#lowgrades

recently, we had a test in basic calculus, i gave all my best to review everything about it, but when we checked our papers last friday, all i got is 9/100 and im so damn dumb. like i studied but what the hell, i just got this score. and now while my bf’s at my home, i got an anxiety attack, i got sad and i dont know why. now, im writing this cuz i realized something. and that’s every person in this world have their own track. some people is good at somethin’, while other is good at different things. like in our circle of friends, my friends are good in math, lyk they like finding their own way to solve a math solution while me is just looking at them, and im so clueless on what they’re doing but when it comes to memorization they like to study with me cuz’ im good at it. im good at memorizing and remembering things, im good at speakin, im good at english, im good at debate but when it comes to math and number, it is not my ‘forte’ 

now, im trying to calm myself, im trying to comfort myself and trying to cheer up my own self cuz’ no once can help me but  me. no one can comfort me but me. that test can define who am i. 

Submit my marks into UBC, check my application status. First Course Choice: Application has been sent Second Course Choice: Entered marks are too low