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Lady Sings the Blues by Billie Holiday

Reviewed by Aaron Hennessy, City Library

Lady Sings the Blues is a tell-all memoir, written with the help of William Dufty, sifting through Holiday’s life where she reportedly doesn’t tell all. It’s hard to believe she pulled any punches, given the honesty and detail of her addiction and the racism and persecution she suffers at seemingly every turn. She is kinder to others though. Her mother gets off lightly for long periods of neglect. Lester Young is another lifelong favourite.

You might turn to Lady Sings the Blues for facts, as a historical record of the 30s and 40s jazz scene in the States, which it is, but that isn’t the point. The point, of course, is the voice.

William Dufty nails what it must have been like to kick back with Holiday in a smoky room, share a few cocktails (apparently not champagne) and chat. If this book is anything to go by, she was not only her generation’s supreme stage performer, but she was also one its great talkers, and myth makers.

Reading this book, you get the impression that Holiday regaled William Dufty exhaustively with story after story and it was left to him to form a cohesive narrative. Which of course he does, and all without losing the voice of Holiday, which sings through the prose. Dufty may have shaped it, but this is undoubtedly Holiday’s book, Holiday’s voice, and that’s why it’s still read today. Why it should always be read: because she was one of the best to have ever done it, and I’m sure she had a say in the final edit – but perhaps I’m falling into the trap here of belittling Holiday’s contribution. Something which plagued her all through her music career.

She was always more than just a voice. Routinely denied writing credits on songs for both music and lyrics, not only was she the voice of a generation, famous for her phrasing and improvisation, but Holiday was also a natural arranger of music and a gifted lyricist. She was a real artist in ever sense of the term.

Her race and sex went against her, a strong tone of condescension in the label of ‘natural musician’ jars the modern reader. A practically lifelong dependence on drugs, and endless legal tangles with the FBI (she was banned from performing in her hometown of New York for most of her career), also make for tough reading. Never did this brutal treatment shake her belief in herself, though it did add a strong flavour of resentment.

It'll be no surprise then to learn that the book is also, wonderfully, full of slights and petty grievances. She has no qualms dishing on all who crossed her path throughout her career. This is the juiciest of indulgences to enjoy and a pleasure to read.

Okay, so I decided to try this love tarot reading just for fun, but I think I’m actually claiming this?

Look at the Future Partner card—King of Pentacles! "Wealth, business, leadership, security." Excuse me?? Yes please. 🙌 I am absolutely ready for that stable, grounded energy.

Apparently, I need to work on my vulnerability (Page of Cups calling me out, oops), but if the Ace of Wands is any indication, new opportunities are coming.

If anyone else needs a sign or just wants to see what their future partner vibes are, I used this tool. Let me know what you get! 👇

Today I felt like doing a love reading :)

Please keep in mind I’d rather be honest with you than sugar coat any messages - I’m sorry if your reading could be a bit harsh. I’d much rather you know the truth than continue the loop of suffering - the truth can set you free. Take what resonates, leave out the rest. Here are your choices :

PILE 1

PILE 2

PILE 3

MESSAGES:

Pile 1 - I see you're in your queen of swords era currently - you've totally frozen your love life for the time being. Your last relationship ended out of nowhere and it was shocking and painful. This hurt you so much you've shut yourself off love. And I see things were going pretty well actually, slow and stable, for some of you on the brink of getting engaged or married. I see you really loved your person... I'm sorry to hear that... Believe that this is what was meant to happen, rejection is god's protection. You've cut the ties with this person and I see it was a long and hard battle to get on your feet again, you've got scars now... But you survived. I see you've moved on from that and it's been quite awhile since you've had a relationship. Currently it's hard for you to read people's intentions, you don't know whether to trust them or not (classic queen of swords - holding her weapon and protecting herself). It's hard for you to open up. You've shut off all emotion, just to protect your heart. Your intuition is all over the place, it's hard for you to connect with it. I pulled some advice cards for you and what came out is the hanged man and the queen of cups - this continues the message about intuition, saying you need to take the time and connect with your emotions - simply surrender to them. Your emotions are showing you what's wrong, what's right and they're guiding you to your intuition. Being vulnerable is a strength, it's not making you weak. Don't ignore your emotions, you're just a human after all. I'm hearing ''forgive and forget'', also ''live and let live''. Forgiveness will give you peace. There's also something about finding softness and love in the little things - love exists where you least expect to see it :) Be thankful for life's simple gentleness and beaty. It could be your parent's message of saying ''be careful''. It could be a child giving you a gift or telling you a compliment. It could be a bird or dog following you. Take a walk in the forest, breathe and you'll feel closer to love.

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Pile 2 - I see either you or a partner has been struggling with addictions for a while. Most possibly alcohol, could be something else too but with Temperance I feel it's mostly connected to drinking. I have a feeling for the majority of you the one struggling is a masculine. I see it's been a long and painful road making it out but you've made it together. I see one party has helped the other with their addiction by talking to them, possibly physically stopping them from taking their dose also. They've tried everything possibly to help their person with the addiction. They've done all the research to be prepared for the fight. I see the person who's struggling is coping currently, they're in a better mindset, successfully saying ''NO'' to what they've been abusing in the past. I see they're still being tempted sometimes but they haven't stopped working on their discipline, so far having their victory over the addiction. I see love truly helping this person and I have to tell you they're so thankful you're in their life. They're doing it for you, sunshine. They know how much you love them. Their love for you is as pure as a kid's love, they remember all the fun times together with you and they'd hate to lose you. You're the only one they've taken down their walls for, you've seen their real, vulnerable side. The lovers came out for you guys, your union is true and if you've helped each other get through an addiction, then you'll get through all life's hardships successfully. You're a divine union, believe it's blessed and sacred.

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Pile 3 - I see you've been dealing with someone who's a runner. They're scared of getting into a real connection and would much rather keep their true emotions and personality hidden. They've got the reputation of a serial dater - a player. Perhaps they've shut you off numerous times. They've turned off genuine connections, they'd much rather keep things surface based. I see you don't think that way about them, your opinion of them is quite pure. You believe other people's opinions aren't true for your person. You've been defending them in front of others. Perhaps you've known each other for a while and you see this person's positives, possibly shutting off the negatives. You're hopeful for the future with them, you believe there's a happily ever after. Maybe there's a dash of idealisation here. Let me tell you something - they're a manipulator and would deeply hurt you. Possibly they're already taking advantage of you. I'm sorry to say that sunshine but they'll break you down... I think it's time for you to see the red flags and show yourself some gentleness. I pulled some advice cards for you, what came out is the queen of swords and the chariot. I think you should view this situation with logic, control your emotions, no matter what they say. Compose yourself, breathe and stay detached, no matter how hard it could be. Cut things off with them. Don't buy into this person's lies, think logically and protect your heart - no one else will do it for you. Take back your power. You can't fix them but you can show them you're grounded and emotionally independent. Let your strength and emotional discipline lead, instead of worry or longing. Do it out of self love and respect. You deserve someone who will come towards you with the same passion and pure intention, you won't have to beg for anyone's attention. Your love is honest and deep, that's rare. Do some shadow work, you'll learn why you've been attracted to them.

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That's it for today little bats :)

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Emma Matthews was supposed to be on her honeymoon for the Christmas holiday. Now, she’s driving a getaway car… up a mountain… in a snow storm.

And while she might not miss the scientifically-matched pack she left behind quite as much as she should, she definitely misses her phone charger. Especially when she veers off course and drives into a snow bank. But it’s okay! She’s fine! After all, a positive attitude is the most important thing a girl can have—especially when she wakes up in a cabin full of strange alphas… who think they’re her mates.

All four of them: one hot-shot hockey star, a teddy bear firefighter, the famously naked chef, and a grumpy mountain man with the world’s sweetest dog.

2024 is here, and it is time to be the master of your TBR. Okay, I laughed a little as I typed that. Though I do not believe that I am the perfect person to talk about this, I can help a little as I constantly try to master my TBR pile. Emphasis on the word ‘try’. But what are we if we don’t aim to better ourselves every year? Even if we can’t wholly sweep through our TBR, we can aspire to have a…

“When do you and your person realize that you love each other?”

Hello! I’ve prepared this PAC for the full moon, but it passed my timezone already so I’m hoping I manage to get this one up in time for everyone else on the other side of the world ahehe. I ended up doing more cards than I realized! When I was taking photos of the spreads, I was wondering why I was having a hard time getting a good shot, then I realized, “Oh, I took more cards than usual.” It’s all good though, it’s just funny that it happened. Anyway, I also wanted to put this out so I can focus more on a plate I have to do, so there’s that.

Lastly, let me take this time to remind you that this is a general reading, so please only take what resonates. Nothing is ever really set in stone, and tarot involves reading the current energies that are being channeled! So please don’t see these readings as an end all, be all for the events in your life, okay? Without further ado, let’s begin and I hope your pile resonates with you!

Decks used:

Star Spinner Tarot by Trungles

Witchlings Oracle Deck by Paulina Cassidy

Love Quotes and Lyrics Deck by Yours Truly (ahehe)

PILE 1: Lake Scene with Fairies and Swans

Cards:

(Them) Death, Queen of Chalices, VII of Wands (R), Prosperity, Enthusiasm, Wellness

(You) VI of Swords (R), Queen of Wands (R), II of Chalices (R), Intuition, Empowerment, Meditation

Your person will be going through a big change in their life. We have the Death card here, so they’ve definitely just finished a chapter; though they’re not exactly happy about it. In an attempt to cope, they may try to rationalize their feelings, but sometimes all you need to do is just vent or let it all out, you know? Maybe you could help them out with that. They’re doubt sinks in as a result of this change because they felt like they could have stood their ground or fought more for what they believed in, but they caved as a result of pressure from others. This could be a work-related issue, or maybe even from a family conflict. You know what, perhaps this could even be from a relationship that just ended. I’m honestly getting a friends to lovers vibe here. You’ll be the one to help them get back on their feet with whatever it is they’re feeling troubled about, and they’ll be thankful for the help; thankful for you. At this time, please encourage them and remind them to take care of themselves while they’re trying to bounce back from this. They can and will achieve whatever it is they choose to work towards, and know that they will find joy in whatever this may be. When they look back, they’ll see and remember you being for them, and that’s when they’ll realize, “Oh.”

At this time, you’re doing well in life. You’re successful and you deserve it! But there’s just one little problem: you have some unfinished business with something… or someone from your past. An ex? This was a toxic, parasitic relationship, and you want nothing to do with this person, but they won’t budge. Maybe you’ll end up doubting yourself too and think, “Well… maybe…” The answer is no. You broke up for a reason. Listen to your gut and don’t let that person coax you into taking them back! Besides, you have a lot of work to do on yourself before you can get into an actual, proper relationship. You must change for the better so this doesn’t happen again. When you make a mistake, whether it’s at work or in a relationship, acknowledge it. Apologize and do better, you can do it. You can be more stable and responsible. Maybe you have a bit of a temper sometimes, so meditation is important. Perhaps your person could also help soften you up with this. They could be your cheerleader! They’ll call you out when you mess up (affectionately), remind you what you need to work towards, and maybe even offer you new perspectives when it comes to problems that you may have. Like I said earlier, I feel like this is a friends to lovers situation, so by this time you’ll already have a soft spot for them anyway. Eventually, they’ll also help you gain a new perspective on how you should be treated and what kind of person you should be with. Maybe you’ll try and visualize how that could be and with who that might be. You’ll look at them, pause and think to yourself, “Oh, well that’s you.”

“And I kissed him, and he kept kissing me back.” -Benjamin Alire Sáenz

“I could be your lullaby, be my lover every night.” -Ruthless, The Marías

PILE 2: Stage Set with A Statue of Saint George Slaying the Dragon

Cards:

(Them) IV of Swords (R), I of Coins, The Wheel of Fate, Dreams, Meditation, Confidence

(You) King of Swords, VI of Swords (R), The World, Protection, Empowerment, Opportunity

I feel like at this time, your person will be having insecurities when it comes to their career. They are burnt out and they want to rest in the midst of all the chaos within them, but they feel as if they can’t. I feel like they might also feel insecure as a partner in your relationship together. They want to give you the world, but they may feel like they aren’t good enough for you. Here, you’ll calm them down, help them gain some new perspective and remind them that they are so, so important! Please reassure them and remind them to take care of themselves as well, that they should treat themselves kindly and to believe in themselves! You’ll help them gain self-confidence, and they will be thankful to you for it! When it comes to the whole work problem, I feel as if this won’t last very long for them, because a new opportunity will present itself to them. Perhaps it’s a promotion or a new job where they could earn more or feel happier working at. Either way, it’ll help them think back on the encouragement you’ve given them to help them realize that, “Oh, I’m important after all!” If you find them at a crossroads, ask them, “What do you want to do?” Tell them to listen to their intuition and to follow their dreams. A new chapter in their life is on the way! Life is a rollercoaster, but good luck is fast approaching, and so is their realization when they think about how much you’ve been there for them and how they’re so thankful for you and how much they… “Oh.”

You’re having a hard time at this moment. Perhaps you could be dealing with some mental health issues, and you’re struggling to the point where you’ve decided to seek help. Aside from this, you also need a good support system! *coughs* them, aside from your other loved ones, of course. Either way, you need to surround yourself with people who are smart, logical and helpful. For your person especially, I feel like they’ll be really curious and want to do all they can to help you out with your problems. Things will get better, you will get better! Perhaps you’ll have a hard time realizing or remembering that, and your person will be there to remind you of all those things. Going through this process of healing, you’ll learn to protect your peace, and your person will be more than happy to help you with doing that should you need it! Perhaps at this time you will need to cut ties with toxic people in your life, and you might have a hard time doing it right away, but rest assured that they’ll help you if they find you struggling. At the end of everything, at the end of all the hurt, you’ll look back and be proud of yourself for all the progress you’ve made. All the hardships and success has led you to this turning point in your life, and you’ll get to enjoy it even more once you look at them and realize, “Oh, I really, really love this person.”

“I could be your lullaby, be my lover every night.” -Ruthless, The Marías

“Love was on the other side and it was terrifying, “Open the door.” -Zoya Nazyalensky

PILE 3: Fantastic Mountainous Landscape with A Starry Sky

Cards:

(Them) Justice (R), Queen of Wands (R), King of Chalices (R), Patience, Determination, Prosperity

(You) Queen of Coins, IX of Coins (R), II of Coins (R), Inspiration, Vitality, Manifestation

Okay, your person….. has a lot to work on. They have a lot to correct with themselves and the things that they do. They are successful, yes, but they’re not perfect and they have a bit of an ego. Me saying “a bit” is an understatement, honestly. They seem fiery and bold, and while they may have good intentions, it doesn’t help that it doesn’t come across that way. They also seem to care a little too much about what other people think. You are also quite successful, and everyone who sees you thinks that you have it all figured out, but you really don’t. You’re tired, and you overcompensate because you feel as if your worth lies in your work or whatever it is that you can bring to the relationship. You’ve overworked yourself and it’s starting to show. Capricorn Venus and Lilith in the second house vibes. Both of you are not in the best place at the moment. I really do feel like one has not been very appreciative, while the other has just been giving and giving because they’ll feel useless otherwise.

You two need to take some time to step back. They need to correct their shortcomings in this relationship, and they’ll try. Oh, they’ll try so hard so they can be kinder, more patient, more appreciative. They’ll do their best to stop caring so much about what other people think and instead focus on what you think. After all, it’s the two of you who are in the relationship, not them. They will get better, they will do better. They’ll learn to control themselves and banish the negativity that they’ve been holding for some time now. You, on the other hand, will take time to rest. You must rest, you have to rest. It’s time to stop putting so much pressure and start taking care of yourself. I don’t think that a breakup will happen here, but it’s more of a situation where you’re still together but the energy has shifted because you’re both trying so hard to mend this relationship before it takes a turn for the worse. I feel like it’s in this process where you’ll both realize that you really do love each other. It’s scary, but you’ll both want to stay and make this work because without each other, it’s just even worse. The moment you realize your love for each other will be like dawn, when the sun slowly rises and the light creeps into the dark room where you sleep. Whether or not you’re watching it, it doesn’t matter. “Oh,” you both think, “it’s already morning.” The next thing you know, the problem has already passed. The sun has already risen, and the sky is completely bright now. You are in love with each other, and you will let it be known to the other.

“But the horror, the horror was for love.” -Crimson Peak

“My loneliness is killing me.” -Baby One More Time, Britney Spears

Well, here marks the end of my fourth PAC! I really hope you guys liked it, and I really hope your pile resonated with you. If it did, please feel free to let me know! I always appreciate your feedback, it means the world to me! Thank you so much again for your attention on my posts, and I just want to thank you guys again for 100 followers, I’m very, truly thankful. Again, thank you all so much and please stay safe always. Much love! 💕

-Elle