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yk how you sometimes forget about shifting and your drs for a day and all. You’re just so busy or having fun in your cr so you only think about what you have in front of you at that moment.

in your dr it’s the exact same. your life there is so real and so exactly like this one in that sense you sometimes forget there more to it, even that you have a life in your CR. a friend of mine once told me when she’s in her dr she sometimes wonders if her cr is real in the same way some of us sometimes wonder if shifting, or our dr, or our shifting ability is real.

How I manifested casually meeting Hyunjin and IN from Stray Kids

Hope I don’t sound like a crazy fan writing this lol also I guess the title is sort of clickbaity bc this is going to be more of a story time than a how I manifested it. Though the fact that it happened just how I envisioned is still pretty crazy.

This whole situation goes back to the start of the year. I had just bought tickets for the Stray Kids concert in the summer and I was then planning my trip to the city in which the concert was in, since it wasn't in my hometown. The concert took place in a city which I often visit but still, I had never visited its biggest museum. and yk, something about me is I loooove art and im a sucker for performative plans like spending the day at a museum. what can I do I genuinely enjoy it :). anyways. the reason why I had never gone into that museum yet was bc I wanted to really take the time to explore it and enjoy my time in it when I finally did visit it. thats why I had been delaying the plan for a while.

the thing is that my trip for this concert seemed to be the perfect occasion to visit this museum. I bought train tickets a day before the concert early in the morning and went straight to the museum to spend the day! I remember thinking how it is a possibility that one of the skz member’s might be in the museum that day. it is no secret that hyunjin loves museums too. there's a trillion vlogs of his in which he visits the biggest museum in every city he visits so like, I knew that was a possibility. tbh, that wasn't a reason for me to choose that day to go at all, but still I knew it wouldn't be too crazy to stumble upon him around the museum. and yk, although it wasn't my "objective" or main focus at all I still thought that it would be very cool to meet him, maybe get an autograph?? like idk let a girl be a fan I’ve loved stray kids since I was 15. and I was chill about that idea. I knew that if the situation allowed it I would have no problem respectfully going up to him for an autograph or sth.

I didn’t give the idea much thought but deep down I was hoping that would happen. bc again, this is a group I’ve been a huuuuge fan for so many years. ofc sth like this would make me very happy.

So, on this day I spent the whole day touring around the museum. I think I was there from 11 in the morning until 18 or so. I paid for the audioguide, I had lunch in the cafeteria. I was already having so much fun on my own. I even brought my own diary and journaled a bit to kill some time when I got tired of wandering around. I did that right after lunch and I then continued visiting the place. at 18h I had seen everything in the museum and was ready to go but before I wanted to buy a notebook I had seen in the morning, so I headed towards the gift shop.

there where 2 gift shops, the main one and the smaller one, where I was at. this second one was a square-shaped room, pretty small. and so I was just eyeing so books when I looked up and I saw jeongin from stray kids come into the room through a small side entrance. and you see I never thought I would be the kind to feel starstruck at all, bc again, I had made up my mind I would have no trouble coming up to the for an autograph or whatever. and like their regular people, im not the kind to idolize celebrities at all. but either way for some reason I got really nervous lmao. still I minded my own business, I kept browsing the books I had in front of me. I had to remain nonchalant yk. and above everything I didn't want to make anyone uncomfortable or come off as a stalker or anything so I just kept doing my thing. then hyunjin came into the room as well with some body guards and what I assume was their manager. before the stray kid’s members came into the room it was only me and another woman in the shop. but when skz came, suddenly a huge group of fans, i think over 20 stays followed them through another entrance and created a circle around the shop if that makes sense. there were suddenly so many people in the room. that made me a bit uncomfortable (bc all those people were filming skz and I was definitely in frame bc the room was again, very small) but again I kept minding my own business. at some point I wanted to take a look at El Bosco’s books, which I knew were in the shelf right behind me, and in this specific moment I didn't know where IN or hyunjin were bc I wasn't paying that much attention to them tbh. so I just turned around, and mind you, the aisles in this shop were pretty small. so yeah I just turned around and hyunjin was eyeing the same books I wanted to browse. to make things even worse he turned around and the same as me time to shout sth to jeongin lol and so for a second he was literally in front of me. like im trying my best not to sound creepy while telling all of this but I was so starstruck this was all so weird to me. and man it is so weird to see someone ive seen on screen so much that close. wydm this is the same man ive been pulling photocards of for the past 4 years lmao. it was so strange to me. and yk I don't know who will be the target audience for this story time but as a skz shifter, this was even crazier to experience. really bizarre.

since he was where I wanted to go and there wasn’t really that much space I just headed somewhere else in the shop. shortly after even more fans came to watch them and for reference, if they were forming a circle of people around them, I was unfortunately inside that circle with the woman I mentioned before as well, and stray kids and their staff. I was most likely also being filmed and idk the whole situation made me a bit uncomfortable so I eventually fled the scene. I went to the main gift shop and weirdly enough the mass of people following the members of skz also followed there soon after. and that could only mean one thing -> in and hyunjin were also headed towards the main gift shop. that was kinda funny bc I just wanted to get away from that whole bunch of people and they followed right after lmao.

so what I did was quickly walk towards the specific section of the shop where I knew was what I wanted to buy. bc in my mind it would have been awkward if idk hyunjin or jeongin was there and I walked up to that section, so I chose to get there before any of them did to avoid making them uncomfortable in any way. funnily enough, even though the shop was huge, hyunjin went to grab the same exact notebook I was eyeing 😭. which was a huge coincidence. so for a few minutes he was, again, right next to me. the situation pretty much repeated itself, I found myself in the middle of what all the stays there were filming and once again I didn't want to be there so I paid as quickly as possible and fled the scene lmao.

I never expected all that to actually happen, I guess thats why I got so nervous in the first instance. but im glad I reacted the way I did, I did not want to do what the other fans were doing. which im not necessarily criticizing but thats just not my cup of tea. and im also glad I didn't approach any of them for an autograph or anything bc I feel like in that situation if I did and the accepted everyone would want them same and the situation would have been even more hectic. or if they refused, which would have been okay, I would have felt like a stalker idk. bc although I wasn't doing anything and I was quite literally there first, I was wishing the space other fans were leaving them to feel out of respect. and that would not have felt right to me.

but yeah that was it. it still is pretty crazy to think about bc I didn't truly expect to stumble upon any of them in such a big place. it was all a huge coincidence. or I just probably manifested it in a way I don't even know. but I don't care, it made my day :)

I read this a while ago and currently live by it. I mostly apply this mindset in my academic life since I am tired of procrastinating, but as always with everything, I also relate it to my shifting.

something that genuinely intrigues me about shifting is how sometimes you wake up in a different reality and you don't really realize you are not in your CR until you really think about it or until you see you are not in your CR. ie the last time I shifted to a parallel reality I thought I was in my CR until I saw a difference between the two realities, which I didn’t recognize as familiar when technically I should have bc I already existed in that reality before shifting my awareness to it, but still I didn’t really recognize it.

whereas some other times people have shifted to a completely different reality and they didn’t even realize they shifted. they only truly realized this after a while of being there. they didn’t feel like there was anything new in what their awareness was experiencing. it just felt natural. this hasn't happened to me yet so im excited to experience something like that.

this is a sentence I´ve heard people use a lot in manifestation, but as a shifters I believe we often overlook how powerful our sense of identity is and to which extent it determines the our perception and outcome of our reality.

one way to shift is to truly embody yourself in your dr. not materially, but mentally. think like you do in your dr, feel like you would in your dr. assume just what you would assume in your dr. thats why many bloggers on here emphasize how you should assume you are waking up in your dr. because the version of you who is in your dr (aka the version of you that identifies as your drself), has no doubt they will wake up in their dr room for instance, because they went to sleep there and have no reason to assume otherwise.