#littykitty

I tried adderall for the first time today. I went to the library to study for my exam. It was 25mg and whatever but it was the most productive studying I did for the past 7 months combined. I’m tired of school. I truly am but I have the responsibility to keep going. But not only the responsibility I hold I genuinly want to continue my education. Whenever I think what’s mine I think of the HS diploma I earned along with my AA. That is mine and truly no one can take it away from me. Whenever I felt like giving up or when people left my life my education remained with me. Anyways today it allowed me to stay focus. I know it’s popular with those who struggle with ADHD and treat narcolepsy let alone college students. I just hope I can convince my parents for a prescription (and obvs my doctor) bc medication is such a negative connotation in my household. But it was honestly the most I felt productive in a very long time. My social anxiety was gone along with my continuous depressing thoughts. Not to be dramatic but like it was the most I moved physically and cared for the longest time.