#lotusmi

“As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.” - Neville Goddard

Hi, everyone, how are you? Well, I wanted to come here so that we can talk a little, how are you doing? ♡

I am not sure if this is what I want, but I am sure this is what I need right now, which is, really take a real break. As most of you know, I really never left Tumblr completely. I was always here, and even when I closed asks, I would reply to my dms and all of that. The thing is, as you know, I started my first break and I now see how I needed it. I always thought I should post as much as I could, reply all the asks and more.. And Tumblr was in my mind all day, always wanting to resolve things or come with new ideas, I actually let myself aside just to be here and this is not healthy. I have no doubts that being here was something way more important than just reply asks. My goal was always help, this blog was a dream to be honest. This was indeed, my soul purpose and what I did here I did with heart. It was something that I desired for so long. This blog made my life have meaning, I learned not only about the law, but I made friends, I learned about others cultures, I cried with you, laughed with you. I can't even describe how my heart felt warm with every message, every success, everything. In this little site we talked about the great mystery of creation, about love, about a lot of wonderful, marvelous things. I always felt that if I was off, I would lost something amazing.

In one day I was a little girl who just felt lost in this earth, I used to feel like I was not meant to be here. With time I learned all about consciousness, creation, existence, love, awareness, more. And in this blog I found a place where I could feel like belonging to. I wanted this place to be a place where you could go to feel free, loved. To remember you that nothing is lost, all you can want is here. That it is possible to live a life with meaning, that everything is possible, that dwelling in Self and healing ourselves is important, that existence is beautiful, that death is not the end isn't that just so wonderful?

Okay, but I am trying just to say that I really need this time with myself, I just found out that I love myself again, that I can love myself, that Imagination is really my heaven, and I feel like my next journey is within myself, I want to learn more, explore more, understand more, I want to really dwell in all I learned to another level. And I need to be out of here to do that, so that's why I closed my inbox.

All you need to know is already within you, you don't need to seek more. If you want the comfort of my words, you can check my masterlist and my old asks too. Most of my posts are also in @lotusandsamba and the reblogs in @reblogsfromlotus. If i have any kind of epiphany I will come to share. I still am wondering if I should let or not the asks opened if since maybe some of you will want to send success or something? I will be manifesting your success, ok?!