#lowkeydudes

Me being who I am I love to see the good in someone even if its not worth it I always feel the need to fix something. So I decided to befriend a guy I knew who was absolutely know good for me. Things were great for the 1st few months even though he had a girlfriend.. they always say if he’ll cheat with you he’ll cheat on you I found out the hardest way possible I was that Bitch I was probably the most ride or die Bitch you would ever meet I was there for him when he was in an out of jail .. spoiled his ass he was in love with me as much as I was in love with him so I thought !! He showed it in good ways in other ways he just shit on it like he didn’t give a fuck .. you would think I’d be smart enough not to put myself in a situation like that but I was blinded by love like a muthafucker !! When he left me the 1st Time it broke me to my fuckin soul I did nothin but drink fifths of whiskey straight by my damn self couldn’t tell me shit !! But I was hurting on the inside it hurt like hell to be in love for the first time an then him just leave like I was nothing. But like a dummy I took him back more than once more than twice !! Ladies you know what I’m talkin about, he just can’t do know wrong no matter what he does you always find yourself taking him back, I did just that he was my drug lol real talk I was dickmatized !! But I had to break that hold he had, like they say everything happens for a reason and he was put in jail yea like any real Bitch would do I accepted them COLLECT phone calls everytime he got locked up I was the first one he called, the same shit repeated itself for 2 full years and after it kept happening my tears quit coming I had hit my end of the bullshit so when he got locked up the last time I really couldn’t feel sorry for him after all he did to me I was over it. but this time this very last time he got locked up the longer he was gone the more I felt free of him and it was summer but thats besides my point lol I was free !! Meeting new ppl guys everything I felt like I had finally got him out my heart and honestly I did yea I still will always love him reguardless of what he did to me he was my very 1st love my advice to you If your a gay guy/girl refrain from fuckin wit straight ppl lol its for the better and to you Ladies involved with a dude who just does you wrong and you don’t know what to do, you’ll get threw it you just Gota know you a strong individual and what he ain’t doin for u the next muthafucka will