased.
He feels a tingling sensation in his body as she whispers that into his ear. âYou meanâŠâ He blushes and looks away.
âYeah. THAT.â You couldnât help but fawn over the mafia bossâ cute, red face, âAwwww, is my husband shy?â
His face becomes even redder as he doesn't know what to say. âHow can you be so calm at this situation? we barely know each other.â He looks at her with a mix of confusion, embarrassment and amazement. âLet's just say that I've had my eyes on you for quite a while.â You pinched his cheek.
You wereâŠstalking him? A pretty woman stalking him? He blushes and his eyes widen a little bit. He didn't expect this.
âReally?â He puts a hand on his cheek, feeling it a bit red from the pinch.
âUhuh, and you were completely oblivious. How adorable of my husband.â Even as he's embarrassed and he still can't believe what's going on, he's having so much fun talking to her he can't help but laugh.
âYou're mean, Y/n. You know that?â
âI know you enjoy it~â You teased.
âOh you know I doâŠâ He chuckles and pulls her closer to him, whispering in your ear:
âI also know what I want to do with you tonight.â
dancing with mysta and luca. ( + mysta drabble bc iâm biased )
luca â in the rain, both of you get sick after but lucas silly antics will always win your heart over, again and againâ you canât fall in love harder than this. his speaker is malfunctioning after a few minutes from the penetration from the rain, but he still sings a long without a tune, swaying you to the beat of his heart.
mysta â ballroom dancing. may seem out of character but heâs a sucker for that cheesy romance, and while he steps in your feet and feels shy, he gets the hang of it. heâll wanna give up due to embarrassment, but donât let him. be a patient teacher and be gentle with his heart.
âcmon! iâll teach you.â
âiâm no good, itâs okay..â he tried shaking you off, but you had a tight gorilla-grip pussy hold on him. âiâll probably step on your feet anywyas.â mysta only chuckles, turning down your invitation. you huff. âthatâs why iâm teaching you! get up, stupid.â
you set his hands with yours, as your hand settles on his waist, taking the lead. you look down and nudge his feet into placement, let him follow with a stumble as you drag him back a step with your conjoined hands.
you set him into a repeating rhythm, stepping in a square pattern to a waltz melody you hummed. back one, to the left, to the front, and to the right, making a square. his chest pulled up to yours, you watched as his eyelashes fluttered looking down at his feet, awkward laughs and nervous stumbles hinted his embarrassment.
â..this is stupid.â he mutters. you laugh, and press your chest to his and lean on him.
âi donât think itâs stupid. and youâve been unconsciously waltzing with me without looking down.â
âwait, whaâ?!â
you feel a sharp pain in your foot.
you laugh, and you spin his stupid clown feet into a kiss, giggling lips against his.
cw: just pure fluff readers gender is not mentioned but she's on her period so she's a woman, i so see luca being the house husband while you're on your period
You and luca are at home chilling him in your shared room you in the living room on the couch groaning in pain as you are on your dreaded period.
"Lucaaaaa" you whine as you walk into your shared room "yes love?" he asks so sweetly like he knows what's coming. You jump on the bed and snuggle up to him "you left me on the couch all alone meanie."
"I didn't leave you on purpose, 'm sorry baby" he hugs you from behind "you're so clingy on your period baby tis cute." he teases you.
you turn towards him with the cutest pout "i'm not clingy hmmph" He smirks at your antics and chuckles as he rubs your stomach soothingly.
"it's okay baby, want anything to eat?" he asks sitting up "mm, sure but i'm coming with you." you say as you get on his back wrapping your arms and legs around him.
as he makes his way to the kitchen with a smile, your cat Sakura meows for food and jumps up on your shoulder.
"Ok Sakura i'll get you food as well." he smiles as his girls want attention. He starts on Sakura's food first and sets it down in her place next to the counter. "you're my big ole house husband" you tease him still wrapped around his back.
He blushes at your teasing as he ignores it and gets your food ready "you know you don't have to stay on me, I'm not gonna leave you." as he says this you wrap your arms tighter around his neck "nooou, i'm not moving" you nip at his neck for even suggesting it, "Okay, okay, it was just a suggestion" he says with the cutest smile "mmkay foods done" he says and you get off him and grab a plate and start eating.
"i love you sweet girl" he says wrapping loving arms around you as you eat. "i love you too luca" you relax against him eating, Sakura eating as well.
this happens everytime you're on your monthly friend you cling to him and he helps you through it being the thoughtful loving house husband
HELLOOOOOOOO i recently started reading ur content as a new lxm fan (waves) and i absolutely love your drabbles :â3c
could i request becoming friends to lovers with shu and luca separately, pleas?
- much love from shuca anon (if that isnât alr taken, iâm so new to tumblr ^^)
About Self-Care
pairing: Luca Kaneshiro x GN!Streamer!Reader
a/n: hello shuca anon! glad to know u like my content~ also, pls don't worry! this is only half of your request done. i will still be doing shu's part very soon just in a different post~ also, i've unknowingly added luca to the streamer!reader series lololol
i think i should point out that whenever yall ask me for an individual fic, i can almost guarantee you there will always be some type of slow burn somewhere in it hsdajgksgd
from learning how to ride bicycles for the first time, cheating together during chemistry tests, pranking people in the mafia and even auditioning for nijisanji together, you and luca never once thought of separating
you met luca through your parents, who brought you over to little lucaâs house one day to casually meet up
as like most kids, you were shy to meet this luca person and kept hiding behind your parentsâ legs
but there he was, running out of his room when he heard he would have a new friend
and upon seeing your hiding form, luca immediately grinned and slowly approached you
âhi there!â he smiled. âwanna see my toys? we can play together!â
you perk up at the sound of âtoysâ so you look up at your parents, asking for permission with your eyes
when they approved, you finally leave your hiding spot
luca smiles, offering his hand
âmy nameâs luca! whatâs yours?â
that day, you begged to your parents to stay over at lucaâs house
at the time, your parents wouldâve thought it was because luca had shown you his toys. but the more they dropped you off at the kaneshiros' house, they can see that itâs the fact luca can paint a smile on your face so easily
and youâd agree
continuation utc!
one night, itâs luca whoâs staying over at your house, perhaps the age of 15
playing minecraft, exploring caves and messing up the monopoly board throughout the hours
âluca, you canât deny that iâm obviously winning right now,â you grin, crossing your arms
âhey, shut up! thereâs still hope for me!â luca says, frowning afterwards as he moved a few spaces. he lands on a lucky card space, picks one up and thus finds himself in jail for the next two turns
âtold youâ
âshut upâ
there were things luca was better at than you were, and things you were better at than luca
so you help each other in classes, hype each other up for late night studying
there was one time you were so tired, you had fallen asleep on lucaâs desk
âand this one--ah, y/n?â
he realizes that youâre out cold and he canât but smile
luca reaches out to your hair, brushing it away gently
âmustâve been a long day, huh?â he whispers, studying your peaceful face
it was a particularly long week for you actually, with more work piling up than usual and exams showing up every few days
he was lucky enough his teachers were in a good mood so he felt terrible seeing himself with more free time than you
it hurt whenever you rejected his invitation to hang out together because of said hectic schedule, ultimately skipping meals and sometimes forgetting to shower
to see you get some rest was⊠giving himself peace too, especially since it's beginning to be a bad habit of yours
luca only wished that you would take better care of yourself
so luca stands, carefully bundled you into his arms and lays you down on his bed
âgeez, how many hours of sleep did you get this time?â luca sighs, tucking the blankets around you. âsleep well for me, okay? youâll do well for tomorrowâs exam, i promise.â
but your tendency to forget about yourself doesnât disappear, especially after getting into nijisanji together
being a streamer demands a lot after all. setting up schedules, keeping up with the fans, organizing collabs
luca didnât want to seem selfish to take away what you liked doing, but sometimes, there are days where he wished you would stop being a streamer just so he could see you finally get the rest you needed, eat the proper meals and just take care of yourself
you were going to hate him for saying that
so luca stays quiet, no matter how much his heart screamed at him to protect you, no matter how much he lovâ
wait
huh?
luca stops typing, his brain void of all thoughts but you
wh-when did he start feeling this way?
âthereâs no way i⊠i like them, is there?â he whispers to himself
the screen before him can only keep watch of his racing thoughts, doing nothing to calm them
and what was supposed to be a night of planning for the next week, luca is stuck on the thought of you
âiâm like this only because theyâre my best friend, right? iâve always cared for them, iâve⊠â
at this point, he canât even tell. either that or he wanted to deny he really did⊠love you
okay it was probably just as a friend, since youâve been together since a young age
so luca concludes that heâll probably forget it
but it doesnât
when it comes back to his mind, he throws it out
but it comes back as fast as it left
were you doing okay? did you forget to eat again? were you drinking enough water? you better have not slept less than six hours againâŠ
and these thoughts continue to intrude lucaâs head, more so than usual too
âdo i actually really like them at this point?????â luca is malding yeah poor thing
after making sure you werenât busy, he decided he was just going to ask you about it, except the part where he tells you you're the main subject here
âhey, y/n!â
âhey luca!â you greet back, letting him into your apartment. âwhatâs up?â
âjust wanted to hang out is all,â he smiles, the lies seeping through his teeth. truly, he wanted to ask you something. the exact thing that kept him awake
âwell, sure! what did you want to do?â
âumâactually, i wanted to ask you about something,â luca shuffles his feet a bit, scratching the back of his head nervously
you cock an eyebrow at him, obviously worried to whatâs gotten into him
âdid you do something bad? got a ticket or something?â you grin, but the anxiety doesnât wash off lucaâs face
âheh, funny, but no⊠â he says. âokay, remember when you had a crush on that jerk back in middle school?â
âyou came by just to ask me about a stupid crush i had?â you laugh at luca
but he fails to do the same, only swallowing heavily. âno, no, not just that. i wanted to um, ask about⊠what it felt like to crush on them.â
you were beginning to suspect him big time as you asked, âwhy would you ask me that? didnât you have a crush on that girl back in school too?â
âitâs a little different you know? i mean like,â luca bites the inside of his cheek, cornered. âiâm just curious!â
âluca kaneshiro, are you trying to tell me youâre crushing on someone right now?â
yesâwait noâwait, was he???
âUHHH I HONESTLY DONâT KNOWââ luca can just feel the embarrassment fill the room, you laughing at him only making it worse. âon a serious note though!! how do you tell if you just care for someone as a friend⊠with more than friends?â
you hum
âi donât know about you but⊠i think, a good telling is when you start giving them all your time and attention to make sure that theyâre okay.â
oh
âi mean with a friend, not to be offensive or anything, but i just think you can rly tell. you make time in the day to ask them about their day, you ask if theyâve eaten or drank enough. you think about them a lot.â
okay, sure
luca totally hasnât been doing that exact thing
so, he was? he really was crushing on you?
but⊠what did that mean for him? for you?
did you even feel the same?
if he were to be honest, would you run away from him? would he be ruining what you guys had for the past 20 years or so?
was he willing to risk it?
âlucaaaa helloooo?â
luca blinks, looking back at you who seemed to have been trying to capture his attention for the past minute
he only smiles, weakly at that, âs-sorry. um, anyway! while weâre here, wanna go get something to eat?â
this time, itâs you who smiles faintly, âah⊠i wish i could, luca. but work is on my back and i need to finish it by today.â
his heart sinks, again like all the times before. âoh, have you eaten at least?â
âum,â you look away. âi had some waterâŠ?â
at this, lucaâs heart wrenches. âgod, y/n, can you not skip your meals like this? itâs not healthy, you know? come on, letâs get you something to eat first, okay? work can wait.â
as he reached for your hand, you pull away immediately.
âno, luca, i canât. i really do have some things due today. i promise iâll get something to eat after everythingâs done.â
âhow can i trust you?â
you stare at luca. âwhat?â
he sighs, rubbing at his cheek exasperatedly, âhow can i trust that youâll actually eat this time? y/n, i know you well enough that you probably wonât. thatâs why iâm taking you out to eat.â
âlook, i really canât hang out today, luca. iâll eat soon,â you shake your head again
but the more you deny your meal of the day, the more luca gets more agitated
âno, you have to eat now. come on,â he grabs your arm this time and tries to drag you out of the house
but you force your hand off of him
âgoddammit luca, i canât! and stop treating me like a kid!â
âi will if you stop acting like one!â
âare we really doing this? really?â you cross your arms. âis that how you see me? a kid that needs to be taken care of?â
âyou canât really deny either, can you? you always forget to eat or get enough sleep! how can i not worry, huh?â
stop breaking my heart like this, y/n
âitâs your fault you worry so much about me! look, iâm fine! iâve been doing this for so long and nothing has happened to me,â you sigh. luca is about speak again when you suddenly point towards the door, âi want you to leave, luca. please. i need to get work done today and i canât have you slowing me down.â
slowing you down? lucaâs already wounded heart only tears apart more, seeing you angry because of him. he only wanted you to be happy and healthy, he never meant to upset youâŠ
âwait, y/nââ
âno, luca. just go.â
and your words were final. so luca does as you told him.
he leaves and wonders when heâll ever make himself present before you again
he tried texting you that night actually
hey, have u eaten?
but you didnât even bother to read it
itâs late, i hope youâre getting ready for bed
again, left alone
even though he was the one telling you to rest enough, he ended up not having any of that himself
he lies awake, looking at his ceiling, his heart in his hands.
âiâm sorry, y/n,â he sniffles. âplease, just be okayâŠâ
luca didnât remember when he fell asleep exactly, as he kept waking every few hours before finally having to rise for the day
his head pounded from the bad quality rest but mostly from the stress of angering you
maybe you were just taking a break or something. maybe you were finally getting the rest you neededâŠ
so luca only sighs, getting back onto his pc to set up his upcoming stream
he hoped the excitement of the stream and lucubs would help wash it all away, but every time he forgot about you, he felt just another pound of guilt
âLUCA HELPâ
âboss boss please help!!â
âboss we need your help!â
?
luca pauses his game, looking off to the chatâs screen
âwhatâs up chat?â he inquires
âitâs y/n!!!â
what about you?
âhuh? whatâs up with y/n chat?â he asks, the worry from the previous night only deciding to gather now
âTHEY COLLAPSED ON STREAM HELP LUCAâ
what the fuck
âw-what??? wait are you guys serious?â
the lucubs and your fandom were aware that you lived close to each other, always hosting off collabs whenever possible
so it was only natural they came to him for help
âYES LUCA PLSSS WEâRE SO WORRIEDâ
and so was he
âokay you guys, iâm gonna go check on them. iâm sorry but iâll have to end the stream here. iâm really sorry,â luca frowns
but the chat was nothing but supportive, telling him that it was better he ended the stream now to check on you than keep going
he was so, so grateful his fans understood
âalright, thank you so much, guys. please, letâs pray that theyâre okay,â lucaâs voice broke at the end of his sentence, he knew that. but he didnât care as he went to end the stream
luca sped out of his room and didnât even bother to get his coat
he ignored the men who greeted him or asked what was going on. all he could think about was you.
collapsed? on stream? he knew this was gonna happen eventually, yet he wasnât there when it did
and there was nothing more luca wanted than to beat himself for it
he breaks down your door and barges into your room and as the chat said, you are out cold in front of your pc while still doing your stream
âY/N!â he screams, gently turning your face. he shudders at how terribly pale you were and he doesnât hesitate to pluck you up into his arms
âhi chat, itâs me, luca,â he says through the mic. âiâm going to have to end the stream okay? y/n just fainted.â
just like the lucubs, the chat gives him the permission to do so
after that, luca is quick to haul you out into his car and ran a few red lights to the hospital
he was a mafia boss, he can deal with the police later. right now, he needs to make sure you were okay
âdoctors, please help them! they fainted while doing work!â he yelled as soon as he got into the ER
nurses recognize his face and almost immediately raced forward to help however they could, calling doctors and ushering other people aside
âplease, wait here, mister kaneshiro,â a nurse tells him. but heâs reluctant to let you out of his sight, not after the stunt you pulled.
it was irrational, these people knew better than him but he canât help it. who knows what couldâve happened if your fandom hadnât come for his helpâŠ?
âiââ then again, he didnât want to delay your treatment any longer. so he inhales and lays you down by a bed, gently caressing your cheek. âjust please be okayâŠâ
then the staff reels you away, again bringing you far away from luca
luca waits patiently for you, but no less any restless. most of the patients and staff present recognized his face, so they wondered what had gotten the mafia leader so upset. they know not to prod around though
though it had realistically been only an hour, the nurses came looking for him after what felt like days
he jumps when someone taps him on the shoulder, and he sees itâs one of the nurses who helped you
âmister kaneshiro?â she calls him
âyes?â he croaks out
the nurse smiles, âyour friend. theyâre doing alright, i can assure you. would you like to see them?â
âof course, yes!â why wouldnât he?
âalright, this way, please.â
even the walk down the hospital corridors felt like such a long trip just to see you
the nurse finally stops by a door and there you were, lying down, still terribly pale but in a better state than how luca found you
âthey collapsed from exhaustion, iâm afraid. could be from stress, lack of sleep, not getting meals in. goodness, if you hadnât come by, they wouldâve been in a far worse conditionâŠâ
luca couldnât even imagine what that would be like. âyeah.â
âtheyâll be okay, though. just some extra rest and plenty of food, then they should be back in shape,â the nurse tells luca. âdo you have any questions?â
âno, i donât think so,â luca responds. the nurse then nods, excusing herself out
âjesus christ, y/nâŠâ he whispers, taking a seat on your bedside.
truly, what couldâve happened if he hadnât been there for you?
you wouldâve woken up and continued to work away your life. you would continue to forget about yourself, leaving luca to bleed as he thought of you not taking care of yourself
he didnât mean to treat you like a child, he just wished you would be more responsible of yourself
what price did he have to pay just to see that? his finance? his life?
something warm drops onto lucaâs hand and he realizes only then that he was crying
one tear became two, a sniffle became a hiccup and soon became choking sobs. luca holds your hand, glad that it was still somewhat warm and full of life.
what would he do if he found it completely still and never to hold his hand again�
luca sobs again, âgod, pleaseâŠâ
âluca?â
!!
ây/n??? y/n!!â luca rises from his chair, almost knocking it off as he realizes you have opened your eyes. âoh thank god, let me call you a doctor, yeah?â
you reach for his hand, stopping him. âwait, wh-what happened?â
the thought of that particular moment haunted luca but he tells you anyway. âyou collapsed on stream. then your chat went to my live to tell me that.â
as though you werenât pale enough, you lose more color. âoh-oh my god, iâm so sorry you had to leave your stream because of meâŠâ
âno, itâs fine. i care more about you than the stream,â luca smiles.
but you shake your head, âluca thatâs your job, you shouldnât be worrying about me.â
shouldnât be worrying about you? shouldnâtâ
âwhat the fuck?â
you flinch at his sudden curse
ây/n, what the fuck? what do you mean i shouldnât be worrying about you?? you literally fainted mid stream, alone in your apartment! and what, you expected me to do nothing? you expected me to just leave you be and think youâll be okay? what the fuck??â
you try to protest but luca is holding both your hands now, and you donât remember what you were going to say
in the dim light, you finally see his glossy and red eyes up close, the trail the tears left behind much more evident this time
âhow could you say i shouldnât be worrying about you? youâre my best friend! your health matters to me! i care when youâre sick, i care when youâre sad, i care even when you tell me that you ran out of food!!â
âwho knows what couldâve happened to you if i hadnât come by, huh? you wouldâve been alone and not getting the right treatment⊠and, andâŠâ
lucaâs voice cracks even more, and it breaks your every will inside to know youâve worried and hurt him this much
this man who is always the one making you smile and motivating you when days were hard
the man who never fails to entertain his audience and always share his happiness with everyone he meets
this man was also weeping all because you decided to set yourself aside
this man who wasnât you cared more about you than yourself
âgod, i just donât want to lose you, y/n. i love you so much. i donât want to see you like this. i want to see you happy and taking care of yourself please.â
you stare at luca
and he stares at you
okay
luca⊠mightâve said something he shouldnât have said, he might regret it later. but honestly? he was glad he wasnât sitting on it
he was glad the truth was out
he was glad you knew now
whatever came after?
heâll deal with it
âluca, iââ you then let out a hiccup, followed by tears down your cheeks. âluca, iâm so sorry. iâm sorry. iâm really, really sorry.â
âhey, hey, itâs okay,â luca then wraps his arms around you, bringing your head into his chest
just like those times when you got your first break up, that bad fight you had with your parents
âno, itâs not. youâre here to care for me, but i got mad instead and thought you were treating me like a child when it was me whoâs the child,â you continue to weep into his shirt, gripping onto it this time. âiâm so sorry luca. iâm sorryâŠâ
âhey, itâs fine⊠just,â he gently pulls away, using his hand so that you look back up at him. âpromise me youâll take better care of yourself. please. thatâs all i ask.â
luca then smiles, and you canât help but smile with him. because this was luca kaneshiro. his smiles were contagious.
no matter what happened, when he smiled, you smiled. when he laughed, you laughed.
âi promise,â you breathe out. âi promise iâll take care of myself better.â
âthank you,â luca says, bringing your forehead against his. âthatâs all i ask thank you.â
âhey luca?â
âhm?â
âdid you mean what you said? that you loved me?â
he pauses. âyes, i did.â
âgood,â you giggle. âbecause i love you too.â
luca looks at you as though youâd grown a third eye, but seeing you smile again, giving him the reassurance that youâll take better care of yourself in the futureâŠ
his hands make it to your jaw and he whispered, âc-can i?â
you smile gently, humming approvingly
he closes his eyes and so do you, then he finally closes the gap between you two.
the gap between the lips, and the gap thatâs been long overdue the past 20 years
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Luca as the father who reads fairy tales for their kids before sleeping and Alberto as the dad who alerts them to mind the monsters under the bed
Their little guppies get so frightened that they all end up climbing their bed to sleep between them. Alberto grins smugly as his tiny, dear kids all flock against him for safety, whining for their brave Papa to protect them from the monsters.
Luca only sends a halfhearted glare towards his husband, the sight of his mate holding all of their guppies softening his heart too much. He decides to chastise Alberto about getting the kids to sleep alone tomorrow morning, for now heâll enjoy embracing their little family to sleep.
And they all doze off to sleep to the sound of Lucaâs soft voice retelling their favorite sea tale about two seahorses falling in love, each and every one of their guppies being securely cradled in Albertoâs strong arms âĄ
warnings: luca hug, ooc luca probably, grammar + spelling mistakes, lowercase writing, tell me if i forgot any
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halloween music played quietly played in the background as you and sarisse talked about the plans for halloween night.
"well, i'm going to be going out with isaac and a few others of course! we aren't going trick or treating but we'll be watching some movies together," sarisse said.
"ahh that sounds like fun," you smiled, "i'll be going with luca and everyone else to go trick or treating. i'm sure you know luca is already excited about it."
"speak of the prankster himself," sarisse looked behind you.
following her gaze you saw the man himself walking over. luca hugged you from behind and nuzzled his face into your neck.
"how is euden and the others doing? is zethia alright?" sarisse asked.
luca nodded before replying, "yep! they're all excited for tomorrow. zethia went to take a short break from the party in her room but she'll be back in a bit. ranzal is even making himself at home at the punch right now as well."
the white-haired girl sighed to herself. looks like she already expected this out come herself. sarisse quickly excused herself from the conversation and walked to the food table where you could still see ranzal taking a few more drinks. no doubt the poor guy would get a good punch from sarisse herself before being dragged away from the drink.
"excited for tomorrow?" luca asked suddenly.
you looked at him, still behind you with his arms wrapped around you and nodded. "it'll be fun going around a few neighborhoods with our friends of course. though i do hope there isn't any clever tricks planted around instead of any treats."
"well on the bright side, i've heard euden say there's some really good places around here that gives out great candy! including jumbo sized ones and even drinks too that we can get as well."
your eyes sparkled at the note of the jumbo sized candy given out and drinks too. "now i definitely can't wait."