My friend I grew up with stayed in the same crowd when we were older, got spun together, had the same friends. She started dating our dealer D(for short). Well our group kinda cracked when some of us tried to get straight IG, out if choice or force it depends on the person. With me it was force, I was in foster care. But she kept running with D and getting worse, see where I messed around cuz I liked the feeling she got hooked. Long story short shits going on in my life and I kinda push her out, along with everyone else. I tried to kill myself and well it didnt work how I wanted, I was hospitalized and got to go home to my family but everything was still screwy. I find out the second day I was in the hospital that my friend died over an overdose. But hat couldn't be she quit when she found out she was pregnant. Turns out with me dealing with my shit she got back with D cuz he was the babies dad. And I found out she didnt take the drugs by choice, he shot it into while she was passed out because he didnt want another kid. Maybe Like a fee months later he gets busted for dealing, in a.method bust around my county. Karma right, something like that... Now I started reconnecting with some of the people we used to hang out with and well I go and post on her page when I wanna tell her something. I go look and its not there, how dies someone who's dead delete their Facebook? So I kinda freak a Lil and message her cousin that I'm friends with. Turns out D got out of a murder charge basically (police chalked it up to a suicide) for giving them the names of some dealers in the county. Then he goes and gets RIF if one if the only things I had left. Yea I have memories but memories dont last, they get distorted and some just disappear. And pictures yea I got a few, but what the fuck is a picture suppose to do. And what gives him the fucking right to do that, she was an amazing person who got put through alit if shit growing up. She didnt deserve this, she always wanted to just make everyone smile. She saw the best in everyone. And she would have been a great mom. and I miss her.
The justice system is corrupt and they won't even blink an eye at one of the kids that was lost in the system. She deserved better and I just hope those of us who knew her, really can hold onto who she was.
