#lodium stuff

My mind could base it on this old meme pic that I saw a few years ago on a Pinterest. I still get anxiety that things that I draw could be drawn already and would make me feel guilty. That's how I always am

For all times I was drawing pics with ace/demi pride with my sonas. So I wanted to draw something else, and I already thought to draw this with Oryx earlier because I like him and the way that this change was possible with everyone being okay about it in the game. And that usually I'm too forgetful and lost to catch up on smaller pride days and weeks

And because of a lot of bigots that were screaming at LGBTQIA+ representations. Not only in Destiny (but I have a lot of it in my feed) on twt. I still don't understand if replies with "Gay" under these were considered to be offensive or as a fact, bc the first one seemed very strange. Would hope that such people will really leave the game and community as they say and will not come to whine every year about it. Bc it looks like the same thing over time when for some reason they come back to write how it's good that they left and uninstalled, and then why do you still spend your time to come here and to write this, and not doing some other good life stuff??

Sorry I'm just tired of seeing this and don't understand the logic and point of doing what they're doing. And I might become harsher when I'm too tired of the lack of good sleep

I also was thinking if alien species could have their different genders with understanding that goes beyond what humans made to themself. Though, there still was the usage of male/female to the Hive and Oryx changed like this where a lot of people were calling him trans, so I guess it's suitable for him to be drawn like this

I like his weird face, like cloth/skin folds that change their position and form with every movement, gives creepy unnatural vibe.

So Lyle's bad weird side was coming up a little with some dialogs, and after replaying the first photo paper interaction with choosing "no". I wanted to believe that how creepy monsters wouldn't look they're not always harmful and ill-willed inside (that's why I might get beaten a lot in this game/get stuck in a hope that slaying monsters is not required for some things). Well… now this means I can make him suffer as one of bad favorite characters.

And he's such a wet cat when getting kicked out. And his actions after coming to his apartment after this and leaving. You have an apartment where you live, why so much drama. I actually thought he would be annoyed.

I felt liking them all uncolored more

I'm not sure what exact skills Taxidermy had and how it changed, bc their sculptures were described differently and others are monsters. Tho I wanted to make it creepy and distorted when having 3 heads. And it seemed like an abomination of sewed pelts that don't have clear muscle/bones logic. And like it's not that volumetric because of these sewed furs, just stacked on each other and mixed, but when seeing it for the first time I thought it was like this (maybe this number of wires inside is enough for volume). I also was not sure about this human skin that fell off (?) on its second sprite, abt how it should be posed on the first one and if it really fell off and it wasn't just a starting shadowed part in a fight, when you don't see entities fully. Uh I'm thinking too much again maybe

4th sketch is for @bugeyedragonsarecool

I like the Rat King with vibes that are created by his design, chasing sound, surroundings and his encounter.

These're quick and not perfect by rat or any anatomy creature rules from which the Rat King might be formed. I was thinking if he was like a centaur or a creature that often uses all legs to move. And do some of his locks of hair transform into worms or are just hair tangles with rats inside?

It might look weird how scrupulously I can get with such things that might look not that important, that I feel awkward because of my need of perfection in these eh. And that for sure they must be incomprehensibly monstrous with the way they built and look, it's a delectable part.

Again, felt like uncolored version is better with how the line work (if I can call it like this for sketches) is more noticeable:

I also did a worm-the-Thing infestation this time which I didn't expect. I'm not sure if it was worth it. Tho kissed Kevin

I have an abrupt hyperfixation on Look Outside. But I don't want people to be disappointed when I come back to Destiny and etc. in my art. Different vibes things.

Finally undressed Lyle on a new save, and I called him a spider before, but he can be a strange weevil too. I like weevils. It's a pity that he hasn't any trust to show himself after some time and it's the only moment where you can see him fully, and after which he's very unhappy. Sam saw things much worse. I can't fathom how he manages to be even a more wet kitty than he's every time there're new lines with him.

There was a funny bug when he comes back to Sam's apartment after being killed. Can't get rid of this guy

Again I assume that things like memes and interactions that I drew could be drawn already, but I'm very tired to check even with this strong anxiety and not wanting to get possible spoilers, bc the main tag is still muted, and I got only half of the achievements, so definitely didn't see everything.

I was finishing the Rat King sketch with symmetry tool, and it's soothing to draw with it, so I also drew Lyle. But thinking about spider theme and if I could give him a photographic film as some kind of a cobweb here (and after writing this so not to forget I played more and saw that Lyle actually gets a film connected ability). And to draw a half of this uncomfortable moment with his funny legs when making a photography.

Guess it might be easy to tell that I'm much more into non-human characters than human ones and have no clue how to draw humans here to feel like it's right, to be harmonical with other pic surroundings. And I try to draw them closer to how they're in-game, but still doesn't feel like it.

Couldn't finish it quicker because of abrupt hyperfixation on other monsters with sketching them

I have this version, but was not sure