#lowerrowyaps

I don't know when I'll come back!!

I'm still a Maddie lover down to the depths (cosplaying her at a con next weekend 🤭) and fanfiction will always be a big part of me. The thing is that I've hit a huge slump with writing, to the point I can't take requests for the time being 'cause I feel like it'd only end in disappointment. I don't want to force myself to write only for the sake of putting something out there. I want my heart to truely be in it!

There's a lot going on, not all of it negative, but still: Everything is a lot!

With prep for the previously mentioned convention, over to university and all the way back to trying to figure out where I wanna go with all of this, and now that summer is closer, I'll probably be more outside on top of all that.

There's no way of predicting anything that will happen but if there's one thing I know, it's that I cherish you all for the time we had together and hope we can soon enough meet here again to indulge in writing of our dearly loved fictional people.

I'll see you guys when the time is right <3

I'm doing really well, thank you! How are you lot?

I hope none of you are disappointed by my lack of writing, there's just a lot going on at any given moment and I haven't had to muses to sit down and write something that I'm satisfied with 🙂‍↕️

I love their cutie little interactions and that they seem to understand eachother without words (as the first people to properly do so probably) but I feel like this loses a lot of it's real value of they were to be in a romantic relationship!! Maybe that's a personal bias, but it loses depth since, in a relationship, it's more likely to be expected to understand and protect the other.

I mean usually your friends also look out for you and stuff so you could deem my argument as irrelevant, but in my heart, deep down I just can't see any "sparks" between them. Maybe I just like my relationships with personality conflicts or a little more of a rocky road beforehand, I dunno!!