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For the love of God LOOK at her
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thinking of writing a filthy oneshot of rockstar!eddie in his 40s hmmm
So in that tag game post a while ago (here is the link for it btw, do it cuz tag games are fun /lh), @trixthemagemain came with this comment here:
I tried to answer in the comments, really. But the more i wrote on notes app, the more i went "there is no fucking way this will fit a comment".
Maybe i rambled too much? A fair point and opinion, 99% chance of you being right on it, BUT i >>>believe<<< it was necessary im so sorry if you are scared of texts walls lol
Rambles after the cut dont follow the distinct line between canon and headcanon/non-canon. Here, both of them take each other hands and dances the night away until the line becomes blurry enough, bear with me 83
My goal has been to release something major every week since I was laid off.
The first week I got to showcase some Live2D rigs that I was very proud of Shortly after I released the VTS Desktop Audio plugin I didn't get to release anything last week, which was really a hit motivation, but that's because I was working on this week's release This week I released the Winter Wonderland plugin
But because that took longer than anticipated, I'm behind on Live2D commissions, and I HATE being behind on work. So even though I just did a major release I don't have any time to rest at all.
Since I've been laid off I've been working more and longer hours than I ever did at my job honestly. Its really nice to be able to work on whatever I want. But in addition to being constantly nervous about being able to make enough money to sustain myself, I'm seriously burning the candle at both ends. I work on projects every day from 9am to 2am. But I've always said "When you do what you love, you work every day for the rest of your life", so I guess I was right about that lol
So Iām watching moana and all I can think of
Consider the coconuts
Ho ho
Conisder the trees

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iām reading some older BNF fanfiction, and itās interesting because it fails on a lot of āpublishableā metricsāitās too long, retreads the same plot points over and over, doesnāt even seem entirely sure what arc/angle/etc itās gunning for, it meandersā¦
ā¦but it occurs to me: this is kind of similar to the writing i used to do for play-by-post RPGs?
on those games, youād write two thousand words just working through your own feelings about your character, and how that character relates to everyone else, with elaborate metaphors, and subtle breakdowns of every expression, and so on and so forth.
in RP thatās because the writing is also a dialogue, and youāre invited. Ā you get to help make my character too. Ā all that rambling leaves abundant openings for you to slot in their own characterāyour character can smirk knowingly in the same moment that my characterās thinking about what a bitch so-and-so is being, and they bond in that moment, in a way thatās hard to achieve purely through the physical action of the roleplay (because play-by-post roleplay action, by its very nature, is a bit slow-paced, and thus every action must be full of meaning and depth), and hard to achieve without those thousand openings (because, if youāre not rambling about your character at length, youāre not inviting me in; youāre not letting chinks in the armor show that let me wedge in how my character development can relate to yours).
and it occurs to me, a lot of fanfiction is a dialogue too, right?
at the very least itās in a dialogue with the original text. Ā the vast majority of the time, i think, people write fanfic because thereās something canon didnāt cover that the author feels they should have.
but fanficāparticularly fanfic from a certain Livejournal-y eraāseems to be produced in dialogue with the trends of the fandom at the time, as well; in this fic i (think i) can feel the author wrestling between leaning really hard into āplot what plotā pure sexy steaminess, and also wanting portray a bunch of weird nuances of the central relationship, in a way that doesnāt quite cohere (because one of the characters was left so undeveloped in the original canon), but you can feel straining toward cohesion via these long rambles (because, yāknow, inevitably the author is expounding on that).
most of the time, yeah, your storyās gonna be better if you cut this shit down.
but in fandom, you get to assume your readers have already bought into your characters, and thatās huge; that lets you lean into weird discursive pseudo-dialogues with your audience, in a way thatās not possible if you havenāt already positioned your work as a dialogue, and in a way thatās not possible without considerable prior buy-in (because all this rambling without buy-in is going to read more like pretension than an invitation).
hereās a story and youāre all invited!
I have things to say. I have many things to say.
Suddenly I'm thirsty.