#longlivejuan

Happy birthday Juan ❤️ I miss you so much. This is your 2nd birthday that I didn’t get to celebrate with you. You leaving this world will forever be the upmost painful thing I will ever feel. I loved you. I’ll always love you. Your strong brows, your perfect hair, your gentle voice. This year will mark 2 years that you’ve passed and still, I feel as though you still walk by my side. You’ve guided my heart and soul and for that I am beyond grateful. Thank you for our love, for our memories, for your teachings. I can’t ever forget my first true love. I can’t ever forget you. I love you Juan; and I’ll be seeing you ❤️

My love, how are you this morning? My birthday was so weird without you this year. Now I’m not a baby like you would say lol. Your drink was the first one poured that night. They let me sit there alone, before everyone else got there, and drink with you. That was the best part of my night. Nothing will ever touch that moment. I could feel you here with me once again. I miss you Juan.. I love you, and I’ll be seeing you ❤️

How are you in heaven my love? Going through all our texts and this one is my favorite. It's an older one but it stands out to me. As soon as you came over you laid on my big bear and ignored me lmao. So I hit you and you threw me off the bed and said you weren't gonna give me what you brought 😂 I knew it was my candy so I kissed your face (which you loved) and you attacked me in kisses and love and finally gave me my candy. I miss you my love. the world is a lesser place without you. I love you and I'll be seeing you