#lloyd rants

fuckin dickead made a lil comment about how I should "stop eating meat and dairy" because of something abt animal abuse.

While I am against the animal abuse stuff, I agree its awful, maybe someone shouldn't push other people into avoiding meat/animal products, as it is ignorant of some people's health issues, like mine

if I were to attempt either a vegetarian or a vegan diet, I'd quite literally fucking die as I almost got to that point because I tried that shit when I was younger.

everyone wants to talk about how left aligned people are fucking things up and there are the stupid political comic strips about "ooOOOoOOooooooo LIBERAL bus and PRONOUN school" and how people in my community or people who are fighting for the rights of my brothers and sisters are ruining america

shut the fuck up you disgusting waste of flesh and organs. My community, my fellow friends who have a uterus, my entire identity that is shared amongst other is not ruining america.

what's ruining america is the hand on the clock going backwards. what's ruining this fucking hellhole is a bunch of stupid big boys in big boy positions acting like this place is only for conservative white men, as if they didn't steal this land from my indigenous brothers, sisters, and beyond.

yes and it's on shit I'm not posting here bc it's just that.

fucking practice. im not big on posting my sketches and other shit like that often.

here look at this page that I keep just for pose practicing. Working on two different things and I'm trying to edit my typical pose [far right, standing]

I'm not confident in using the new poses with my fucking characters yet

All this shit down here is shit I did after working on certain shit for a lil bit.

you really think I can throw out new poses constantly? sometimes sticking to my comfort zone is how I relax bc I'm spending so much goddamn time trying different shit.

and backgrounds arent a thing I do constantly

you want a drawing with a background? here. have two

backgrounds arent a thing I can do constantly. They tend to hurt my hand and also cause Ibis to crash constantly bc of how much I do to make the background look halfway decent.

I post the shit im comfortable posting bc I have a comfort zone. Maybe one day I will draw more poses and put a background on my shit

but that day wont be today

and I highly fucking doubt itll be tomorrow.

besides, poses and backgrounds arent the only fucking thing to art. theres colors and thick/thin lines, there are small details that take a good eye to notice.