Oh em! Sana matapos ko to! (Taken with Instagram)

FIFTY SHADES, indeed!

Twitter is nuff, meAy delete ang plurk (Taken with Instagram)

Andame kung gustong ipurchase dito, may mga books/journals kasi sila na wala sa NBS. Im still thinking kung bibili ako through online or hintayin ko nalang na pumunta kami sa Manila. Ehh, baka matagalan pa... Gustong gusto ko talaga yung mga nakita ko. To buy now or not to buy?

Still hoping that one day, I can finally let go. (Taken with Instagram)

True? T-R-U-E

It kills me to face the fact that I was once an ordinary person in your life, when you are so mighty in mine. That is you in me, that is how you've and touched and owned me. 

I just need to cut the picture, Oh I just need to cut my huge braso I mean...lol

Since my family, relatives and friends are all over the internet, facebook specifically,I've decided to separate personal post on my main blog and put it here instead. Im not hiding or something, I just dont want that people I personally know talks about me on the things that they might found on my blog. So yeah, I'll keep this as my personal blog

Knowing that you have to go back and let the exact same pain happen again is what hurts the most. Though Im trying everything not to step back, I cant avoid it. The force that is pulling me backward is too strong that I might stumble any moment and not be able to stand and be forever in misery. I dont want any of this to happen and to happen again. I know how the pain is and I am so afraid that I might not be able to survive the next time that it will happen.

Everything had changed but my feelings for you didnt, I love you still:)) Happy New Year <3

NO, history is not trying to repeat itself, it is you whose trying to brink back the history and I'll do everything to stop it. I dont want to be in that state again, I dont want to feel that old same pain again. Actually the pain never left me, I just got used a bit living with it, so please stop bringing me to the past. I cant bear to handle another granade of hurt and dissappointments. And oh please, mind thinking about me too?

That moment when you didnt try That moment when you bid goodbye That moment when you just can hide And all i do is to let you fly and hear myself cry Why do you need to lie When all i know is that what we have is worth the try I thought loving you pays of the fight When you look at me i thought you will never let me die But then i was wrong And now im nothing but a hopeless stone Undying love what i used to call Forever and ever, a promised that we both sworn But now its all gone and torn Watch me as i drown into forlorn

I get so excited kanina kasi all I know ikaw na yun.

You know that feeling when you want to approach him and just hug him tightly, whisper how much you miss and still love him, that nothing had change? But yet you can't cuz you are afraid that he might not feel the same way anymore. He's just a few steps away and its so hard to take in the fact that its not like before anymore that you can just intertwine your fingers, knowing that you belong to each other. I miss him... so badly:((