it’s been a weird day, and I feel a little bit off.
Like theres something that I'm not picking up on, like something happened and my body is reacting, but my mind is foggy as to why my legs don’t want to move, and my eyes feel like they've seen too much today.
Sometimes we have these days where we feel like the world is shifting and we are desperately trying to stay grounded while everything around us gladly follows the moving tides.
I felt today that I needed my space, and it was impossible to find. Everywhere I turned there was interaction from friendly faces i just didn't want to face.
Apart of me feels like I am coming off a high dose of anesthesia and everything is a bit blurry and beautiful in its uncertainty, and the lack of clarity is breathtakingly frighting. I kind of like feeling like I’m about to fall, but I don’t know when the floor is going to crack and pull me through to a new beginning.
