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i really dislike how children are played by people 10 years older than them, it just....it sets such weird body standards. also i think it does something weird with our interpretation of the story psychologically - because things would absolutely kill people more if horrible stuff happened to actual kids - it numbs I think, the Hunger Games would have been so different with the kids as actual kids - the sickness of it all would have been real - or maybe i overestimate people...hm - but anyway Eliza Taylor still does the amazingest job though

*(sexually) attractive in the biological sense

ANYWAY whatever happened to the clexa cannibalism story and 

gods I was just rewatching the Young Gods video for Clexa and GODS it’s so good it still gives me shivers it reminds me how breathtakingly dangerous Lexa seemed at times

I just read some quotes by Lindsey Morgan about the next episode and let me just say. I am already furious.

really? so the 100 (uh, more like, 7) are done with Clarke leading? But they’re also angry that she left them (for her own fucking mental health - the one and only single selfish thing she’s done so far). 

YOU CAN’T HAVE BOTH YOU LITTLE FUCKERS.

So they’re really going to keep up this trend of all her friends and family and every single other character on the planet blaming her for everything? And through repetition and lack of consequence make it seem deserved? FUCK. THIS. SHOW.

Clarke!!! is!!! 18!!!!! years old!!!! She has from the very beginning and in every single instance put her people before her own desires, she has made choices that will haunt her for the rest of her life, day and night, to protect those close-minded violent arrogant people of hers, she has lost almost every person she cares most deeply about. There is NOBODY left who will support her or who can understand her. CLEARLY, as her so-called ‘friends’ only manage to lash out at her in a way that’s like throwing salt in the gaping wound that must be her chest cavity about now.

If this is what lies in store for Clarke....I’m not a fan of Clarke dying but give this girl peace from these snivelling disloyal horrors. Let her make her journey to the Boat Clan, let her live there in peace. HAVE OCTAVIA AND CLARKE MOURN THE LOVES OF THEIR LIVES TOGETHER.  Bring Niylah because she seems alright. but noooo because CLARKE, and it’s always CLARKE, because if CLARKE is not there everything goes to SHIT, has to save Raven and her mum because everything will go to SHIT if Clarke doesn’t help out. And she’s reviled for it. I am starting to HATE. THIS. TREND. just like I’m starting to hate the trend of Raven being tortured again and again. 

Seriously. If you guys see me posting before all of it has been crossed out, YELL AT ME TO GET OFF because I absolutely HAVE to get this stuff done.

Bring groceries downstairs

Clean the litterbox downstairs

Work on stuff for my resume

Talk to my parents about Alana's party