#lostmemories

The old subway breathes in silence, Rails rusty, like memories, Labyrinths of underground halls, Where every step echoes someone else's experiments. The walls remember me more than I do, And here I am… trying to imitate the one Whom my mind has forgotten, but my soul still loves, Who was a light in the void, Who is gone, but remains within me… The air is dry, Metal cold, whispers in the dark, Do ✋︎ remember… or not? Everything is mixed… memories, ste◻︎s, Where ♋︎m I… who ♋︎❍︎ I… where is he… And suddenly — a sound… Metal…⧫︎❒︎♏︎❍︎♌︎●︎♏︎⬧︎… It shouldn’t… be… Wa… …♓︎⧫︎… this… …⬥︎♒︎♋︎⧫︎… ? Tr… …ain?

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«Это место… дышит тишиной, а я… я едва 🫁дышу.»

If i need to tell you the

truth about a poem

i am creating your reality.

i made the piece but i do not own

Your experience of it.

If i told you i’ve died before,

would you believe me?

I’m just a mortal being moving through the afterlife of my own existence..

…I am no god…

✨ PAST ✨

🌌 Lost Memories – Schmoon’s Album

📷 Memory 1 – The Rooftop

“🌙 Back then, up on the rooftop. Matteoo talked endlessly about stars and theories 🔬 Larry tried to take a picture 📸 … and I thought we had all the time in the world. Today it feels so far away.”

📷 Memory 2 – The Lab

“Our chaos-place in the lab. Larry kept spilling something 💥 Matteoo acted strict, but secretly smiled 😏 I laughed, not knowing I’d lose this moment. Now it’s nothing more than a blurred memory.”

📷 Memory 3 – The Room

“In my room… We took pictures, messed around, laughed so loud 📸😂 And I swore: I’ll never forget this. But time played a trick on me. Now it feels strange – almost like a dream.”

🌌 Lost Memories – Schmoon’s Album

📷 Erinnerung 1 – Das Dach

„🌙 Damals, oben auf dem Dach. Matteoo redete endlos über Sterne und Theorien 🔬 Larry versuchte, ein Foto zu machen 📸 … und ich dachte, wir hätten alle Zeit der Welt. Heute fühlt sich alles so weit weg an.“

📷 Erinnerung 2 – Das Labor

„Unser Chaos-Ort im Labor. Larry verschüttete ständig irgendwas 💥 Matteoo tat streng, aber grinste heimlich 😏 Ich lachte, ohne zu wissen, dass ich diesen Moment verlieren würde. Jetzt ist es nur noch eine verschwommene Erinnerung.“

📷 Erinnerung 3 – Das Zimmer