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ᥫ᭡ 𝐿olita. 20+. this blog is multifandom and not spoiler-free and i occasionally interact with dark content!

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۶ৎ 𝑏𝑦𝑓/𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 ۶ৎ 𝑡𝑎𝑔 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑑𝑒 ۶ৎ 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ۶ৎ 🤖

˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡ you can repost with credit. but do not repost my works on tiktok. do not feed them into ai and do not translate without my permission. please and thank you.

im back. but not really. i just came here to speak to the void since im feeling really sentimental tonight.

first, my cat died. just weeks after i made the pinned post. i cried for days and i still feel hurt whenever i see the cut of his fur i saved inside a plastic bag in the drawer of my desk.

i still feel horrible because my family somehow convinced me not to euthanize him.

but now i think im doing better. theres some things in my life that changed. i no longer want to be friends with the same people ive been with for years. ive been craving something newーa fresh start somewhere that i can truly feel like life is not this… lonely.

i really apologize if there's nothing new to post aside from this. ive been debating on archiving this blog but i still want to finish fmc.

i tried posting commissions but honestly i feel over the place right now and im just hoping something will work.

lads is keeping me sane for the most part. sylus has my heart and i wish i can find someone like him. he makes me feel safe while still pushing me to do my best. that im capable and can handle things life throws at me.

and you know what? sometimes thats really all a girl needs to live.

i applied for jobs again. im not expecting much since im a dumbass lol. but ill keep trying.

although sometimes i wish i can meet who i was 8 years ago. she was raw, a little angsty, but she had so much love in her heartーso much of it to give even if she was aware it would cost her sanity in exchange. she wasnt afraid to be vulnerableㅡto wear her heart on her sleeve and express herself even if no one cared.

i guess i still am like that, but its gotten really exhausting, so maybe at some point i controlled myself.

i dont know where im going with this. but if ur still here, i hope ur doing well!

i think im going to post again regularly this fall. not definitive since i have no motivation to write, but i'll see u again real soon.

xoxo,

hi guys. not that u care but, sorry ive been mia for a few days. im going thru a tough time with my cat. im doing my best to hold it all together and be normal in class, and just be the regular me.

but i feel this is taking a toll on me and i just want to let you guys know that i'll be leaving tumblr for a bit to work on my requests in my inbox and my other short drafts.

maybe i'll come online again in april. or may. or maybe even next year. u may all have forgotten me by then. or not. i have no idea.

still, i want to thankyou everyone again for reading my works and chatting with me. the whole 4 years im here was so fun and u r all so very special to me. im not saying goodbye forever, i promise i'll be back. i just dont know when.

until then, i wish u guys all the best. please be safe. stay healthy. and remember to check in on your loved ones.

i love u.

that's all :3 have a wonderful holidays and a blessed new year ahead ♡

lolita/lili/doll/whatever cute nickname you want .ᐟ.ᐟ early twenties. southeast asian 🇵🇭. any pronouns. delusional aroace + self-shipper. lover of beautiful things. romantic chatterbox. tech student with way too many hobbies to count.

۶ৎ art blog: @galeriedelily ۶ৎ decor: @lovefromhearth

۶ৎ goon with me: @nicorobinglazer

𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑒 ᥫ᭡

Greetings! In the fanon world I go by the name Lolita, or Lili ♡ (not l*li because I don't encourage disgusting behavior ♡). This is my pen name because I love Lolita fashion and I love intricate designs like lace and embroidery, which is present in the mentioned style.

As for writing, I started this blog writing for Toji and Jujutsu Kaisen, but now I also write for Genshin Impact, One Piece and Love and Deepspace! (I'll be adding more to this if I get inspired writing for other fandoms).

This blog is my comfort zone when it comes to the things I like, so be nice! ˚₊·—̳͟͞͞♡

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i am genuinely a scatterbrain (a neurodivergent clinically diagnosed with bipolar disorder 1) ʘ̥﹏ʘ i love matcha, coffee, and ginger tea. i love editorial fashion. but i'm a bit of an activist as well .ᐟ.ᐟ

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i love a lot of genres but jazz music is my favorite and i play a couple of string instruments. i also sing from time to time but im not very good at it (just do music for fun .ᐟ.ᐟ)

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i write a lot about fictional characters from games but i genuinely suck at fighting games. aside from genshin impact, i do have a lot of outfit sets from infinity nikki! and i love to play cozy farming rpg games like morikomori life .ᐟ.ᐟ

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my dream is to live alone after i graduate in another country, or maybe run my own farm and manage the land that my family owns. that said, i'm very fickle-minded so…

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i watch a lot of anime and read a lot of books and manga/manhu/wa. but i hyperfixate on one thing and i can get really obsessive .ᐟ.ᐟ pretty much applies to everything i do when i get carried away…

𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓-𝑠𝒉𝑖𝑝𝑠 ᥫ᭡

toji x lolita - jili

zhongli x lolita - zhonglita

neuvillette x lolita - neuvili

alhaitham x lolita - alhlili

varka x lolita - kali

kyryll x lolita - kyli

sylus x lolita - syli

zoro x lolita - zolita

shanks x lolita - lishanks

nico robin x lolita - robli

#lolita writes - everything i wrote

#lolita reads - reblogging fics/headcanons

#lolita replies - reblogs w/ my thoughts, plain reblogs, asks

#lolita talks - just me yappin' n shitpostin'

#lolita laughs - memes that made me laugh / shitposting

#lolita does things - my other hobbies aside from writing and gooning on here (mostly art)

#lolita laments - my woes in life bc i can be such a drama queen 🙄

#self-ship - self-explanatory

#a fic a day keeps depression away ♡ - queued fics

#anon - self-explanatory

#requests - self-explanatory

#tojiposting - all things toji

#n.sfw / #not sfw - MDNI! please and thankyou

#ish - usually follows the nsfw tags when the content/my thoughts are suggestive. MDNI!

#dead dove do not eat - dark content stuff MDNI!

#wip - work in progress

#galerie de lily - reblogs from my art sideblog

#mutuals - love u all 🖤

#just me self rbing ♡ - self-explanatory

#icymi - supplemental tag for srbs!

#♡ - posts that made me feel giddy and warm 🖤