#loganjames

My boy . . . Miss you hard. I’ll never forget this day 45 years ago (gasp!). The day you were born. My little man who came into this world wide-eyed. Just seconds old & you acquainted yourself with the world. Oh, how I loved you. Oh, how I love you still. How my heart aches for you. Still. #thechroniclesoffarnia #thingssoamazeme #wonder #loganjames #missyou #34yearswithoutyou #yourbirthday #loss #achildsdeath #heartache #iloveyousomuch #sigh https://www.instagram.com/p/CkzYW9XJMXt/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Memories of you saturate my heart & the story of you spills from my eyes. —Grace Andrews We grieve hard because we love hard. Loving this boy of mine harder & harder every day. And missing him just as hard. #thechroniclesoffarnia #thingssoamazeme #loganjames #grief #missyou #iloveyou #stillsohard #still #heartache #myboy #son #33years #always11 #hope #faith #illseeyouagain #mine https://www.instagram.com/p/CjDYdjXr9vz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

32 years Gone So hard to understand When every day feels like that day A mother’s heart never Forgets A mother’s heart always Aches A mother’s heart always Loves My precious boy Logan James 10 November 1977 28 September 1989 #thechroniclesoffarnia #loganjames #missyou #loveyou #inmyheart #foreverfamily #ache #heartache #brokenheart #memories #alwaysandforever #believe #thereisaplan #seeyathere https://www.instagram.com/p/CUXh3Yfl1d6/?utm_medium=tumblr

Excited to see these 2 munchkins over the weekend #unclelife #LukeAnthony #LoganJames (at Rowland Heights, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPZ9okPr_A3/?utm_medium=tumblr

Fat feat from Logan lol #loganjames #5months (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-giLNjAL24/?igshid=11vi5teb3b6sh

FaceTime with this handsome 👿 #loganjames https://www.instagram.com/p/B9yD2C9ABcz/?igshid=p6eq3k65pdrh

Rolls on rolls on rolls... #loganjames #chunky https://www.instagram.com/p/B80Qc7igMPi/?igshid=fy8l9o0ldqtp

You never stop losing a child and to cope you find other things to live for… You need to keep busy to keep your heart from breaking further. Life is a weird thing. We spend all our time trying to manage different aspects of it, yet we are still largely shaped by things that happened beyond our control. (Fredrick Backman from his book Us Against You) Thirty years. It’s been thirty years...and it seems like yesterday. #thechroniclesoffarnia #thingssoamazeme #thirtyyears #loganjames #iloveyou #missyoueveryday https://www.instagram.com/p/B2_F1pFAXfd/?igshid=1kuyy9jslwwlw