#lovertalks

hello intro!!

your friendly neighborhood queer

she/her lovergirl, tomboy femme!! 

THIS IS PRIMARILY A NSFT/NSFW BLOG. 

minors, homophobes, racists, terfs, etc. DNI 

just don’t be an ass. my moto is do no harm, take no shit. you will get blocked.

have I caught your attention?

it was date night and we went to a pretty winery by my house. and i think i may have been wine tipsy. so i wanted to jump this man’s bones. and he was just so casually dominant.

hands on my waist, holding my glass, feeding me fuckin cheese. i think at one point when our tour guide was explaining silly facts i was sitting on his lap. at the end of the wine tasting event i suddenly had gum in my mouth, but it lost all its flavor. so i was very whiny - it may have been the wine.

and instead of ignoring me or telling me to quit with the brat attitude… this man, held out his hand just below my lips. waiting patiently for me and made direct eye contact with me… and said, “spit it out.”

i looked at him like he was fuckin crazy. mind you, there were so many people around us. the sun was setting and suddenly my panties were more wet. but he just waited, scrunched his forehead when i froze and silently ordered me again.

so without breaking eye contact, my tongue dropped and the flavorless gum rolled onto his palm. and before i could complain about how i still wanted to chew gum, robby kissed me.

and it was sloppy. his tongue licked mine and i could still feel his beard scratching my skin. and i was just melting into a fuckin puddle.

now listen. this made me want to cry for a couple reasons. one, she’s gorgeous, inside and out, and no one deserves to feel like they’re “too much” or any variation of that, regardless of size, and especially not because of their size/weight. two, it got me thinking about the systemic issues regarding diet culture, especially for women and especially for people in her work environment (she’s a cheerleader). three, it hurt a little, personally, because I swear if you look at us I’m like twice her size (even though I know she doesn’t mean it in any harmful way).