#loveeeebye

you see, lately I had been very inconsistent with the frequency of my shifting attempts, but for the past weeks I have gotten serious with it again. which I always have been serious, but yk, I simply started "putting effort" once again.

yesterday I downloaded tiktok again and looked through my saved videos of shifting tips/ insight and motivation which I saved ages ago but didn't even reflect on. I just know I saved those videos for a reason a while ago and thought they would get me feeling motivated now.

one of them was by a creator called voldyateme on tiktok rn I believe. in the video I watched she was basically making a compilation of diverse theories and proven experiments which appear to prove shifting in some way or another. and although I don't wholeheartedly agree with everything she says and I will do my own personal research on those experiments before talking about them myself, I did feel heavily inspired by a few things so I am here to talk about it.

"Particles will not move unless we observe them under a microscope"

okay so, again, I will delve into this theory, the experiment and everything before I personally talk about it in my own words but today I am here to talk about the abstract way in which this statement —regardless of its veracity— has shaped my insight in shifting.

in the video, the creator mentioned this quote in significance to a sentence you might have heard before: "out of sight, out of mind". in which way does this apply practically to the process of shifting our consciousness to become aware of a different reality or environment? well, when we are shifting we often close our eyes and affirm or visualize we are in another reality, we convince ourselves that we are physically feeling a different physical context that we are through our imagination.

although this method has proven effective to many, including myself in the past, I have always felt inevitably a tiny bit discouraged by it since I am affirming something while physically feeling something that stated otherwise. but this quote made me view this from a different perspective.

yesterday, as I got into bed I made the decision that I would shift tonight, so I got comfortable and closed my eyes. during yesterday´s evening I spent some time thinking about the "out of sight, out of mind", and I also started reading and analyzing the famous CIA documents on topic of the Gateway experience. needless to say I found it incredibly fun, I am only 10 pages in out of 29 but I love the way in which they present and explain everything. for some reason, both of these things I did, made me feel this sort of mental clarity towards the imminence of me actually become aware of my current DR (and not a random one like it has happened to me in the past). it is not the first time I have experienced this stillness in my mind, it is how you feel after a good meditation session and how I have felt after my previous shifting experiences.

the thing is I went to bed and as I started at the ceiling in the dark before I closed my eyes I genuinely felt this sense of knowingness that I would shift. my mind was quiet, I only had that thought in my head and the certainty that it is true, that it is a matter of fact. I felt content with it. this moment wasn't really anything out of the ordinary btw, I just find it interesting how empty my mind was without having meditated beforehand and how I felt like I had finally really engraved the fact that I really am going to shift successfully. and for once this wasn't an urgent thought. it wasn't like when shifttok in 2021 would tell you that since we were getting our of mercury retrograde or something like that you were 100% gonna shift that night and you felt like shit on the next morning when you hadn't shifted and you felt like you were doing something wrong. truth is, you are not doing anything wrong. there is literally no wrong way of shifting. but back to what I was saying, I am really happy with the acknowledgment I came to terms with last night.

you may be thinking what anything of what I just said has to do with the "out of sight, out of mind". well bc I used that mentality to try and shift yesterday. did I shift last night to my DR? no. but in no way I think the attempt last night was failed, so in case it remotely helps anyone in their journey, this is what I did and what I will be doing for a while because I think suits me. once I closed my eyes I affirmed and believed how my left brain hemisphere was asleep. anyone who has read the CIA docs knows this is the hemisphere which categorizes stimuli, info, the more rational one, to put it simply. and so simultaneously I visualized all of my thought pouring directly into my right hemisphere, which according to the CIA docs only acts on what its told, to summarize it somehow. i don't want this to come off as complex nor difficult because it is not, but I chose to affirm in these terms because they helped me visualize based on the scientific evidence which backs the whole process of quantum jumping. and so as I did that, I affirmed and visualized I was in my DR, diminishing the thought that I am in my CR room and truly believing that I am in my DR despite physically feeling my CR bed, which is something I did with ease answering my doubts with the principle "out of sight, out of mind". bc if I can´t see it, the room is dark, the bed feels the same, I can't hear anything in specific, what´s telling me I'm in my CR and not my DR? shifting truly is about gaslighting yourself. hope I made sense to you, I appreciate reblogs,