#lu posting

Wow! We have a bit of news today! Heres what happened:

Kunikida( @dazaisrealbf) was resurrected!

Akio( @wherenightmeetsdawn) unfortunately got caught in an accident while getting home and is currently in the hospital.

Xoran( @floating-through-the-empty-void) died duento being shanked in the back. Who did it is unknown.

Beastzai( @yearningfortheend) and beast Chuuya( @my-wishful-purpose) are going to be trying to mend their relationship.

Another beastzai( @soaring-suicide) "died". The people who tried to thought he had, but he manipulated his heartbeat and managed to stay alive.

Beast Kunikida( @beastly-ideals) was quite upset with the above mentioned until he saw Dazai alive again.

Another Dazai( @dazai-mackerel) is sick.

Beast Atsushi( @pms-white-reaper) was caught sneaking out, and was met with the consequence of having to stay in Fukuzawa( @fukuzawa-armeddaddyagency) and Shion's( @lucky-lavender-canvases) room so he wouldnt sneak out anymore.

Edgar( @edgarallanhoebsd) shot himself in front of Ango( @discourse-on-decadence).

On a lighter note, another beast Atsushi( @white-reaper-pm) tried rizzing up beast Akutagawa( @attackfirstplanlater)! He was successful.

Chuuya( @my-taintedsorrow ) taught baby Aku( @teenyaku) the word fuck.

Kris( @respiratory-kristem) is now some cat-creature thing.

Karma( @doakarma) visited the agency!

Franz( @the-metamorphasis) befriended Margret( @honorablesouthernbelle) and Kouyou( @goldenflowerinthedark)!

Ace( @jewel-kings-madness) met another version of himself, ( @my-madness-lieswithin-thesecards).

Shibusawa( @tatsuhikoshibusawa) was accidentally blown into a wall by SB( @plastictoyphone) and is in the hospital. Shark( @patheticofyoutocallme) then apologized to Shibusawa for SB's behavior, and theyve agreed not to fight anymore.

At first I thought it was my self-esteem issues and social awkwardness that prevented me from seeking out a partner, yet as I've healed some parts of my mental health the more I've realized I just... Don't look forward to the prospect of finding someone.

I guess one of the biggest moments of realization came one day at college. I was talking with two classmates about our S.O. and stuff, that's when I implied that I probably was aromantic. One of them seemed pretty chill with the idea (she mentioned she was demi), but the other one seemed deeply confused at the thought. Our conversation went something like this:

Classmate: "What do you mean by that? Does it mean you don't want a romantic relationship?"

Me: "You could say so."

Classmate: "So... The thought of finding someone doesn't interest you?"

Me: "Nope"

Classmate: -confused noises as she opens her Pinterest and shows me average #couple goals picture- "Don't you feel something when looking at these pictures?"

Me: "Well... I'm happy for the couples depicted in the pictures, of course! And I hope they're happy. But I can't picture myself in one of those situations, and if I do I don't feel anything remarkable, nor I can think of that someone who fills the other part."

Classmate: -confused noises intensifies-

As silly as I remember the interaction went, it left me thinking a lot about how I don't seek romance the way other people might.

I also talked with my mom about this and she's been extra supportive (as a single child from a family in a country where family is very important this has been very reassuring). When I talked about the whole "dreaming a life with a partner" topic, my mom admitted in her youth she'd daydream about her dream life with her crushes back then, and I realized the rare occasions when I tried to do so it was mostly in an attempt to do what most girls that age are supposed (or I thought were supposed) to do.

Like... I'm still figuring out how could I expand the KnY x HnK AU, I have more or less some ideas settled regarding how gems/slayers and lunarians/demons would be structured but I still need to polish some details.

But I've also been having this Funger AU(s) in mind (mostly as an excuse to draw some of the characters as monsters cuz I love the moonscorched designs from the second game).

Also the ol' classic Swap AU, I have a one shot still in WIP status and other ideas drafted (in my mind)

Also also, the Merging Currents oneshots, I have some ideas of what I want to explore from the alternate timelines in oneshots. Plus there's this very fun AU with the youngest Kamado siblings as the survivors that we came up with in the IT Fluxer server.

Also also also! There's this everybody lives AU I have in mind where all of Urokodaki's students survived and they're a powerhouse of a clan within the corps and they all proudly wear their kitsune masks to conceal their identities (somehow that AU spiraled and we have the Kamado family surviving and joining the corps too, Tanjuro became a pillar and Muzan got deleted from the server way earlier but for plot shenanigans demons still exist)

Problem is the power scale is crazy imbalanced between series LMAO. My current solution is some transmigration shenanigans where the Hashira (+ Kanae, Sabito and Makomo because I grew attached to them being alive) somehow get tossed to the SS universe as saints and might or might not have a side plot going on in parallel to the og story? Like I'm also doing some research on the cloths that exist within the universe to see which could fit them. So far I feel most would be silver saints (though I giggle at the thought of Sanemi and/or Obanai being a little salty if they're bronze saints and they find out Giyuu is a silver saint lol).

Might need to binge watch Saint Seiya again to get a better idea of what to do on better detail but so far I think I might be onto something.

This might go better in my sideblog but...

Not a lot of news, but weve got some interesting things! Heres what happened today:

Kris( @respiratory-kristem) is now in Sweden permanently.

An anon dropped Beastsushi( @reaper-beneath-the-moon) with Fukuzawa( @fukuzawa-armeddaddyagency)!

Teruko( @ilovefukuchi) turned Chuuya( @the-real-chuuya), Tachihara( @midwinter-momento) and Oda( @future-in-a-bowl-of-curry) into children because Mori( @leaderofthemafia) wanted a family. He also wants to open an orphanage. Kouyou( @teaanddflowers) and Teruko( @/ilovefukuchi) might help.

Yukihiko( @yukihiko-shibusawa) has become attached to Beastsushi( @/reaper-beneath-the-moon).

Karma( @doakarma) tried getting drugs but Grian( @pristinenewphonemodel)(i hope thats right) stopped him.

Two of Beastzai( @yearningfortheend) and Chuuya's( @my-wishful-purpose) children, Kanashii and Izanami died(mod quit).