~ All i want is to spend the rest of my life holding your hands, kissing your lips and melting with your stare Oh yes, here we are again! When I was a kid I totally dont give a sh*t about this things but since the day I laid my eyes on you I didn't stop wondering and hoping, will you still be mine? I want to, I need you and that's all I'm wishing for. I have the most caring and loving family the only one that is missing is you, please come back, please bring back the old us and please bring back the 'boss' that I love and the 'boss' who loves me with all his heart. I'm not counting any disappointments anymore because no matter what I do, I cannot keep you from lying. Guess, I just need to accept that, but will you help me? Coz I swear to God I really dont know how and dont know where to start. Every time that I feel that its coming back, pain is with it always. Its like nothing good will happen to me anymore, to us anymore. There are times that I keep on thinking why not just end this show, but when I get further with those thoughts my heart aches, my eyes get sore, my body weakened! I cant fight someone like you, you're too strong for me into the extent that you made me so soft and fragile. Please take good care of me because I break so easily.