I want to write this because i’m never good with words and it’s about that time I write what I am feeling at the moment. This is for my boyfriend who I know will see soon anyway. You mean so much to me and I don’t know how else to explain/show it to you than to write this. You are everything in the world to me and more. I have never ever loved someone the way I love you. This feels real to me and shows me that every other relationship that I ever had wasn’t. I don’t know how I ever thought I was in love with someone until I met you. The thing that shows us that this is the real thing is when I was going through an unhealthy relationship and so were you. I saw you here and there at some shows but never really paid you any attention. We went to a party and I was sitting down and you sat next to me and asked me why I looked so sad and to basically not to give two shits about my boyfriend if he was getting me down and you said you could relate. Still I didn’t pay too much attention to you. Then one night at another party we actually started talking and just clicked. There was something about you and we just got along instantly. Little did I know you were going to be the person to save me from my shitty relationship and be the man I fall in love with, and in a way I did that for you also. I never thought I was going to love someone this way again but I do and it blows all my other relationships away. You are literally my best friend and even though i’m a more quiet reserved person and you are loud and outgoing we balance each other out and in a way we are totally the same. I have never been so proud to call someone my boyfriend. You are actually doing something with your life and it’s so admirable. You keep me grounded through all the craziness and I know you truly love me and would never do anything to ever hurt me. And I will never do anything to hurt you. Even though we get into stupid little fights here and there about the distance with touring I know it is only because we love each other so much and get frustrated. No matter how many times I say you piss me off and to leave me alone I don’t mean it. You’re like a little annoying brother to me sometimes and i’m like go the fuck away haha but I love you with all my heart. I think we both know in our hearts that we aren’t going anywhere and that we want to spend the rest of our lives with each other and I am so excited to wake up every morning to your face. You are such a great guy with a great heart and i’m so lucky that you love me the way you do. I want to be that woman in your life that holds you down with all the chaos in your life also and I made a promise to you that I am going to do that for you. I love you more than anything in this world Louis <3
