#longthoughtlost

Sin Meme

“Pride. You’re skilled and you know it, almost annoyingly so. I would scold you more if it wasn’t to beneficial to our cause.” 

“Lust.” A pause. “...I guess it’s not solely your sin though anymore, huh?” 

H E A R T

A   :   AFFECTION.   how does your muse show affection?

I’ve answered something similar to this in a previous meme, but it’s definitely touch of some kind. Vivian is adverse to touch when he first meets people, and even then it takes some time for him to warm up and be comfortable with being touched. Part of this is due to the fact that he is very sensitive to touch ( and sound ), and other part to poor experiences in his past that lead him to have this aversion.

When he enjoys someone’s company or feels comfortable with them.. he will show it via touch. He kind of does a 180 when he’s comfortable, craving it from people he likes as opposed to avoiding it like the plague. But this is a very clear sign of his affection and trust.

E   :   EMBRACE.   does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like?

50/50— Either very awkward or very secure and protective. If someone hugs him and they’re a stranger or just kind of an acquaintance.. he will be incredibly awkward and freeze up. In turn, his hug will be equally as stiff and halfhearted.. and mostly reluctant. He is not a fan of hugs from strangers or people he barely knows ( basically everyone who he has no comfort level or trust with ).

That being said, to people he loves the company of his hugs are very warm and secure. On a complete 180, he will crave that kind of affection from people.. hugs? 

(r)J   :   JEALOUSY.   does your muse get jealous in a relationship?

Sometimes. He’ll certainly feel it at times, but he’s more than likely not going to say anything about it. At worst, he’ll just seek out faults in himself and make his own insecurities much worse. For the most part, he handles this alright ( not great, but not horrible ). Despite being self-deprecating about it, he doesn’t lash out against anyone for it.

(r)S   :   SWEETHEART.   did your muse have a childhood sweetheart?

Verse dependent, but yes, kind of! In verses where he and Titus are together, Titus and him had known each other since they were children.. and Vivian always had a big crush on him, but nothing ever came of it until later on ( after they are out of the military in FFXIV ). 

In other verses where he is not with Titus.. he doesn’t. Vivian often was just too ‘busy’ with school work and studying that he didn’t have much time to make friends ( plus the fact that he was extremely shy and withdrawn as a child ). 

T   :   TRUE LOVE.   does your muse believe in true love?

Yes and no. Yes because Vivian most certainly believes in the idea of love and unconditional love, but at the same time he is unsure if such feats are even possible or if it’s really just a fantastical fever dream that things like that even exist. Vivian, himself, most certainly loves very deeply and unconditionally, but in a strange way he doesn’t really realize or consider that to be what it is.

【🔧】— “A teacher, hn? First time Ah’ve heard ‘a any sorta education system ‘round these parts.” She had to admit that not even out west had any proper school systems, save for education through the Followers of the Apocolypse. There was, of course, the Brotherhood, but they didn’t teach other people.

Small / Tall Starters

“That’s all tall people are good for,” Emily replies without missing a beat, tone teasing. “That, and getting things off the shelf and-” 

“And climbing on!” The little girl walking between Justain and Emily holding their hands chimed in, an answer that makes Emily laugh. 

"You're right, it's obvious you're real fuckin' stupid."

Johnn.y Ca.sh - Yel.awolf 

Her eyes were closed when he came in the room, already lounging in the warm water of the oversized tub as though she had not a care in the world- hardly true, but the illusion was nice. Jax must have thought she really was asleep, though, as he tried his hardest to silently cross the length to the tub, but she could hear nearly every movement… And, when he finally stepped over the edge and sunk down to her level, Celia finally cracked open an eyelid and smiled warmly at him. “You took your sweet time…”

“I was puttin’ Mace to bed,” Jax defends himself halfheartedly, returning her smile as he settles into the water across from her. “He told me to tell you he loves you and somethin’ ‘bout how you owe me and him some snack cakes in the mornin’? Don’t know what he was talkin’ ‘bout, but if you really owe us some snack cakes....” His warm smile turns playful, giving away his lie, but he doesn’t even bother trying to hide it. 

1. Sara 

He has two kids with her, the twins, Mason and Madison. 

2. Celia ( @longthoughtlost )

They have 1 adopted daughter together, Cass, and in modern verses/verses where Celia can have kids, they also have another daughter named River, and a set of twin boys, Jason and Jeremy.  

3. Laura ( @fromlandtosea )

In a specific au, they have two kids together: a girl named Amber and a currently unnamed little boy. 

4. Nisha ( @disciplc ) 

They have 4 kids. A daughter, Rosie, a son, Jaxson, and a set of twin girls, Ivy and Sage. 

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