#lnagrid

the self - knight of swords, knight of cups, page of wands. MAN okay the swords/cups knights in your immediate past/present show that you’ve grown a LOT and are a completely different person than you were before, growing way more in touch with your emotions and becoming more imaginative and less brash. you will continue to grow in that direction throughout your whole life, becoming more imaginative and setting high yet attainable goals for yourself while overall being a beautiful lil spark.

personal environment - Death, nine of cups, seven of swords. this is a really interesting blend of cards. Death as a card doesn’t just mean “death”, it also means “spiritual transformation”, so when you throw that into the mix of emotional satisfaction and diplomacy, it’s revealed that things have been kind of rough for you. it’s taken a lot for you to get where you are in your personal relationships, some more than others. some of these were worth it and some weren’t. you’re starting to figure that out now.

hopes and dreams - the Hanged Man, Wheel of Fortune, queen of cups. you really, really want to know what’s going on around you. you even want to know what’s going on without really knowing. and you want other people to know about you without you having to say anything. i think a big thing for you in college will be growing out of your shell and into a place where you’re more comfortable with ALL parts of yourself! 

known factors - the World, three of wands, ten of swords. every beginning comes from an end, and we all know that college is a HUGE start. unfortunately, you’ll be starting this journey alone, but how alone really are you? college will be much more kind to and gentle with you than high school was. 

hidden destiny - ten of cups, king of swords, ace of swords. like i said in the previous one - college will be very kind to you. all of your “hidden destiny” irl plot twists are good, which is a really really good sign. college will open up your mind and help you to be even more creative, as well as teaching you more than you ever thought you’d learn. you will finish in a much, much better place than you’re in now. 

short term future - five of wands, three of pentacles, nine of wands. there will be some conflict between what you want and what everyone wants for you, but in the process of resolving that, you’ll find yourself growing much more centered in who you are and become very solid in your beliefs. you’ll be able to find the joy and rewards in most anything. 

long term outcome - ace of wands, Temperance, page of cups. yessss much like your “hidden destiny” this is good!! you’ll come out of college feeling fresh, full of energy and initiative, but with enough knowledge of yourself to not burn yourself out all the time. not only that, but you’ll also be full of childlike curiosity to counter your new ~mature~ self, so you basically have the ultimate balance.