#loljack

a star was born.

☆ track 5 of Desert, Pt. 1: "5:AM"

this is the first song i ever made a beat for, rapped on, and released. it's a good song, and it's a stand out track on the tape. i love the desert vibe, but i wanted more.

2hollis + nate sib + jane remover have been heavy on repeat, the whole resurrection of glitchpop is inspiring and it's like watching music catch it's breath again.

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(inhale)

(exhale)

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i produced a beat in this style, and bro, idk how i locked in like that, but there's like 15 layers on the melody and 10 on the drums.

the song's called "Rx" because that's what this all is. a prescription. not pills. not lean. not anything you buy from a plug.

“she my Rxxxxx, we fell in love

every time you gone i’m gon’ tweak out

cuz you my drug”

this was the first time i said it out loud:

that i'd rather fall in love than numb out on drugs. fuck drugs, just go fall in love. and yea, if you end up doing them, at least do them together and make it mean something.

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this is where my next few albums are coming from:

love is addiction. love is chaos. love is the thing that makes you want to get rich, fix yourself, and still burn it all to the ground just to feel something.

“i can’t shake no hand, can’t even trust my bro, ya

i stuck to the plan, then this shit paid off

i ain’t even go to school, i bought sht for my momma”

this is a vow. to myself. to my mom. to the plan.

love might just be my drug, but getting out the mud was my first real high. this song is a vibe. it's hype, play it at the party. but listen close.

do you hear that?