The past 3 years have been so fucking wild for me (same as a lot of other people, honestly) and I find myself in a position I didn’t really think I’d ever be in. I’ve had to go no contact with various family members, found out how I’m actually viewed by them- which is not good- and left feeling like a veil has been lifted and I’m seeing things more clearly. I’ve also come to realize it’s highly possible I have autism, though I’m not 100% certain, so I won’t say that I do.
It really would explain a lot about my life and experiences. And the more I learn about autism, the more I find myself relating to it too much. I’m trying to navigate quite a bit now between everything going on in the world and everything going on in my life. It can seem like a lot at times, but I’m gonna keep trucking.
Hopefully, I’ll come out of this with more answers and on a better path. I’m also single again, however, really glad about that one- dodged a bullet, I’d say.
