People are noticing the new SPYxFAMILY 2nd cour OP is very Yor and Anya-centric
THIS IS BECAUSE THE OP IS LARGELY SHOT FROM LOID'S POV
Notice in most of the scenes he's in, he's walking behind or towards everyone else
And in the scenes he's missing from, the in frame characters are looking backwards to the camera
Or the perspective is shot from above or at eye level, because he's looking down on Anya or crouching to meet her:
ALSO, if you really want to cry, the song is called "Souvenir" so Loid is literally saving these color-filled memories as souvenirs for when his mission is done and he needs to leave 😢😢😢
But GOD I hope he stays, he loves them so much and they bring so much color to each others lives 😭😭😭😭😭
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Can you do a headcannon for loid forger baddass sexy spy fem s/o please
Oh I love Loid, you got it!! 💕
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Loid knew of your reputation and he knew there would never be a dull moment if you two were paired together but you had a way of keeping others on their toes
sure enough, he thought correctly and you already had words fired off just to make him flustered. “Oh look at that, the two of us making such a handsome couple!”
Loid never gave second thought to his appearance and the most mundane but
your compliments and the occasional tighter or shorter clothes you wear have him in a chokehold
Poor dude is strugglin™️ once Anya becomes present and he sees some sixth sense just awaken in you like a switch
Anya hugging you, you carrying her, the way you can kick and punch in someone’s teeth senseless just to protect them both
dude is gone and can never really look at you the same whenever you take down someone who wishes to do harm
Practicing sparring with Loid is a sure way to get him underneath you (hehe) but he’s not complaining when you lock his hands above his head
I would love to see way more fluff with Loid, Gender neutral
He didn't know how to raise your self-esteem up until he just sat down and start thinking what you actually struggled on
Anya helped him a bit too! She want to see you super confident and she don't like the comments you make about yourself I'm your head
He took you shopping and he also start to compliment you way more!
You love the compliments he gives you and the physical affection! It made you feel super comfortable with yourself
You was making breakfast. You was in your focus zone, you was so focus that you didn't heard Loid's Good morning. You finally snapped out of it when you felt his arms around you and his head laying on top of your head. "L-Loid!?"
"Your hair is so soft, I can fall asleep on it.." He mumbled as he slowly closed his eyes. You blushed.
"B-but I haven't washed it yet."
"I don't care, it smells great to me."
You finished making the eggs so you turned the stove off. "Loid you're too nice" you sighed.
"I'm just being honest. What's wrong of me telling my partner that I love everything about them?"
You looked down at Loid's arms and tear up. "You're a great husband..."
He was heartbroken when he saw and heard you saying bad comments about yourself. He was confused of how you were so blind
He made the effort to come home more early and give you a lot of hugs and kisses. If he have to stay at work for a long time then he'll text you a huge loveable text to you.
He'll even buy you the things you love so much! He'll even refrain from saying stuff about his sister, because he will think it will bring your confidence more down
He'll make sure you feel all of his love!
You were sitting in bed, just scrolling on your phone until you heard your boyfriend voice."Y/n!~" the bedroom door opened, revealing Yuri. You looked at him in shocked.
"Aren't you supposed to be at work at this time?" You turned off your phone and was about to get up from the bed, but Yuri walked towards you.
"Yeah, but I wanted to be with you, so I got off a little early!" He opened his arms and laid his body against yours. His face was laying on your chest, you use one hand to run your fingers through his hair and the other rubbing his back.
"But isn't your job more important?"
"Nothing is more important than you, Y/n. I love you and everyday you keep making me fall for you over and over again." He tried to hide his red face from you. You start to feel your own face getting warm.
"Yuri..." You tried to say something to him but nothing won't come out.
"Nothing and no one can't be the perfect match for me, but you..."
There was silence between you two for a moment. You smiled.
"Ok,"
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Sweat, steam, and cries. The four corners of the room is now filled with both the heat from the intense fucking you are currently receiving, and just like how you’d always do before, you arched your back against the warm mattress and wrapped your legs around Twilight— Loid’s waist. His tie is now roughly hugging the skin of your neck, mimicking the way his large hands have held you there as you both try to match each other’s rhythm.
“You haven’t changed, hm?” he lightly chuckled, pressing a soft kiss against the sensitive part of the back of your ear, marking what was his and doing what he loved to do before, “You are still a bad girl,” back when you were still each other’s escape from the cruel world into the sea of pleasure and lust.
Your pussy clenched against his hard shaft, wetness escaping and staining the sheets even more than when he made you cum through his mouth. Flashbacks of earlier scenarios kept on rewinding into your mind, of how you met again inside a dirty fucking bar, how you felt the same fire rekindling in your stomach when you remembered how you two used to fuck and claim each other’s bodies.
Twilight was a fuck buddy— your fuck buddy who made you feel more than just that.
“And you, sir,” you moaned, feeling him hit the spot inside, “are still so mean, aren’t you?”
His movements became more rough for a while, as if it was a pleasurable punishment for your teasing. Soft deep grunts matched your little moans as if they were rhythm and blues, and God, how it made your walls clench so hard, he almost came.
“Fuck! Don’t do that…” he whispered, banging you harder than faster, trying to fill you to the brim with him inside, balls deep. But you could not really control your spasms at all, not when he’s doing you so well.
A warm, rough, calloused palm wrapped around your neck like a metal choker. Your eyes rolled up to meet his blue orbs, only to see how dark his face had become. With heavy breaths and aching muscles, you cannot help but to feel all hot and nostalgic at the same time— especially now that he’s fucking you like how he used to before.
“How does it feel, hm?” you teased, pulling his hips into you even more using your legs, he let out a grunt, looking at you intently with burning lust in his irises. “You like your cock buried in me?”
You heard him mutter a curse and the next thing you know, you’re on all fours while he slammed into you from behind. His left hand traveled all the way down your pussy, giving it a light slap then slipping in one of his fingers between the fold, playing with your clit.
“F-fuck… me…” you cried even more as you felt his other hand fondle your breast, giving it a tight squeeze.
His mouth met the skin of your neck, giving hot kisses while he thrusts into you, marking you all over as if you were his.
“Still a bad fucking girl,” he teases, pulling his cock out and rubbing its swollen, pink head against your opening, making you a moaning mess once again.
“Fuck you!”
A small smirk formed on his lips as he grabbed your legs and turned you over, placing your feet against his shoulders while positioning his tip against your hole once again, coating it with your wetness and carefully pushing it in.
“Still the same bad lips, I see,” he slammed, making you curse him once again, especially when his calloused palm gave your thighs a hard slap, its sounded like a thunder across the room. His dark eyes look down to you as he grabbed a handful of your hair.
Slot: “No,I’m dating the both/all of them” + Dates + “I only have two hands,I can’t hold hands with all of you”
Anya was running around getting ready to go to the aquarium,Loid had been extremely busy for the last week and barely spent time with each other.
“Y/N,you look beautiful”
“Thank you,so do you Yor” You heard the door to Loid’s room open and close,he still looked exhausted,Yor suggested canceling the outing which you agreed but Loid insisted that you go. You were worried all the way to the aquarium,Loid still looked exhausted,you could tell he was pushing through like every parent does. You started thinking about what you could do to help,since he refused to stay in and rest. “Loid,I brought you some coffee. I’m sure neither Yor or Anya would’ve been sad if you canceled,you’re exhausted don’t tell me you’re overworking yourself” He smiled,taking a sip of the coffee.
“I really appreciate you caring so much,but I promise I’m fine. Anya was so excited and I didn’t want to disappoint her”
“She’s lucky to have you”
“And I’m lucky to have all of you” He put his arm around you pulling you closer to him,to kiss your cheek. The aquarium was surprisingly empty but somehow you ran into your neighbors of all people,at least that’s what Loid told you,you still haven’t met them. You walked up to greet them as a group.
“I didn’t know Anya had an older sister” You looked at you while saying it,did she really think you were her older sister?
“Oh,I’m not”
“No,this is mommy,” Anya interrupted,pointing to you. They all looked confused.
“I thought you two were married?” She gestured to Loid and Yor,before you could answer Anya interrupted again.
“No,this is mama” She moved to Yor “and this is mommy” She moved to you. They were too stunned to speak
“I’m married to both of them”
“We’re all married,” Loid explained,dumbing it down to them. Anya grabbed your hand and Yor’s.
“We’re gonna be late for the penguins” You said your goodbyes,as you walked away you could feel them judging you,but you didn’t care about anyone other than your family right now. You could feel Anya gripping your hand tighter,making you look down at her.
“What’s wrong Anya?” You stopped and knelt down to her height,she hugged you.
“I like having two moms”
“Thank you Anya,that makes me really happy” You smiled but she still looked sad. “Is there something else,you look sad”
“I wanna hold hands with all three of you,but I only have two”
“How about we take turns?” Yor suggested and Ayan smiled intensity. It didn’t matter what anyone said or thought,this family although fake is your priority.
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Hello all! This had been in my drafts unfinished for way to long and it will probably stay that way. Been having a lot of trouble posting lately. Just sorry about this whole mess. I’ve been depressed and not sure what to do about it. So instead of this sitting in my draft unfinished, I might as well published the unfinished work. Sorry it is obviously not proof read. Still tagging those who requested. Sorry if your tag didn’t work I’m trying my best :(
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Please Part 2
The click of your heels sounded as you made your way down the boulevard. It was an incredibly hot day so you were sluggishly making your way home. Sweat stained, button up shirt and your snug work pants were not helping you stay cool. You cursed yourself for choosing the comfy option instead of a skirt or a dress. Rounding the corner you stopped as you waited for the crosswalk signal to flash, lightly tapping your foot along to the rhythm of the aggressive beeps.
“Y/N?” The voice sounded familiar, his vibrato was smooth and deep. Pushing your hair behind your ear as you turned, you saw your one night stand from about 2 weeks ago. FUCK! What was his name again?
“Oh, hey it’s. . . you!” You panicked stumbling over your words. You were hoping he wouldn’t catch on that you never even learned his name. In your drunken stupor he had told you and you didn’t think of asking what it was again when you didn’t hear him. Damn, you forgot how handsome he was, but you could never forget how passionate of a lover he was. Especially now. Tall, blonde, and those blue eyes. He stood their a bright smile adorned his face as his hand fell to the back of his neck.
“I guess I didn’t make a good enough impression. You don’t even remember my name.” The blonde chuckled as his smile was replaced by a nervous grin.
“I-I’m so sorry!” His eyes became wide as you half yelled at him in pure embarrassment. Now you’ve only embarrassed yourself more as people started to stare at the pair of you. Face heated from what you would like to think was the sun you babbled out.
“Clearly I made a good enough impression you new my name.” You joke wanting to kick yourself for how lame you sounded and how that must have come of so arrogant.
“Yours is a name I could never forget.” His head dipped down closer to you, a wolfish grin curling on his lips. His charming attitude made the memories of being trapped under his muscular body come flooding back. The way his hips snapped up into you. How his thick cock bullied it’s way deep into you. How he made you cum three times, twice with his tongue. Your blush spread to your whole face.
“Its Loid by the way.” it was obvious he was flirting now, so it was your turn to turn on the charm.
“Loid, I totally new that!” You lied. ‘Im so lame.’ you grimaced to yourself.
“It’s hot do you wanna cool down? Maybe grab a drink or something sweet?” His long arm extended out in the direction he intended to go. You looked down the street spotting your favorite bar. Mentally cheering because today was Thursday and the appetizers were half off and you needed a drink. A strong one after the hellish day at work you just had.
“That sounds like a great idea!” You chimed pointing out your favorite bar and raving about the food and drinks. You watched as a few women ogled him and then shot you dirty looks. It made a smug smirk spread across your face as Loid inquired about the food. ‘Haha, he chose me.’
Little did you know Loid had planned for the two of you to bump into one another. He also knew this was your favorite bar and that you would want to go there. When it comes to research and surveillance Loid was a professional. Could he really call himself Westalis’ greatest spy if he couldn’t figure out where you liked to frequent. Loid knew you were going to order the blood orange Martini and then ask if he likes seafood because the the fresh oysters were your favorite. The blonde admired you as you told him about trivia nights on Wednesday and how they attempted to have a karaoke night but it failed miserably. You were even more of a treat sober, it almost made his heart ache.
When he had left your apartment the last time you were together he came to a shocking discovery. You were addictive. He wanted more of you, he wanted all of you, and what laid between your thighs was what he thought he desired most. Now being in your presence he was disappointed in himself for forgetting how cute and sweet you were. A genuinely good, kind person that he was hoping to corner. In hopes you’d give into his touch like you had the last time. Loid felt bad for his intention but he was able to push those feelings aside as he watched you bat your eyelashes and shamelessly flirt with him.
—————
“Loid?” You questioned.
“Yes?” His voice was muffled against your shoulder.
“Could. . . Could you maybe go a little faster?” You breathed.
“I want to take my time. Is that okay?” Loids voice was rugged as he slowly dragged his cock in and out of you. He had you in doggy with your face pressed into his silken mattress.
You were happy when he invited you to his place. In fact you were almost salivating at the thought of having him on top of you again. Shock took over when you noticed kids drawling and toys neatly set around his apartment. You didn’t notice any female belongs when you excused yourself to the bathroom. You were really hoping he was not married but it was not your place to ask.
“L-Loid please?” You begged.
“Please isn’t enough darling.” Loids hips snapped harshly into you causing a loud and embarrassing moan to leave your kissed bruised lips. The flesh of your ass jiggled making Loid grip your left cheek firmly, followed by a firm smack to your right cheek. His hips slowed back to their excruciatingly slow pace, a dark chuckle falling from the blondes lips.
“Wh-at do I have to do?” Gripping the sheet you voice broke.
“Beg.”
“Please, L-loid.” His hips stilled. Your pussy pushed around his thick cock that was stretching you wide.
“Please daddy?” Without warning Loids hips slammed into you harshly. You couldn’t form another words as he fucked into you relentlessly.
“Say it again!” Loid demanded taking a fist full of your hair. With a firm grasp he pulled you off the mattress having your back arched against him. He quickly let go of your hair and grabbed both of your wrists holding them behind your back. You should be falling forward but loid had you firmly in his grasp as he fucked into yoi harshly. Load moans filled the room muffled by the slap of skin on skin.
“Daddy, please let me cum. No, please make me cum!” You half yelled feeling your breasts bounce up and down wishing they would be played with. The way Loid was fucking you was making you delirious. You had never called a man daddy in bed but clearly you had found Loids kink and you couldn’t wait to find more.
hi! so i've been binge watching spy x family because it's the greatest anime ever (thank you so much @loekas for making me watch it) and now loid forger has taken over my mind and he won't leave anytime soon. he just lives here now, let's just keep going with our lives.
so i had this little scenario of loid getting jealous and wanted to write it with a big smut at the end, but as i reached the end it didn't feel right anymore, so enjoy this non-smutty piece. i may write the smut and post it as a second part just because.
COMPOSURE
(Loid Forger x Reader)
📖 summary: while at a party, loid gets jealous when a man approaches you (and makes you laugh).
✒️ word count: 2.7K
⚠️ c.w.: jealous loid, confession of love, idiots in love, anya existing.
reader is a little inspired in yor just because, but not entirely yor;
not proofread, i'm sorry for the mistakes;
your relationship with loid forger was nothing but strictly professional, and you knew that. he hired you to pretend to be his wife, the perfect stepmother for his daughter, and you knew that. it was only pretend. holding hands when outside, cute little compliments here and there, greeting you with a big smile and a kiss on your cheek, anya calling you "mama" - only pretend. and you knew that. you knew. which is why you were so mad at yourself.
how could you be so stupid and fall for him? oh god, the trouble! you should know better than that, honestly! loid never even touched you if you weren't in public. sure, you two talked a lot at home, and he was really sweet, and a great father, but you should know better than that.
but then again... can you really control these things?
the best you could do now was to keep pretending everything was fine, normal as usual and ignore how badly you wanted to run your fingers through his hair and kiss his entire body.
sigh.
you took another sip of wine from your glass and watched as the group of men laughed at something loid said. you didn't hear, but it was probably really funny and charming - loid himself was funny and charming. more charming than funny. and handsome. god, was he handsome! you tighten your grip on the glass and finished it in one last gulp as if you could drown these thoughts on wine and make everything ok, but you knew that wouldn't happen. so you put the glass down, determined to not drink anymore because that was your second glass and you could not give the impression of having a drinking problem - specially at the people from anya's school. you had to look cultured, funny, smart, the greatest mother ever - you know, the job loid hired you to do.
fucking perfect loid forger.
"what is a pretty lady like you doing all alone?"
you lifted your eyes to find a man next to you, the same man you notice that had been watching you from the moment you entered the place with loid two hours ago in what was supposed to be a fun party for the parents of the school, to forget the responsabilties a little and have fun, but it was obviously just an excuse for people to judge each other beyond their parenting skills. loid insisted you went, so of course you did. you left anya with a baby sitter, put on one of the many beautiful dresses loid bought you and your best smile, and you were ready to go. you hated socials and being around shallow and superficial rich people who never had to work hard for anything in their lives, but you tried. for anya, you tried. for loid. and he was perfect at it. you know he told you he didn't like them any better than you did yourself, but he was a better actor.
"well, kind sir, i'm waiting for my husband to remember i came with him tonight, but he seems to be really into those gentlemen." you laughed at your own horrible joke.
"oh, so you are married."
"well, yeah! isn't everybody in this room?"
"not everybody. i'm sam, by the way. widow. nice to meet you."
"oh, i'm sorry! i didn't-"
"it's ok, it was a long time ago."
"i'm sorry anyway. it must be... hard. for your child specially."
"it was, in the beginning. things are better now."
"i'm glad to know. how old is your...?"
"daughter. her name is camilla. she's six."
"so is my anya." you smiled. "my husband's ex-wife passed away too... he raised his daughter by himself for a while."
"until he found you, i imagine. lucky him."
sam couldn't seem to take his eyes off of you, and you felt your cheeks burn a little, which you tried to hide by fixing your bangs.
"have you been married for a long time?" he asked, when the silence was too long.
"no, erm, for about four months i think."
"only four months? and he's already leaving you all alone at parties to hang out with his friends?"
"no, it's not like that, he-"
"all i know is that if you were my wife i would never leave you alone."
his gaze was intense and you felt breathless for a second. maybe you could have that - a normal life, with a real husband, and not just pretend. someone who found you attractive and would take you on dates not only to make people believe you loved each other, but because you actually did. but... where were guys like sam when you needed a boyfriend so that your brother would relax, knowing that you wouldn't die alone, or so that those mean women from work would shut up about how weird and unloveable you were?
"y/n."
it was loid's voice. your eyes met his blue gaze immediately, clearing your head. you felt your cheeks burn a little as your heart beat strongly in your chest. you'd be lying if you said you didn't feel guilty, almost as if loid caught you doing something extremely wrong.
"loid, hi!"
loid smiled charmingly, putting his eyes on the man standing beside you.
"hi, nice to meet you. i'm loid, the husband. and you are?" he introduced himself extending his hand to sam, emphasizing the word husband.
"i'm sam, the friend. glad to meet ya." sam joked, in the same tone loid used.
you laughed a little at the joke, and loid's eyes didn't miss that.
"are you ready to go, darling?" loid asked, offering you his arm, that you accepted.
"yes! sam, it was nice meeting you."
"you too, y/n. hopefully we get to see more of each other soon enough."
loid's arm was wrapped around your waist now, but you still smiled and nodded.
he guided you to the car in silence, opened the door for you in silence, and drove all the way to your house in silence. you turned on the radio to fill the uncomfortable silence. loid didn't usually like music on, but he didn't seem to bother today. you didn't dare to say a single word until you stepped inside the house.
"my feet are killing me!" you took off your heels the moment loid closed the door behind you. "you'd think these expensive shoes would be more comfortable."
you went straight to anya's bedroom while loid paid and dismissed the sitter. she was sleeping peacefully, hugging director chimera, not a care in the world. you tucked her in and kissed her on the forehead before making your way to your bedroom. as you grabbed the things you would need for a good shower before bed, loid came in, leaning on your door step.
"did you have fun tonight?" he asked.
"i suppose. though i can't really find these things entertaining. boring music, bad food, shallow people..."
"you seemed to like that sam guy. i saw you laughing a couple times."
"he's alright i guess. did you have fun?"
loid didn't answer, what made you look at him.
"he's alright?" he asked.
"i mean... we didn't get much time to talk, so i don't really have an opinion. i guess we'll have to wait and see."
"oh, so you plan on spending more time with him?"
ooh, that sounded like a tricky question. loid took two steps in your direction while waiting for your answer.
"no?" you tried. "i shouldn't? his daughter is the same age as anya, we'll probably see him a few more times. it may be nice to have a good relationship with him, just in case they become friends..."
"you're probably right."
there it was, that awkward silence again. you drew your attention back to the towel in your hands, but when you opened your mouth to tell loid you were going to take a shower he cut you off.
"you know, i don't care if you feel the need to flirt with other guys, just don't do it in places where people believe we're married. we have a reputation and image to protect. for anya."
"i know, i don't- oh!"
suddenly it hit you: loid was mad because he thought you were flirting with sam. but you weren't! right? or were you?
"i wasn't flirting."
"you obviously were! it was really embarrassing to see my wife melting for another man like that, when i was two feet away the whole time."
"that wasn't flirting! he was nice, he noticed i was alone and-"
"you weren't alone. i would never leave you alone."
"well, you weren't talking to me..." you muttered low enough so only you could hear it.
"what?"
"it's fine, loid. i'm sorry! maybe i gave him the wrong idea, and i'm sorry it seemed like i was flirting with him, i wasn't. it wasn't my intention. i could never do that to Anya."
"y/n..." he said your name like it was a warning.
"and i'll make sure you're not around when i feel like flirting with someone."
before you could laugh at your own joke loid grabbed you by the arm and pulled you so close you had to look up to see him. he was furious - you could tell by the flames dancing in his eyes and the way his eyebrows almost met each other.
"it was a joke, i'm sorry!"
"i don't wanna hear it! you can't flirt with anyone besides me. i am your husband!"
"f-fake husband." you corrected, trying to lighten to mood, but completely out of timing.
"i have a paper that states otherwise. and the ring on your finger. you're my wife. my. wife."
you closed your eyes at the sound of those words, your whole body suddenly aware of how close loid was. when you opened them again loid had a confused expression on his face.
"yes. yes, i am, loid. i'm sorry, i really am."
loid's eyes wandered through your face, lingering on your parted lips more than he should, then back at your eyes.
"i am your husband." he repeated.
you simply nodded, not knowing exactly how to act. this was so unlike him. but you'd be lying if you said you weren't quite enjoying it - he was so close you felt inebriated by him. all you had to do was lean forward, at the tip of your toes and your lips would meet.
"please... please, don't flirt with anyone else."
you nodded again feeling your stomach agitated and getting your hopes ridiculously high with his words before you could even think about it rationally. he was probably asking you to not flirt with anyone because someone could see and that would ruin the image you've worked so hard to build, but maybe, just maybe... maybe he was jealous. maybe a little part of loid did thought of you as his wife and that's why he would hate if you flirted with other people. just maybe, but that was enough to make your heart race on your chest.
"i can't take it anymore, y/n. i can't."
what is it that he couldn't take it anymore? you? the fake marriage? anxiety washed over you while your mind raced through your memories trying to find where you could've gone wrong besides today, when he thought you were flirting with a complete stranger, but you couldn't find anything. maybe you really were unloveable, and that's why the only man who ever agreed to be with you only did it because he was desperate for a woman to pretend to be his wife to get his daughter in that fancy school, but even in that situation he couldn't stand you. you lived your whole life giving excuses as to why you were alone - your work, your brother, how shy you were, other priorities - but maybe it really was because no one wanted you.
"i-i'm really sorry, i promise i'll-"
"i love you." loid confessed.
his voice was so low and he spoke so fast you could've just imagined. you felt your cheeks burn and your heart seemed to want to get out of your chest. loid loosened his grip in your wrist and took a step back.
"i've loved you for some time now, you're all i can think about. it's maddening and i don't understand it, but i want to be close to you at all times. i can't pretend i don't care anymore and simply watch as other man hit on you when the mere thought of someone else holding you makes my whole body shivers. i can't be in the same room as you without wanting to take you in my arms."
loid's eyes never left yours, so he noticed when you froze. he thought you were panicking, completely terrified. you were panicking, alright, but definitely not terrified. you just didn't know how to act, what to say, what to do. loid took his eyes off of you and focused on the door.
"now i understand if you don't feel the same and want to leave, which is completely fine. we can figure out what to do with anya and the school, and your brother of course. i really didn't think this through, i wasn't counting on losing it today."
"loid, i-i love you."
loid looked back at you instantly, turning his body in your direction.
"you do?"
"yes!" you laughed. "i thought it was obvious because anya knows! i felt so pathetic. this wasn't part of the deal."
"no, it wasn't."
loid made his way back to you and stopped when he was close enough to touch, but far enough to give you space and an option in case you didn't want him that close. now that you both confessed your love it seemed you didn't know how to act with each other anymore, it felt a little awkward, but probably because you were so nervous.
"i'm going to kiss you now." he warned you.
"o-okay!"
"i may be terrible at it." he confessed. loid hasn't kissed many people in his life, he can actually count how many on one hand, and all of them were strictly for missions, never because he intended to. this was all new to him.
"okay."
loid examined your face to make sure you were comfortable, and leaned forward, touching your lips with his. you felt energized, as if his lips released an electrical discharge through your body, and you wanted more. you wanted to be completely taken and filled by him, needed to feel him everywhere. your hands moved on their own to his shoulders and you pulled yourself closer to him. loid's tongue shyly brushed against your lips before you opened them and allowed his tongue to caress yours. a soft moan escaped you, which made him smile - apparently he was a good kisser after all. his hands cupped each side of your face as he deepened the kiss, then traveled down the sides of your body, landing on your waist and he pulled you impossibly close, fingers indenting their shape on your skin.
"mama..." anya called from her room.
loid broke the kiss, but didn't let go of you, instead resting his forehead on yours while you both panted.
"she'll go back to sleep, i'm sure." he only hoped he was right.
"she's been having bad nightmar-"
loid's lips captured yours in a passionate kiss before you could finish your sentence, only letting you breathe when anya called again.
"i better go see if she's ok." you said, collecting your hands for yourself.
"yes."
he kissed your forehead and finally let you go. when your feet reached the doorstep, before you left to anya's room he called your name, making you look back at him.
"stay with me tonight. i'll wait for you in my bedroom."
"okay." you replied with a smile.
"but you don't have to go, there's no pressure. i just want to be close to you, nothing else."
"it's ok. i'll see you soon."
you swear you heard him chuckle before you left.
so you entered the room of your daughter to make sure she was okay before meeting your husband in his room. life can be really wonderful sometimes.
