#louisflamboyancy

dear louis, 

i dont even know where to start. i’ve been staring at this for a good five minutes and i really dont know what to start with because there’s so much i wanna say but dont know how to say it. you’re one of the most special people in my life and i feel so, so proud to be able to say that. when i was younger and just getting into one direction, it was you making me laugh after a shit day and putting a smile on my face every time. as the years have gone by and we’ve both gotten older, you’ve become so much more than the kid who just makes my day better. you inspire me to be a better person. i’ve seen you go through hell and back time and time again, and you’ve never let that turn you into some who is unkind or cruel or harsh. you’ve stayed the kind and gentle and loving person you’ve always been and that is so damn admirable. you lost one of the most important people in your life and you only became stronger for it. it’s your strength and your compassion that i adore so much and that i aspire to have. no matter how badly life has treated you in the past, you’ve always been a constant source of joy in my life and so many others’. you’ve been there for some of the most difficult parts of my life and you’ve helped me grow, helped me become more confident and more educated, and i have so so much love for you. 

- syeda♡