one door closes, another one opens.
18 Aug, Friday - This date will be a significance because it is the day you got fired. It was a very hard day for you because suddenly you went from making 5 digits to nothing. It is scary, I know. But here are a few things you need to remember in your term:
2/10 of your clients failed to renew and possibly didn't like you but 8/10 did.
8/10 of those clients - 1 of them offered you a job abroad to join their team. What this means is that they love you, they believe in you and they want you. You aren't useless.
In your 10 months with this company, you have successfully renewed and gained the trust of 2 clients that were deemed difficult to renew. This means, you have done your job; perhaps you could've done more, but it is ok.
Truth is, you were in the company for 3 months and you've already shown tremendous good work by building a strong relationship not only with client but with your internal content team who deemed your previous predecessor "mean" or "difficult".
You have never once thrown malice towards your clients and team members.
You even helped your sexual predator manager to do HIS job.
You complied to their silly time management tool when your manager didn't.
The list go on & on....
What I'm trying to say is. This isn't the end for you.
Because the second this door closed, you were offered another job quite immediately. Was it ideal? No. Are you upset? Maybe a little hurt but truth is, you've been burnt out since March.
You've been yearning for a holiday and when you got one on your birthday, it was HELL. It wasn't pleasant and you kept getting sick and YOU'RE STILL SICK. But you have a new relationship, your peace, savings & time to finally wind down and get the rest you deserve.
Keep moving on, Amanda. You got this. I know you can. I know you will.
