#lonelyfiend

you’ll come to notice i removed a large amount of my pieces. i’ll be posting more soon. just know something bigger is coming. kay, have a nice day. :D

sometimes i feel like i’m lost and confused when i’m alone and not interacting with anyone, and i start to feel helpless. it’s then that i realize that loneliness a feeling that i’m capable of ignoring or altering. it’s in my head or heart (which is still my head because one’s actual heart isn’t capable of emotion...) that i truly feel abandoned or forsaken. expanding my mind and truly thinking about the problem at hand forces me to see that there is no problem, i’m simply overthinking things and leaning on other people for the feeling of gratification (not feeling lonely). you start to learn things about yourself when you rule out emotions. you have everything you need in your mind, it’s just dormant when you let your feelings interfere with your mental process: and that goes for a lot more than just feeling lonely. 

consider every perspective.

i would just like to say that i truly appreciate you guys from the bottom of my heart. there’s so much hate but the love and positivity will always come out on top. some days i just want to quit and be done with every thing, but then i think of all of you. thank you immensely. xo.