Request: Can you write a Shim Changmin scenario about him trying to impress y/n and make her fall in love with him?
“What do I say?” Changmin groaned in frustration while trying to formulate the perfect reply to the message he had just received.
“Are you still talking to her?” Yunho inquired as he lifted his eyes from his own phone.
“More like messaging, but yes” Changmin clarified as he scratched his head in frustration.
“What did she send you this time?” Jaejoong asked as the other members began to gather around in curiosity.
Yoochun quickly snatched the phone out of Changmin’s hands to find your profile shown on the screen, “You haven’t even messaged her yet?”
Changmin shot up, trying to reach for the phone until he shook his head in defeat, “I mean... I was going to... when I found the words...”
“So, for this past week, you have been falling in love with a profile and you haven’t even talked to her yet?” Junsu clarified as he wandered over to the group.
“That’s one way to put it...” Changmin admitted shyly.
“Message _____” Yunho pressed the button underneath your pictures as it pulled onto a new messaging screen.
“Hi _______, I think you are very cute and I would love to take you out sometime. I am famous and have a lot of money and I would love to make you happy.” Yunho playfully tapped the screen to send a message to you.
“No!” Changmin ripped the phone back from Yunho, “I’ll do it... I just need some time...”
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“Have you texted her yet? It’s been almost a week” Jaejoong slid close to Changmin as they settled down for their lunch at a favorite restaurant.
“No, I just don’t know what to say... but then what do I do if she replies back?” Changmin rested his phone on the table in front of him as the other members leaned back and scratched their heads.
“Why don’t you just start off with hi, or send her a flower or something?” Junsu questioned, throwing out an idea.
“You could take a picture of a flower for her and send it her way, that is a good way to break the ice” Yunho agreed
“Now to find some flowers...” Jaejoong sprung up from his seat and ran outside to snap a few pictures of the flowers just outside of the restaurant that they were at.
Returning with pictures of flowers, he handed the phone back to Changmin.
“Just send her a message, what is the worst that could happen?” Yunho tried to be optimistic as he shrugged his shoulder to try to give Changmin some confidence.
Pulling up your profile picture, he tapped the message button. Searching through the photos that Jaejoong took for him, he attached the photo to a small but simple message. Taking a deep breath, he hit send and then let the screen on his phone go dark.
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Feeling a vibration from your pocket, you pulled out your phone, dropped down the notification menu and tapped on the unread message.
A special girl, like you, deserves a flower each and every day...
Opening up the photo, you gasped seeing such vibrant and beautiful flowers. Positioning your thumbs, you tapped the side of your screen in thought before a reply came to mind.
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The phone buzzed across the table as all of the guys paused from their food. Their eyes narrowed on Changmin’s phone as the 4 pairs of eyes watched in anticipation as Changmin tapped his screen. Seeing an unread message, he quickly lifted the phone from the table and rested it between his two hands. Tapping the unopened message, his eyes dropped to the reply.
I can’t wait to see what flower you choose for me tomorrow :)
A broad smile curled onto his lips.
“Was that her?” All of the guys whispered in offset unison before silence fell over their table.
“She wants me to send her one tomorrow” Changmin beamed as the guys leaned over and patted him on the shoulder.
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Sweat covered Changmin’s palms as he twirled a small stemmed flower between his fingers. Lifting one hand up, he pressed the doorbell. Straining his hearing for any sound within the apartment, his eyes dropped down to the single flower that he was going to present to the girl on the other side of the door.
“Changmin?” A soft voice called his eyes from the flower.
“______...” His jaw slightly dropped seeing you on the other side of the door, outfitted in your favorite pair of jeans and a nice flannel shirt covering a tank top of a matching color. “I figured you would want a flower in person one of these times...”
A giggle left your lips as he extended the single flower towards you. “That would be a bonus” You carefully took the flower from his grasp as you quickly placed it in some water and met him back at the door.
“So where are we headed?” You inquired while locking up your apartment behind you.
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Request: Hello how are you? I want to do request please if you want with kai from exo when he faint on stage and reader is so worried about his health care but they get in fight ,and reader is pregnant she is so afraid to lose him and happy ending please 😄😄😊
Staring into the mirror, Kai carefully adjusted the collar on his shirt before brushing his bangs out of his eyes. Catching a glimpse of his own pale skin in the mirror, he stood upright feeling a dull throb around his head.
“Kai, you ready?” One of the other members called out as the rest of the members had already exited the room
“Yeah, coming!” He pushed himself up from the small desk and mirror before trotting after his band mates.
The bright lights hit him as his eyes squinted to just try to see. The pounding in his head increased in intensity as he took his position on stage.
You settled down in your chair as you listened to the distant chatter of managers going over final adjustments that would need to be made before the final performance. Hearing the music begin, your eyes lifted from your phone as your eyes went directly to your favorite member, your boyfriend, your Kai.
Getting into position you watched his movements once crisp and precise turn into sloppy and slow. Pushing yourself up from your comfortable position in your chair, you intently watched Kai as his movement slowed, his head dropped and his body went limp. The members danced around him for a moment before yelling to turn the music off stopped everyone mid choreography,
Gathering your things, the medical team had already surrounded Kai and whisked him away to the nearest hospital. Jogging back to your car, your thoughts continued to race. Adrenaline rushed through your veins as you pulled into the hospital parking lot.
Stepping out into the parking lot, you locked your car behind you as the large letters for the entrance held your attention. Passing through the automatic doors, you waited in a short line until a receptionist was able to see you.
“I can let you know when we have more information” She commented as she offered you a seat in the waiting room.
Shuffling across the hospital floor, you pulled your jacket around you tighter as you found a chair for yourself. Finding a comfortable position for yourself in the uncomfortable chairs, you pulled out your phone in an attempt to distract your mind and to help time speed by, however, neither of those things happened.
Your hand slowly moved towards your stomach as your thoughts were threaded with worry. Your fingers played with the fabric that was lightly stretched over your stomach.
“Don’t worry he will be ok” You whispered to yourself and the little one, “He has to be ok, we have to tell him about you”
A small smile curled on your face as a nurse headed your way. Standing up, you greeted her, guiding you though a series of winding hallways lined with doors, you finally arrived at his room.
“Thank you” You quietly bid her before pushing the door open and slipping into the dim darkness
Tubes and lines run in and out of him as his hospital gown hangs over him loosely, you see how pale he looks, the dark bags under his eyes and his jostled hair. Reaching out your hand, you carefully brush his bangs out of his eyes as your fingers brush his cheek.
His eyes slowly open as he glances over at you before he closes his eyes forcefully.
“You shouldn’t be here” He mumbles through his dry throat
“This is right where I should be” You corrected him as you tried to reach for his hand that was closest to you. However he pulled his hand away from yours as his head rolled to the other side of the pillow.
“Don’t you have studies to focus on?” He kept his eyes pinned on the opposite side of the room.
“I do, but I thought you needed me, so I came” You told him, slowly sitting back in the chair giving him some distance.
“I’m fine” He mumbled quietly with a grudging tone
“Obviously” You pushed yourself up out of the chair as you made your way to the window.
Thick silence filled between you as you watched the cars pull in and out of the parking lot as the sun slowly dipped down, closing towards the horizon.
“You should go, you have to work soon right?” Kai whispered as he let his eyes finally fall upon your figure.
Nodding slowly, you turned away from the window, adjusting your purse strap on your shoulder, you turned away from him and headed towards the door.
“Heal well Kai” You glanced back at him before pulling open the door and leaving. Pausing on the other side of the door, you heard the soft click of the door behind you as you let your head drop, “I’ll wait for you to need me again...”
Making your way through the winding hospital, your hand slowly made it back to your lower stomach as thoughts began to cloud your thoughts as you headed to your car.
Sliding into the seat, you placed the keys in the ignition as you peered back at the hospital building. Scaling the windows, you rubbed your hand slowly against your bump.
“Don’t worry, I still want you” You whispered as your hand turned the key and the engine started.
Turning off the radio, you drove to work as thoughts and alternative scenarios ran through your mind.
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Hours turned into days, and days turned into weeks as you didn’t hear anything from Kai.
Doubt began to fill your mind as thoughts of you being a single parent became more of a reality with each passing day.
One night, darkness enveloped you as you sat on your window seat, staring out across the city lights. Resting your head against the window, you pulled a thick blanket tighter around your shoulders as a struggled breath spilled from your lips.
A beep came from the front door as you perked up and looked towards your bedroom door. Hearing the door close and a beep following to indicate that it was locked, you returned back to the city scape and your thoughts.
“I thought you would be in bed by now” His figure rested against the door frame as he watched the moonlight cascade over your exhausted figure.
“I’m not tired” You mumbled back in reply as you tightened the blanket back around you.
“Do you mind if I head to bed then?” He questioned as he entered into the shared room.
“Go ahead, you need it more than me” You whispered as a tear rolled down your cheek.
A light to the closet flipped on, inviting a soft light into the night filled room. Exchanging his sweat covered cloths for a baggy t shirt and shorts, Kai kept the light on as he traveled across the hall to the bathroom.
Returning to the bedroom a few minutes later, he turned down the bed and sat on the edge as he gazed at you feeling that something was off.
Standing up from your spot by the window, you shuffled across the hardwood floor making your way to the door.
“Wait _______” Kai begged as he stood up swiftly to try and beat you to the door.
“What?” You hissed
“You can take the bed, I’ll take the couch.” He insisted as he hand covered the door handle
“No, you can take the bed, I’ll stay up a bit longer” Your hand wrapped around his wrist in an attempt to move his hand from the handle.
“What has gotten into you?” Kai dipped his head to try and match his eyes with yours
“What’s wrong with me?” You met your furious eyes with his, “What about you? I don’t hear anything from you for a few days and then the next thing I know, you are in the hospital being treated for severe exhaustion and dehydration.”
Kai stood up a little taller listening to you as his hand slowly fell from the door handle. Your grip faltered from his wrist as you bunched some blanket between your fingers.
“Is that what you are upset about? That I was in the hospital?” Kai’s smile curled on one side of his lips as he lets out a light laugh.
“You aren’t taking care of yourself... what am I supposed to do?!” The blanket fell from around your shoulders with your big movements as you continued to keep eye contact with him, “I can’t take care of you and me all by myself if you don’t tell me what’s wrong!”
You spun around heading back to your window for a few steps. Silence fell between Kai and you as he waited a moment before trying to make a counter argument.
“Then when I wanted to help and I took time out of my studies and schedule to make sure that you were ok, you brushed me off and told me that you were fine and that I shouldn’t be there?!” You spun back around, your voice filled with rage and confusion.
“I didn’t want you to worry...” Kai raised his voice to meet yours
“You not only made me worry, but you made me rethink us.” You snapped as the painful silence fell after your words caused Kai’s face to soften in realization.
“_____” He cooed trying to get you to calm down, he reached his hand out to place on your upper arm as you ripped your arm away from his touch.
“I don’t know if I can do this! I can’t be tossed around like a doll, be picked up, put down, shoved away or placed at home.” You moved past him getting closer to the bedroom door, “I don’t want you to leave, but I need to rely on you, and you on me. I can’t count on you if I don’t know what is going on. I can’t help you if you don’t talk to me. I need you, the baby needs you! I can’t do this alone but I will if I have to!” You stormed out of the room as you began to jog towards the front door of the apartment.
Kai stood there with his eyes wide as he went over your words, mumbling, “Baby... what baby?”
“_____, what baby?” He called out after you as he made up the distance between you. His strong hands wrapped around your arms as he held you steady from moving. “What baby?”
Tears streamed down from your face as your eyes dropped to the bigger bump underneath your shirt, a sliver of your distended stomach showing below the bottom hem of your shirt.
“Kai....” You licked your lips trying to buy you some time, “I’m pregnant”
Minutes ticked by like hours as his grip slowly faltered from your arms
“When did you find out?” His words were soft as his mind tried to remain calm.
“About two months ago” You whispered knowing that you were already 2 months along by that point. “I took a test right after you left for the week long choreography camp for your new album.”
“_______, if I would have known...” Kai shook his head slowly as he could only imagine how difficult this was for you.
“Then what?” You snapped, “You would have been nicer at the hospital? You would have come home when I was worried sick and left you hundreds of messages for you? You would have taken better care of yourself?”
“You have a choice, you can stay with me and the baby or you can leave.” You slipped past him as you exited the apartment.
"Stay” Kai called out to you, “Please stay”
You left the apartment not looking back as your slippers shuffled across the sidewalk. Approaching a bench at the end of your hallway, you settled down for a few hours as you let the crisp night breeze rush over you.
As an hour ticked away, you slowly made your way back to the shared apartment, you twisted the front door handle and pushed it open as the warm apartment met your chilled skin. Slipping your shoes off, you made your way to the couch as you saw Kai’s tear stained face pressed up against the back cushion of the couch.
“_____ please stay, I’m sorry” Kai opened his blood shot eyes as you eased yourself down next to him.
“I’ll only stay if we are a team and we do this together and take care of one another” You laid out your conditions as he listened carefully. Kai agreed to all of the conditions as he tried to reach his hand out to yours. Lacing your fingers with his, he brought you into a gentle hug and buried his head into your shoulder.
“I love you” Kai whispered into your shoulder as your fingers ran through his hair.
“I love you too” You pressed a soft kiss on his temple while holding him tighter with each minute that passed.
This is for Anon! Thank you for being so patient, I hope you enjoy this scenario!
Request: (Before you read, I am Japanese, so I am sorry for bad grammar) You are an amazing writer. I find myself absolutely in awe with your scenarios/writing pieces when I read them!! I am hugely Jungkook biased, and reading his scenarios made me feel butterflies in my stomach. I’d like to request another Jungkook scenario, where he says something hurtful to his pregnant girlfriend and she feels a sharp pain her abdomen during the argument? ❤️- Aoi Morimoto
Moonlight cascaded across dark hardwood floors, casting long light shadows across the armchair and the couch. A jostled blanket laid over your figure while your head resting on a pillow propped up against the armrest of the couch. Your left hand rested upon your ballooned stomach as your right hand held your phone as you continued to watch the music video playlist of your favorite band, BTS.
Ghosting your hand around your stomach, you tried to soothe the aches and pains that seemed to be residing there most of the evening. Tapping your thumb lightly against your phone, you watched your boyfriend Jungkook float across the stage and released his powerful vocals for all to hear.
A sharp pain radiating from your lower abdomen caused your body to curl up into a ball, your eyes clamped down shut as your phone dropped from your right hand and tumbled to the floor.
“Please, it’s ok” You tried to whisper to the little one inside of you, trying to soothe and ease the pain the best you could.
After a few moments, the pain slowly started to subside as you began to push yourself into a more upright position. Grasping onto the back cushion of the couch, your eyes lifted to see the front door slowly opens and a hand reach from behind and flip on the light switch in the entryway. Your eyes scale the visitor as he slowly drops his backpack next to the door with a loud thud, he slips off his shoes to reveal his mismatching socks.
“Ash!” Jungkook hissed into the dark apartment as his fingers instantly found the way through his hair in frustration. Your eyes followed him for a moment as he made his way to the kitchen, flipping on more lights as he passed them. Opening the fridge, his eyes glanced over the empty shelves before slamming the door. Spinning around, he pressed his hands on the edge of the countertop and dropped his head as you watched his shoulders move with every tense breath he took.
“What’s wrong Kookie?” You cooed, trying to keep the pain out of your voice as you slowly began to rub your stomach again from the dull pain that was returning.
“There isn’t anything to eat!” He lifted his head with a growl in his voice.
“Sorry, I wasn’t feeling good today...” Your voice trailed off as the pain was increasingly getting worse. A heavy silence hung between the two of you as you closed your eyes and tried to take deep, even breaths.
“Did you get anything done today?” Jungkook hissed as you lifted your eyes to find him coming out of the bedroom.
“I told you, I’m not feeling good” Your voice began to show some of the pain as your legs retracted closer to your body as your fingertips gripped the fabric on Jungkook’s shirt you were wearing.
“So you just thought that you would lay around all day, while I am working and providing for both of us?!” His voice continued to get louder with every word until the volume of his words brought tears to your eyes.
“I was... taking care... of the baby” You replied with staggered breaths, trying to breathe through the pain taking over your body.
Jungkook placed his hands on his hips as he shook his head in disbelief. His eyes wandered as he caught one glimpse of you doubling over in pain while your fingertips turned white from grasping the seam of the couch cushions.
“So do you expect me to work, clean, go shopping and do laundry?” His voice still fuming from the long day that he had to endure.
Soft whimpers began to spill from your lips as you couldn’t contain them any longer. Your head dipped as you rested your sweaty forehead against your fatigued palm on the cushion on the back of the couch. Your soft whimpers became whines as Jungkook started to turn and slowly approach you.
“Hey...” He took a few slow steps towards you, “Yah!”
Shuffling quickly over to your side, he placed both of his hands softly on either side of your face to try and lift your head so he could meet your eyes with his. Feeling your sweaty face in his hands and your temperature climbing, he leaned into you and pulled you into his embrace. Both of your hands clasped around your pregnant stomach as you could hear his heart pick up with worry.
“Help... Kookie” You whimpered between struggled breaths as he wrapped his arms tighter around you.
“Hang on, I’m going to get help” His hand reached down into his pocket and pulled out his phone to dial for help.
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“I’ll teach you how to write music, sing, dance, and rap. I’ll introduce you to all of your uncles and...”
Hearing a familiar voice, you slowly opened your heavy eyelids to find Jungkook in the rocking chair with a white blanket tucked securely in his arms.
“I’ll even teach you how to drive, make friends, do the dishes, fold laundry...”
“So you are going to be doing those chores now?” Your voice croaked as you couldn’t help but smile.
“I’ll also teach you how to whisper and keep secrets from mom” Jungkook chuckled as a smile curled onto his lips as he continued to rock the little one in his arms. A silence filled the room once more as you took in all of the tubes, machines, sights, and sounds of the recovery room.
“Is the baby ok?” You whispered letting your eyes wander back to Jungkook.
“The doctors said the baby is perfect” Jungkook slowly stood up, careful to not wake the sleeping little one. Padding over to you, he leaned over and pressed his soft lips onto your forehead, ever so softly. “You did a wonderful job too”
Jungkook slowly adjusted the baby in his arms. Opening your arms, he carefully deposited the newborn into your arms as your eyes took in all of the precious details.
“I’m sorry” He whispered with pure emotion as he tucked a tuft of hair behind your ear. “I shouldn’t have lashed out...”
“I know you’re stressed with work and the press isn’t being helpful...” You reasoned as you began to sway side to side to rock the baby.
“But that shouldn’t have happened.” He shook his head ashamed
“I guess this just means that you will be doing the dishes and chores for a while now, huh?” You chuckled looking back up into his beautiful brown eyes.
“If that is my sentence.” He eased himself down next to you
“For life” You chuckled softly
His eyes flickered from your eyes down to your lips and then returned to your eyes. Reaching out his left hand, he slowly lifted your chin with the side of his forefinger while leaning in until your lips met his.
“I guess so... I mean I have a pretty cute guard to watch me. I couldn’t all be bad.” His lips whispered against yours before pressing another long and apologetic kiss onto your lips.
Request: Hello!! I've been a fan of your writing for the longest time!! I was wondering if it wasn't too much to ask, can I have a SuJu fic? I would like a scenario with Yesung where he his trying to make his daughter say appa since his first kid said eomma first? He's a bit jealous of that? Thank you!!! It would mean a lot!!
Sunlight poured in through the large windows in the living room, casting morning shadows across the light hardwood spanning across the large open area of the kitchen and living room. Muffled laughter was heard from the bedrooms down the hallway as you gathered the used towels in the kitchen. Tossing the used towels into the white laundry basket, you moved the basket to your hip before heading into the living room and picking up the misplaced clothes and blankets scattered along the floor. Placing each lost article in the basket after one another, you made your way down the hallway towards the laundry room next to the master. Passing your daughter's room, you glanced through the slightly cracked doorway. Peering through the crack between the door and the door frame, you found your husband playing with your two daughters. Your oldest daughter, Taelyn, moved around the room, gathering stuffed animals and various dolls around a small table. Her tutu bounced with every step while she bounded back over to Yesung sitting on the floor surrounded by the other guests of the tea party
Taelyn happily picked up the teapot and started to serve your husband followed by her other stuffed animals. Yesung bowed his head in thanks as the bows holding his hair up in pigtails flopped with the movement that he made. With your youngest daughter in his lap, she played with his fingers and slid them between her saliva coated lips. While Taelyn served the other attendees of the tea party, Yesung turned his attention to your youngest daughter, Jesslyn.
“Jess, say dada” Yesung cooed, trying to capture her attention away from the rings on his fingers that she was trying to ingest. “Say dada”
“Why do you want her to say dada so bad?” Taelyn questioned as Yesung repeatedly tried to ask for Jesslyn to say his name.
“Well… this might be silly…” Yesung started as he gained Taelyn’s full attention.
“You are always silly dada, what’s new?” Shrugging her cute little shoulders, she tipped her head to one side as she poured one of her teddy bears more tea.
A chuckle left Yesung’s lips as he couldn’t help but nod in agreement, “When you said your first word, it was mama, so I want her to say dada first…”
“Is dada jealous~” Taelyn sang happily as she leaned forwards taking in Yesung’s emotions.
“How do you know what jealous is?” Yesung’s angelic smile curled along his lips as he tilted his head slightly to inquire more information from his oldest daughter.
Slipping from her seat, she happily trotted over to Yesung and cupped her hands around his ear. “Mr. Teddy gets jealous of Mrs. Bunny because she gets to look out the window.”
“Oooooh” Yesung tried to silence a laugh while nodding his head.
“So… how are we going to teach her to say dada?” Taelyn smiled as she glanced down at Jesslyn before climbing onto Yesung’s free knee.
Tapping his index finger on his lips, he sat there for a moment gathering his thoughts before a smile curled on his pink lips. Removing his hand from his lips, he positioned his hands to set on either side of Jesslyn’s cheeks. Closing his fingers together, her big baby cheeks squished together causing her lips to part.
“Say dada” Yesung and Taelyn chanted quietly, trying to encourage Jesslyn to say dada.
After a few minutes, they watched Jesslyn position her tongue and use her small, growing voice to make a noise that sounded like, “da”.
Excitement electrified the air as Taelyn and Yesung waited for Jesslyn to finish saying the word. Jesslyn pushed her tongue against her parted lips before she blew a few bubbles as saliva dripped from her parted lips.
A sigh of defeat was heard from the room as Taelyn sat on the ground tapping her chin in thought with her, self-painted fingernails, “Maybe with a boy, you would have more luck.”
A laugh slipped from your lips as you adjusted the basket on your hip, shaking your head at your daughter suggestion, you moved past the door and entered into the laundry room. Placing the white basket on the marble countertop, you began to sort and change the laundry from one machine to the next. Humming softly to yourself, the sounds from the bedroom went silent for a few seconds before ceasing your humming to listen.
Thundering feet exited the bedroom, a smaller set of feet accompanied the larger thundering of feet while small hands slapped against the hardwood. Poking your head out of the laundry room, you watched Yesung running into the living room first with Taelyn following closely behind and Jesslyn crawled after the two of them furiously. Jesslyn’s pace slowed as she sat herself back and lifted her arms up before her voice cut through the air.
“Dada” Jesslyn cooed
Yesung halted in his tracks as his head snapped around to see Jesslyn sit with her grabby hands still calling for him. A bright smile streamed across his face as he trotted back to Jesslyn and scooped her up into his arms. Spinning her around once she was secure in his arms, he continued to kiss her cheeks almost smothering her. Jesslyn’s laughter filled the home as Taelyn trotted over to Yesung’s side.
“I guess you don’t need to have another baby now, huh?” Taelyn teased as Yesung scooped her up twirling both of the girls around in his arms.
Their laughter echoing through the room as you just watched the three of them laughing, smiling and catching hiccups from all of the laughter. Loving your happy little home and the little family that you get to love and call yours on this perfect morning.
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The grey clouds began to congregate overhead while the light of the computer screen highlighted your figure curled up in the plush armchair. An episode of your latest series that had captured your attention played on the screen, a few minutes later the door to the bedroom opened up behind you. Turning around, you were greeted happily by your boyfriend as he came in with a smile.
“Hey, how was work?” You questioned, turning around after pausing your episode
“It was good, a storm is blowing in though” He sat down on the edge of the bed as you sat up straighter
“A storm?!” You questioned, excitement lining your words
“Yeah, it looks like it will be a good one too” He replied before tilting his head as he watched your eyes light up with excitement.
Before he could ask you anything else, he watched you leap out of the chair and crawl swiftly across the bed to the window. Pressing your hand against the ledge beneath the window, you used your other hands to part the blinds. Lifting your eyes upwards, you peered at the darkening clouds overhead.
“You can open the window if you would like, I don’t mind” Your boyfriend slipped into the plush desk chair that you were occupying a few minutes ago.
Peering over your shoulder, you saw him give you a small smile to encourage you to do what you wish. Moving over to the other side of the window, you pulled the strings downwards to lift up the blind slats that had hindered your view. Pulling it upwards, you pressed yourself against the glass before feeling the rumbling of thunder, introducing the storm overhead.
“C-Can I open the window?” You questioned wanting to smell the fresh scent of the rain outside.
“Sure, if you really want to” Your boyfriend smiled as he glanced from the computer screen over to you. Unlocking the window, he watched you pull the window open as the cool air flooded into the room, the clouds dropped in the sky, covering the tops of the trees before droplets of rain began to drop from the loaded grey clouds above.
The fresh scent hit your senses as you couldn’t help but smile as the fresh smell of the rain coupled with the scent of the pine needles and the nearby trees releasing their fragrance. The chilling airbrushed across your skin as you couldn’t help but allow the corner of your lips to be pulled to either side with a smile.
Feeling a pair of eyes on you, you lifted your eyes to the sky as the droplets of rain began to get larger with each passing minute. Cracking of lightning followed the rolling thunder overhead as the streets began to get coated with all different sizes of droplets. Droplets fell from the pine needles as they followed gravity and flowed down each needle before dropping off to the next bunch of pine needles.
Feeling a pair of eyes on you, you couldn’t help but smile as you sunk against the window in happiness.
“You’re enjoying yourself, aren’t you?” Your boyfriend smiled as he tilted back in his chair while gazing at you pressed up against the window.
“Very much so” You replied, not being able to tear yourself away from the window and the storm on the other side of the window screen.
A few minutes passed as you just allowed this moment to sweep you away. Hearing your boyfriend move from the armed chair to the bed, he wrapped his arms around your waist as you smiled brighter with his touch.
“You know, you are too cute” He whispered against your ear before tightening his grip on you.
“What am I doing to make me cute?” You questioned, your eyes watched another flash of light from the lightning crack across the sky.
“You just look like a puppy, and I am sure that if you had a tail that it would be wagging out of control by now” He giggled as your laughter mingled with his.
“Yeah, pretty much” You nodded your head as the storm began to let up after a good hour of rainfall.
Watching the waterfall from the filled gutter overhead, you leaned back on the bed as your boyfriend welcomed you into his embrace with open arms. In that moment, you couldn’t help but think to yourself that life couldn’t get any better than this. Being in the arms of the one that you love, and the one who loves you with the simple beauty of nature bestowing a slice of heaven down on your day.
This is for Anon! Thank you for waiting this long for this scenario! I hope that you enjoy it! I loved writing this story since there was so much to it haha I think this came out to about 12 pages haha (sorry not sorry). Happy reading!
Request: Could you do a Zelo from B.A.P where he finds out your pregnant but you didn't want him to know because you weren't sure on how he would react? Although, after he finds out he doesn't tell you and just waits a few months. Then after those few months where your stomach was obvious he then tells you he wants to keep and take care of the baby? Hope this makes sense, by the way I love your blog!
Sunlight cast through the sheer curtains, catching the morning breeze the fresh air brushed throughout the room, kissing the exposed skin peeking out from underneath the ivory linens jostled between the intertwined bodies underneath. Crisp air tickled your arm as another breeze swept through the room. Tucking your arm back underneath the light sheet over the top of you, your arms folded between you and your boyfriend, warming up the once exposed skin. Sleeping a little longer, you slowly pulled yourself out of your dreams. Waking up to your boyfriends arms tightly wrapped around you while his head pressed into the ivory pillow, you couldn’t help but smile as your fingertips ran across his bare chest.
Thoughts slowly invaded your dream clouded mind, your eyes moved over your boyfriend, following your eyes across his sharp jawline, around the curved shell of his ear. His visible cheekbones lead to his nose smushed against the pillow, his pink lips parted as a soft breath slipped from his parted lips. Lifting your eyes, his ebony eyelashes fanned out across his slightly rose colored cheeks. Brushing your fingers absentmindedly across his collarbones, your fingers traveled up his neck danced across his cheek before your fingers ran through his bed ridden hair. In an attempt to clear your mind, you continued to play with his hair while relaxing your forehead against his. Closing your eyes, you allowed the world to slip away for a moment as you lost yourself in the love that you had for your boyfriend.
“You know you’re just gonna put me back to sleep if you keep doing that” His morning voice softly broke the silence as your fingers twisted a small section of his hair around two or three of your fingers.
“You’re so cute when you sleep though” You whispered softly, allowing your eyes to flicker open to meet his brown orbs.
“But I would rather spend my time with my eyes open” He widened his eyes an extreme amount, earning a giggle to spill from your lips.
“What about your dreams, I know that you like to dream” Your fingers fell down from his hair, brushed across his temple before your hand lightly rested against his cheek.
“Why would I need dreams when I am sleeping when I have you right next to me?” His voice caused shivers to run up your spine as his soft touch danced across the small of your back, “You are all of the dreams that I could ever wish to have and more.”
Shaking your head, you couldn’t help but smile for a few seconds before your eyes dropped and your smile faded, “You know I am going to miss you when you are away for a few months right?”
“You’re not the only one who is going to be missing someone” Your touch slowly dropped back to press against his chest. His hand gently untangled from around you as his fingers gently slid across your cheek until he was able to tilt your head upwards slightly to press his lips against your forehead.
Wrapping your arms around him tightly, you tucked your head underneath his chin as you felt the familiar sting of tears swell in your eyes. Your breathing halted for a moment as his arms tightened around you. “You know the flight doesn’t leave til later, do you want to go have a fun day?
“What do you have in mind?” You questioned, a tightening in your chest caused from the anticipation of him leaving later today caught up with you.
“You’ll see, go get into something comfortable” His sweet smile curled on his lips as you lifted your eyes to meet with his again. Untangling his arms from around you, he carefully pushed himself upright as the pure covers bunched around his waist.
Sinking into the open space on the bed, you watched his muscles adjust underneath his skin as he pushed himself up off of the bed. His hand rubbing his eyes while his feet shuffled into the attached bathroom. Closing the door behind him, he slipped into the shower before styling his hair and dressing for the day. Opening the door just a crack, he carefully peered out from behind the door as he took a second to see you engulfed under all of the white covers stacked on top of you. A smile curled onto his lips as he closed the door behind him, gathering his belongings from your place, he began to pack for this evening’s departure.
Pulling a note out of his bag, he slowly pulled the drawers out to find the best place to put the note, for you to find it at a later date. Drawer after drawer, he combed through the contents packing what was his as he straightened what was yours. Opening one of the last draws, he saw a white stick peeking out from the back corner of the drawer. Placing the note in the drawer, his fingers moved over to the out of place object. Wrapping his fingers around the stick like object, his eyes examined it thoroughly as his eyes spotted a band name printed on the handle while two pink lines peered within a window on the object. Freezing for a moment, he turned around as his hands ran through his hair, looking up and over at the closed bathroom door as his full attention turned to you.
Returning the white stick in the drawer, he removed his letter and closed the drawer. Finding another drawer to stash his letter, he zipped up his toiletry bag and opened the bathroom door. Humming softly, he placed the smaller bag in his luggage before zipping the suitcases closed. Rolling them out to the front door, a driver was there waiting for his luggage. Thanking the driver, he helped load his luggage into the car before returning inside.
On his way back to the shared bedroom, he stashed the rest of his handwritten notes around your apartment, placing them in spots of various use so that you could find them throughout his leave. Wandering around your apartment once more, he moseyed over to the mantle where he was reminded of the couple pictures that the two of you took throughout your relationship. Making his way back to the shared bedroom, he moseyed over to your sleeping figure as his eyes softened with the newfound knowledge that you were pregnant. Rounding the bed, he eased himself down beside you. Pulling out his phone, he snapped a quick picture wanting to remember moments like these while he is away.
“Have I ever told you that you get more stunning every day that I see you?” He whispered, tucking some fallen strands of hair behind your ear.
“And you are more handsome than I ever thought I deserved” You whispered in reply, your eyes fluttering open as you just smiled up at him.
“Nope, you deserve all of this and more” He replied as he bopped your nose with his index finger. Reaching up, you wrapped your hand around his neck lightly as you pulled him down, meeting your lips with his.
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“Will this do for our adventures today?” You jumped out from behind the bedroom door in skinny jeans, a comfortable cream colored knit sweater, black boots that capped just below your knee.
“I suppose” His teasing tone sung throughout the house as he watched you as you approached, your hair flowing from being freshly combed as your light makeup was the perfect topper to your daily outfit. Holding out his hand for you, you skipped up to him and slipped your hand into his. Running out the door, the two of you were welcomed by the rays of the sun kissing your freshly washed car.
“Can I drive?” Holding out his hand, the two of you approached the car as you handed over the keys to your car. Unlocking the doors, he opened your door for you as you slid into the passenger seat, he rounded the hood of the car with a joyful trot before he opened his door and slid behind the wheel. Starting the engine the two of you headed off as you played some favorite mutual tunes, the two of you singing happily to the melodies and harmonies.
Stopping at your favorite ice cream stand, the two of you laughed as you tried to eat the melting ice cream faster than one another. Trotting down the store fronts, you showed off your style as you pointed to things you liked through the windows. The hours continued to tick by, faster than desired. Slipping back into the car as the late afternoon fell upon the two of you.
Miles dragged on as the two of you happily followed the curves of the semi desolate roads. The crisp fall air kissing the leaves falling from the trees, covering the roads as the engine happily roared between the tree lined road.
Your fingers were interlocked with his as your eyes peered through the window, seeing the coastline below, the tree lined road happily curved through the mountains. Slowing the car down, he slowly pulled off into an overlook parking lot. The emptied gravel parking lot welcomed them as he parked the car, turning off the engine, his eyes drifted over to you as he lifted up his intertwined hand with yours, twisting the joined hands slightly, he pressed his lips against the back of your hand as a smile curled on your lips as he allowed his lips to linger against your skin.
“You know that I love you, right?” He whispered once his lips pulled away from your flawless skin
:”I do and I love you more” You smiled as his words seemed to calm the thoughts on the back of your mind.
“I doubt that” He chuckled as he pulled the keys from the ignition. Opening his door, he exited happily as you pushed open your own door. Standing outside your door, he pressed a button on his phone as a slow song began to play.
“Can I have this dance, to our song?” Offering you his hand, you happily slid your hand into his as a smile curled on your lips. Spinning you around as the shadow of the two of you happily cast over the gravel below.
Following the flow of the song, he increased the complexity of the dance as the song continued to reach the climax, bringing you back into his arms as the song slowly came to a close, the dancing morphed into a sway. Your head rested on his shoulder as his hand cradled your back and held you close while his head rested on yours. Placing soft kisses against the crown of your head, the song came to a close and faded off into the sound of nature that surrounded the two of you.
As the song faded, his sway dwindled down to the two of you just standing there in each others arms. Peering across the lapping ocean against the jagged rock shore below, the light mist occasionally drifted up to where the two of you were standing. Descending in the sky, the sun slowly made its exit from the day. Vibrant oranges, reds and yellows painted across the sky before the navy blues and blacks slowly layered themselves over the bright colors.
“You know that I love you right?” He whispered against your hair as he tightened his arms around you, one of his hands slowly rubbing your back as he lifted his head from yours.
Raising your head from up off of his chest, you peered up at him with your eyes twinkling brighter than the stars overhead, “I do. I love you too, my Zelo.”
A sweet smile curled on his lips as one of his hands lifted up to your cheek as the backs of his fingers brushed against your soft skin. Leaning into his touch, your eyes fluttered closed as you couldn’t help but fall in love with him all over again.
“I’m never going to leave you, no matter what the future has in store for us. We are a team and we are in this together. Deal?” Zelo brought your closer to him as your fingers tangled in the fabric of his shirt as your mind slowly began to wander, knowing that the time you had left with him before he left was dwindling.
“Deal” You whispered, you nodding your head trying to convince him and you of what you were saying.
“Everything will be okay” He whispered as his fingers spread across your cheek, “You’re still the best thing that has ever happened to me and that is something that is never going to change.”
Seeing the disbelief coat over your eyes, he leaned down and gently pressed his lips on yours. Pulling yourself closer to him, you felt your knees go slightly weak as you wanted to tell him before he left. Yet, you didn’t want to cloud his mind or give him this burden to bear before he leaves for the next few months. Pushing the pressure to tell him to the back of your mind, feeling his warm, comforting and loving lips on yours allowed the world and all of your worries to ebb away. Slowly allowing your lips to dance with his.
Pulling away, the two of you had smiles on your parted lips as his forehead rested against yours.
“It will go faster than you think” Zelo whispered into the quiet night sky as the stars twinkled overhead.
“I hope your right” You whispered back as he stood up straight knowing that he had to leave.
“Don’t worry, we are stronger than this” With his words of encouragement, he laced his fingers with yours, he slowly walked with you back to the car.
Opening the door for you, he watched you slide into the passenger seat. Taking in every detail of you, he closed the door before rounding the hood of the car, opening his door and sliding behind the wheel. Glancing over at you, his eyes lingered on your dropped head, your rounded shoulders and your fingers playing with the promise ring hugging your thumb. Leaning over, he pulled the seatbelt over you, buckling you in, he flattened the strap across your stomach. Leaving your cheek with a kiss, he buckled himself in before starting the car. Seeing your fingers twist the ring faster around your finger, he reached over and rested his hand over your worried hands.
“Everything okay?” He whispered as the silent cab filled with his voice.
“I don’t want you to leave…” You paused, a tear rolling down your cheek, “... but I know you have to.”
“I know” His voice softened with kindness and understanding, “This is only temporary, it isn’t going to be like this forever.”
“Okay” Your whisper joined his as you nodded your head, his words sinking into your heart. Lacing your fingers with his, your two hands held his as his thumb brushed over your fingers slowly.
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Pulling under the fluorescent lights of the underground parking garage of the airport. Pulling the car right up against the curb, he parked the car as you knew that this was goodbye. Unbuckling yourself, he did the same before he held your hand tighter. Catching your attention, he lifted your conjoined hands up to his perfect lips, his eyes kept contact with yours as the lingering kiss told more than words ever could.
“I love you” You whispered, the tightening in your chest became hard to ignore.
“I love you too, so so so much” Zelo whispered taking in the moment.
After a moment or two, the two of you parted hands and stepped out of your car. Closing the doors to your car, the valet grabbed the suitcases from the trunk that he had packed in the trunk while you were getting ready for the day. Standing on the edge of the curb, the members huddled by the door as Zelo got called over. Trotting up to the group, they began to laugh and fill one another in with the travel plans as you stood on the edge of the curb. Shifting your weight from one foot to the other, you clasped your hands and began to spin the promise ring around your finger once more.
After a few minutes, Zelo glanced over his shoulder to see you standing there all alone while tears dropped on the toes of your shoes. Turning around, he carefully approached you as his arms wrapped around you and pulled you back into his chest. Feeling tears sting his eyes, he heard all of the guys grab their bags as he just held you tighter.
“I’ll come back as soon as I can.” Zelo whispered as you just nodded knowing that you couldn’t speak in this moment. “I love you so much, my beautiful girl.”
More tears began to fall as you couldn’t help but hold him closer. Tightening his arms around you for one last time he kissed the crown of your head before he placed his hands over yours and slowly pulled you away from him.
“This is just temporary” He whispered as you watched him walk away from you slowly. Turning around and then trotting to catch up with the group, restraining from balling, the restraint was now broken as you leaned back against your car and just allowed your eyes to release all of the tears that you had been keeping in for the past couple of days.
The group of guys slowly left your view as you slowly snapped back into reality with a few delayed blinks. Turning around, you rounded the hood of your car before your hand slipped around the door handle and pulled the door open. Sliding behind the wheel, you slid the key into the ignition as the engine. The engine purred as you pulled the seat belt over yourself. Shifting the car into gear, you pulled out into traffic and slowly exited the airport. Rolling your finger over the volume button, the music softly floated throughout the cab.
Leaning your arm against the top of the door interior, the cool glass pressed against your skin as you rested your head against your closed fist. Mindlessly driving down the highway, tears dripped from your eyes and carved their wet path down your cheeks.
Eventually pulling into an emptied parking space at your place, darkness began overtaking the sunlight as dusk fell upon you while you exited your car. Grabbing your purse, you lifted the strap onto your shoulder as you closed the door of your car and locked it while heading inside.
The jingling of your keys echoed into the emptied home as you pushed open the front door. Peering into the dark interior, you couldn’t help but think that just this morning the two of you were laughing between these walls and within twenty-four hours the two of you wouldn’t be in the same country. More tears slipped from your eyes as you closed the front door behind you. Placing your purse and keys on the counter top, you embraced the ghostly feeling within your home as you shuffled to your bedroom. Kicking off your shoes, you dressed down into comfy yoga pants, rifling through possible options for a shirt, you stumbled upon one of his t shirts with the sleeves cut off creating a tank top. Slipping that over your head, you allowed the fabric to fall over your torso as the cologne of Zelo washed over you.
Dropping your head, you cleaned up your scattered clothes from the days in an attempt to keep you busy in order to keep your mind off of missing him. Hours passed as you had cleaned the whole apartment. Settling down on the couch, you allowed a Netflix series to play as you laid on the couch with a blanket, that he gifted to you, tucked underneath your chin while the rest laid carefully over your body.
Pulling out your phone after a few episodes, darkness crept over every inch of your apartment. Touching your phone, light pushed away from the darkness as a picture of Zelo remained on your lock and home screen. Opening up the gallery of pictures on your phone, you couldn’t help but thumb through your favorites of him and you. Tears slowly trailed down your dried cheeks as your hand rested on your stomach.
“I should have told you before you left…” You whispered to yourself as you grasped the fabric of his shirt over your stomach. “Zelo… you’re gonna be a daddy…”
Hearing those words spill from your lips, you lips trembled as your tears cascaded down your cheeks. Tears accompanied you that night as you drifted to sleep into a lonely and empty sleep.
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The next morning came as you slowly woke up, convincing yourself to take a nice long shower, you headed into the bathroom as a note rested up against the mirror. Curiously reaching out, you pulled the enveloped note off of its resting place as your thumb brushed up underneath the flap. Tearing apart the adhesive, you lifted a tri folded paper from the envelope. Straightening out the paper between your fingers, your eyes read your name that the letter was addressed to.
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I just wanted to remind you that you are beautiful. I know that you try to impress me with your various hair styles, your palates of makeup and accessories. But I find you beautiful when I wake up to you, sleeping beauty. I find you beautiful when you take a bite of food and then laugh at one of my jokes. I find you beautiful when you are on the couch and under the weather, all curled up under a blanket and running a hot fever. I find you beautiful when your hair blows in your face from me rolling down the windows on our long drives. I find you beautiful when you are you. To me, no matter what you do, you are always beautiful
Forever yours,
Z
Tears filled your eyes as you read the cute note that he had lovingly handwritten for you. Going on with your days, the days turned into weeks and weeks into months as you discover note after note. Highlighting various aspects about you that he loved, found cute, charming or just wanted to remind you of.
The reminders were much needed as you couldn’t help but wish that he was beside you as the symptoms of pregnancy began to consume you with the months that passed.
One day, you sat on your bed, with all of the notes that you had collected scattered out around you. Your eyes scanned over the first sentence of each.
I just wanted to remind you that you are beautiful.
I let you choose the movies on our date night so that you can cuddle closer to me underneath our blanket.
Don’t forget to go out and look at the stars so you can see what I do when I peer into your eyes.
I know things are hard right now and I can’t talk much and it feels like I am more distant than ever with you but I promise that no matter where I am in the world, you are my world.
I love it when I come home and hear your music through the front door as you are dancing in the living room without a care in the world.
I love it when we can’t sleep and I twirl you around the living room, with or without music.
Having you in my arms is where I truly feel like I belong and where I call home.
Tears continued to fill your eyes until your phone chimed beside you. Opening the newly received text message, your eyes read over the message quickly before you grabbed your things and trotted out the door. Sliding behind the wheel, you pulled the seatbelt around you as you clicked it into place. Resting your hand on your baby bump, you took a deep breath as your hand lovingly rubbed your rounded stomach.
“It’s time to go meet daddy at the airport” You whispered before starting the engine and heading to the airport. Your hand rested on your stomach as you drove as thoughts raced through your mind. A kick came from within you as it hit your hand bringing you out of your thoughts, a smile curled on your lips as you shook your head at the little one knowing that he or she is more like Zelo than you had thought.
Pulling down your visor you reviewed your reflection as you saw your lightly curled hair, your large knit sweater hanging over your figure while a simple but elegant gold necklace drooped and tapped the top of your rounded stomach. Jeans outfit your legs as tan boots matched the color of your sweater.
Exiting the car, you closed the door behind you as you walked across the parking lot into the terminal. Finding the right airline and then the right returning gate, you nervously stood there as fangirls with posters welcomed the members back too. Standing towards the back of the crowd, you heard the sound of the screams get louder as the members slowly exited the tunnel. Strutting down the tunnel of fangirls, the members passed you with a smile. Greeting them warmly, you watched Zelo come out among one of the last members.
Watching his eyes search for something, or someone, your heart skipped in your chest as it pounded against your rib cage. Setting his eyes on you, he rounded the metal barrier as he held out his hand for you to take.
“Care to walk with me, gorgeous?” Zelo’s eyes twinkled as you nodded, sliding your hand into his to answer his request.
The fangirls screams ebbed away as the two of you continued to walk further away from the crowds. Your fingers intertwined with his as you glanced over at him as he covered his face with sunglasses, your eyes dropped to his black leather jacket with red leather sleeves. His black cuffs contrasted against your cream sweater as his graphic tee underneath added a pop of color while his black skinny jeans allowed the outfit to flow down to his shoes that spotlighted all of his colors within his outfit.
Your eyes sayed down as you continued to walk, your eyes resting on your baby bump as your hand wanted to go towards the bump to try and hide it. Pulling down on your long sweater, you felt Zelo squeeze your hand gently as he slowed down.
“Everything okay?” He whispered as he moved his lips against the shell of your ear. Just nodding your head, you watched as the members loaded into the van. Pulling away from you, he gave you a soft warm smile before pressing his lips against your temple lovingly. Turning away from you, he outreached his hand to tap the managers shoulder.
The manager looked over his shoulder as he nodded his head to their prearranged request, “Don’t forget your bags.”
“Thanks manager-nim” Zelo bowed as the baggers had already pulled his luggage from being packed into the back of the van. A bagger followed the two of you as the two of you waved at the van as they pulled out.
Passing by the lined rows of cars, you brushed your thumb against his fingers as your mind began to race. Knowing that you had to tell him, you wondered if he had any idea of the new that you had yet to tell him. Running your tongue across your lips lightly
Approaching the car, you unlocked the doors and popped the trunk as the bagger placed the suitcases and duffles into the trunk of the car. Zelo detached his hand from yours as he went over to help the bagger. Once everything fit snugly into the trunk, he closed the hatchback before thanking the bagger. Bowing to one another, you watched the young bagger head back to his post.
Turning your eyes back to Zelo, you caught his eyes already locked on you. Taking a moment to bask with being in your presence, he shuffled over to the passenger side door and pulled it open. Smiling at his gentleman gesture, you pressed a kiss on his cheek before you slid into your seat. Closing the door behind you, he rounded the car and slid into his seat behind the wheel. Pulling out of the airport, he laced his hand with yours as you couldn’t take your eyes off of his profile while he was occupied driving.
“You sure everything is okay?” Zelo chuckled feeling the presence of your eyes on him.
“Mhmmm” You hummed, “I am just glad to have you back” Your voice began to crack towards the end as the volume of your voice tapered off.
Lifting your intertwined hands up to his lips, the warmth of his lips pressed against the back of your hand as he continued to drive.
“You don’t know how good it was to see you” Zelo confessed as your intertwined hands descended and rested on your thigh.
“I have an idea...” You told him as you wrapped your arm around his, cuddling his arm, your head rested against his shoulder as his scent swept over you. Calming your racing heart, you took a deep breath and let it out being content.
Zelo glanced down at you as he couldn’t help but smile as he finally saw you relax slightly. Turning on some light music for the background the two of you enjoyed the company of one another on the drive back to your home.
The sun dropped in the sky as bright colors painted across the horizon as Zelo pulled into an emptied parking space at your home. Allowing his eyes to scan your body wrapped around his arm, he brushed some hair behind your ear before the backs of his fingers brushed against your cheek. The soft touch was enough to wake you from your light sleep as you looked up at him.
“Shall we go inside and do some proper cuddling?” Zelo chuckled, a bright smile curling on his lips
“Yes, please” Your sleepy voice whispered as he beamed brighter hearing your manners.
Untangling yourself from one another, the two of you exited the car as Zelo grabbed the only bag he needed for the night. With your hand in his, the two of you scaled up a few flights of stairs to the apartment door. Opening the door with ease, he pushed the door open for you to walk in first. Stepping through you heard him walk through as well, closing the front door behind him quietly. Dropping his bag on the ground, you began to turn around as his arms wrapped around you and pulled you against him.
Your eyes closed in his embrace as your arms snaked under his jacket and wrapped around his torso. Knowing that you were in the safety of your home, you allowed your walls to come down just for him. Stepping closer to him, he held you tighter as his head nuzzled into the crook of your neck. Dropping his hands down your back, his fingers spread slightly as you began to worry once more as his hands wandered down to your mid to lower back.
“Zelo…” You whispered softly as you felt your hands retracting from him to rest on his sides.
“Yes sweetheart?” He whispered back, loosening his grip on you slightly. Lifting your eyes, you peered into his brown orbs as he continued to hold you tightly. Pausing a moment, you felt the baby move inside of you and with a kick, Zelo snapped his eyes down to his abdomen where something had kicked him.
“The baby wanted to welcome you home too... “ You gave him a soft smile as his grip released on you, his hands moved to your hips as your hands rested on your baby bump.
“How has the little one been doing?” He questioned with a smile as he cautiously placed his hand on your stomach.
“W-Wait… you k-k-knew?” You questioned thinking that he would have taken it differently
The nodding of his head told all, “Before I left I was stashing my notes for you and I found your pregnancy test. I wanted to tell you but I didn’t know if you were ready to tell me or not. I wanted to respect your timing to tell me.”
“S-S-So you are okay with this?” You stammered still in shock
“Of course I am, we are a team and I couldn’t stop thinking about you or the baby when I was on tour” He whispered, lifting up one of his hands, he carefully cradled your cheek as he pressed his lips on your forehead. Emotions washed over you as you pulled yourself back into his chest, your fingers tangled in the fabric of his t shirt as relief washed over you. Holding you tightly against him, he kissed the crown of your head before whispering:
“_______, I love you and that is something that is never going to change. Now, we just have a little one to love too.”
This is for noona-clock! I hope that you enjoy this! Thank you for being so patient and waiting for this scenario. I really put myself into this scenario so I hope that all of the readers enjoy this <3
Request: Hi, love! I'd like to request an angsty to fluffy Chen scenario, please! Thank you so much!! ❤
“Goodbye” Your broken whisper replied to his as more tears rolled down your cheeks, hearing the phone call end, closing your eyes allowing the built up tears to fall. Following the wet tracks down your cheeks your hand removed the phone from your ear as you saw his contact information and picture staring back up at you. Sobs began to commence as your hand lifted over your mouth to try and silence the heartbreak. Watching the screen go dark, you dropped your phone down on the couch as you attempted to dry your tears with the damp cuffs of your long sleeves.
Your feet shuffled across the floor while your hands scraped across your scalp. Taking a deep breath, you tried to calm your racing heart while your eyes coated over with fresh tears. Tensing your lips they began to quiver with frustration as the tears lined your eyelashes threatening to fall. Pacing around your apartment, you began to feel weak as the weight of the your new reality settled on your shoulders. Easing yourself down onto the couch cushions, you pulled your knees to your chest as you covered yourself in a blanket to try and create some security for yourself, grabbing the remote you flipped on your television and flipped through the different channels, just as you settled on one show, a relationship scene played. Turning the channel, you surfed the channels a bit more until you put in a movie that you owned and knew by heart.
The darkness around your apartment coated over the furniture, slowly swallowing up the apartment. The light from the movie highlighted your vulnerable body, curled against the arm of the couch, your eyes continued to spill tears in your sleep as your breathing hitched from time to time trying to regulate your breathing.
Morning came slowly as the sunshine tried to wake you up from what seemed like a nightmare. Rubbing the dried tears from your cheeks, you slowly opened your eyes to see the morning shadows cast throughout your apartment. Sitting up slowly, the pressure and pounding in your head brought you slowly back into reality. Knowing that you cried all night, the emotional hangover weighted your exhausted body as you leaned against the back cushions of the couch.
Turning your eyes to your phone laid amongst the cushions of the couch. You slowly reached over, grabbing your phone you moved your phone into your lap. Lighting up the phone, your eyes fell on multiple notifications. Reading the new message shown across the home screen, you brought your bottom lip between your teeth as your teeth bit your bottom lip harshly. Clicking on the message, a glint of hope that what happened last night was all just a horrific nightmare tried to push all of the negative thoughts away as you tapped the message to open.
I’m gonna give you a day so you can sort through things on your own. If you need me. I’m here. If not, I’ll talk to you tomorrow. I’m not upset, you just need a day solo.
Quickly turning your head away once you read the message, you pressed one hand against your forehead while your tears raced down your cheeks.
Throughout the day, memories continued to reel through your head, the conversations, sweet moments, adventures and romance cut your heart deeper the more you thought about them. The haze from the night before finally began to lift as the conversation the night before came to your remembrance. Tears continuously flowed throughout the hours of the day as you tried to keep yourself distracted and occupied yet you couldn’t help but shake the feeling that you just lost the most important thing in your life.
You just let go to the one thing you cared about, you loved.
Thoughts continuously bombarded your brain and your self esteem plummeted for the day, unsure of what you were going to do, what your future held now, how you were going to actually move on with not only relationships but with your life. Turning to one of your forms of self expression, you grabbed an emptied notebook and a pen as you readied yourself to just write out everything that you were feeling.
Hearing you say goodbye on the phone call made my heart break. I lost you. The necklace around my neck, that you lovingly gave me those few months ago for our one year anniversary, felt heavier and heavier as it tapped against my exposed skin. Then later you texted me a song and I listened to it. Large tears rolled down my face as I couldn’t help but know that I had lost the one thing that I truly loved.
The next morning I woke up and saw a message from you, I let the message sit all day, yet, I couldn’t stop thinking of you. Looking around and seeing all of the memories around my apartment slowly fade around us where we endlessly laughed, loved and cared for one another.
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A few days passed as you kept to yourself, heading to school you kept to yourself, music constantly playing in your ears while you moved from one class to another, blending in like a shadow on campus. Heading to work, you forced yourself to smile and be happy but once you slid back behind the wheel of your truck after your shift, your tears flooded over your cheeks while you drove home. Locking yourself in your apartment once you arrived, you headed to your bedroom and slipped into comfortable pajamas before laying on your bed. Bringing a pillow against your chest, you muffled your sobs as tears continued for an hour or two. After a while, you sat up and reached over to your bedside table before pulling over your journal. Flipping through the tear dotted pages, you turned to a new page as the black ink slowly slid between the thin printed lines.
This hasn’t been easy, it hasn’t, it has been one of the most painful things I have gone through. I just hope we can make it through this.
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The same day continued to replay over and over again as you were sitting at your desk, papers were scattered across the wood top, your laptop opened while music played from its speakers. A chime of a new and incoming email caught your attention as you clicked on the notification. Glancing down for a moment to finish the sentence that you were jotting down, your eyes lifted up to see that the message was from your best friend, your guy friend, your now ex boyfriend.
Pressing your hands against your cheeks, your eyes started at the top and moved along the lines of the email that he had sent to you. Nearing the end of the email, your eyes were no longer dry as endless tears had fallen, pooling in the palms of your hands and the excess running between the joints of your fingers and trickling down your arms.
Finishing up the email, you closed the window before rising to your feet to head over to your bed. Running your fingers through your hair, you grabbed the same notebook, opened to a fresh page, sat on the edge of your bed while your shaking hands scribbled down your caged feelings that pounded for released.
I just got the email that you send me… here will be another night in tears… I am sorry for all that I have done to you and for all of the strife that you have gone through for me but I am so hurt… If only you knew…
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Standing on the edge of a large ballroom, you crossed your arms over yourself as the dark corner enveloped you. Watching your friends jump up and down and move their body amongst the others, you tried to smile and enjoy the invite that your friends had extended to you. However, your mind found its own train of thought as your hand slowly lifted to the necklace that was once always around your neck. With your neck bare of the necklace that he gave you, your chest tightened as your head dropped while your eyes filled with tears. Staying a bit longer, eventually you couldn’t take it any longer and excused yourself from the dance.
With your back turned towards the loud music and the lights scaling the ballroom, you made your leave. Entering into the cool night, you couldn’t help but wrap your arms around yourself as your mind continued to ebb and flow with the thoughts of your once boyfriend.
Twisting the key in the lock, you pushed your front door open and locked the door behind you. A frustrated sigh left your lips, not feeling enough of a release, you let your voice be heard as you screamed into the still air in your apartment. Regret of your choice to take a break from your boyfriend tightened with your chest, a suffocating feeling quickly filled your chest as you reached out and pressed your hands on the back ledge of the couch. Doubling over, you couldn’t help but try and catch your hitched breath through more tears.
Eventually, you made it into your bedroom as you plopped down on the edge of your bed. Exhausted hands slowly reached over for the journal once again. The black pen smeared with tears across the page as you slowly dumped all of your thoughts and emotions down on paper.
I went to a dance tonight. This marks almost 48 hours without sending you a message and checking in with you. It was a social dance, I was happy that I went out and was social but it was like something is missing. I felt out of place and unsure of everything. My mind would wander to you every so often but those moments are coming slowly now because I am so busy.
There are times I just want to be with you and then other times I am okay with being apart from you… this will take more time but I do miss my best friend…
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Days passed as you were flipping through your pictures during the commercials on one of the shows that you were watching. Stumbling upon pictures of you and your latest boyfriend, your heart tightened as you couldn’t help but choke up with tears. Tossing your phone to the side, you tried to calm yourself as you had lost count at how many times you had cried over the past week.
I look through our pictures remembering your favorite flower, a snapdragon, and then see all of the hardships we have been through and what makes this so different is that this is me. Not my parents or society, this is me and I am struggling… I am so conflicted but I miss you…
Things have been going too wrong since you decided to give me a break, my life has never been the same since I let you go...
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Watching your journal entries turn from daily to every other day to weekly, you continued on with your life as normal. Sometimes dragging yourself out of bed in the morning, yet you had the hope that these feelings would pass and you would heal.
I wanted to text you today… I typed up a message and decided not to send it. This happened time and time again. All of the guys I am trying to get to know aren’t fitting like you fit me. You are the only one who has seen me, all of me and still loves me. When I imagine coming home to someone I still see your place, coming home to your bed and curling up against your chest.
Things with my family are getting better shockingly… yet things are still rough. I am just not home enough to see all of the holes and cracks like I used to.
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As time continued on, you got more comfortable with looking back on memories and pictures, however, the tinge of pain that you felt still in the deepest part of your heart never faded, no matter how much time you gave yourself.
I kept reading my little stories today and you kept creeping into my thoughts…
I hope you miss me as much as I miss you… I hope you look at our pictures, our text messages and just smile and wish you could hold me again because I just want to give you a hug.
I miss hearing your voice and calling you…
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Weeks continued to tick on as a month had passed, still writing in your tear soaked journal occasionally, the thoughts of him never ceased to enter into your mind or your daily thoughts. The hurt turned into longing as the weight of your choice eased itself on your shoulders as you tried to bear the weight of the consequences that you had ensued on yourself.
But we need to take this slow. I just can’t start back on the same page that we left off on. I need some boundaries. I don’t think I can, nor want to, start over with someone else. I just want you, but I need to be sure. I just want to talk with you… I miss it. I miss you and all of the fun times together
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A little more than a month later, a notification had popped up on your phone about your anniversary. Closing your eyes, you exited the notification as the once beautiful memories held a haunting factor as you recalled what the two of you had been through in what would have been your year and four month anniversary.
Life if fun now but you just made it that much better… you always make things so much better…
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Life continued to stack the deck against you as you still couldn’t get over him, no matter what you did, no matter how many dates you had gone on, no matter how hard you tried to move on you were still hung up on him. Again turning to your journal, you began to write between the lines as tears dripped against the off white pages within the leather binding.
Stopping halfway through, you looked over at your phone, sitting silently next to you. Wrapping your fingers around the device, you carefully held it between your palms as your thumbs unlocked the phone and opened up your conversation with your ex boyfriend.
Slowly, your thumbs began to type slow and unsure, however the more you typed the easier the rest of the message flowed. Your vision clouded with tears as you entrusted your fingers to continue to carry out the message your heart had been longing to say to the one who was always willing to listen.
This has torn me up more than I thought that it would be possible to… I cry every night… hardly sleep because I miss you. I have cried myself to sleep night and night again because I don’t feel protected, like I do with you. I feel weak, lost and unsure. I keep to myself and listen to music… I’m not me anymore… I need you to come back and save me from myself… I will do anything to get you back…
Within the hour a knock came from your front door. Shuffling to the door with your yoga pants hugging your legs, a large t shirt engulfing your figure while your hair was pulled up in a sloppy high ponytail while your swollen-bloodshot eyes told of your struggles over the past month and a half. Not bothering to check who it was, you unlocked the door and pulled it open a sliver before your eyes laid on the man behind the door.
“W-What are you doing here?” You questioned, tears instantly swelling up in your eyes as you opened the door a little wider.
“My princess needed her prince to come and rescue her” Chen whispered, tears flowed from your eyes as your hand covered your mouth as you just nodded. The door swung open as your other arm opened up slightly.
Stepping inside, he slowly wrapped his arms around you as your free arm wrapped around him. Tangling your fingers into the fabric of his sweater, you pulled him closer as his arms tightened around you. Your tears began to soak into his sweater as your knees felt weak being in his arms once again.
“I came as soon as I got your text… I didn’t want to come over sooner just in case…” Chen whispered wanting to give you time and respect your wishes. Feeling your body shake in his arms, tears began to swell up in his eyes.
“Do you mind if I stay for a moment?” Chen questioned as he rubbed your back softly. Shaking your head, you slowly moved out of his arms as you closed the door behind him.
The two of you headed over to the couch, sitting on opposite ends of the same couch, you pulled a blanket between your arms while he played with his fingers in his lap. Silence filled the space between the two of you as glances to one another were exchanged trying not to catch the other person’s gaze.
“Sorry I waited so long to send you that message” You whispered, your fingers absentmindedly playing with the fringe on the edge of the blanket.
“I’m just glad that you sent it… I wanted to text you so many more times after that day…” Chen allowed his eyes to linger on your weakened figure. Seeing the physical toll that this has played on you, he moved into the middle cushion allowing you to make the next move if you wanted.
Minutes passed as questions were asked but the conversation ended as the other person answered. Taking a deep breath, you dropped your head as you bit your lip slightly.
“Is everything okay?” Chen inquired, his arm resting on the top of the couch back. Feeling yourself wanting to just be in his arms again, you slowly moved over as you curled up against his side again. Resting your head on his chest, your body was tense against his feeling his head look down at you.
Knowing you better than you know yourself, he reached over and grabbed the remote hanging off the edge of the coffee table in front of the two of you. Turning on the tv, he found a movie that he knew you liked as he played it. Allowing the movie to play, time worked its magic as you relaxed against his body. Moving his arm down off of the back of the couch, he wrapped it around you after pulling a blanket up over your shoulders.
The movie continued to play as he felt your breathing become shallow and your head move over on his chest. Peering down at you, he saw his sleeping beauty against his chest once more.
“I’ve missed you” He whispered as a tear slowly followed his cheek, flicking away the tear from his cheek, he tightened his arms around you, happy that he could be here to protect you once more. So that his girl could feel protected and loved, just how she should be.
Love isn’t always perfect.
It isn’t a fairytale or a storybook.
And it doesn’t always come easy.
Love is overcoming obstacles,
Facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on forever and never letting go.
It is a short word.
Easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without.
Love is work, but most of all love is realizing that every hour, every minute and every second is worth it.