First of all thank you for asking! When I open up my ask inbox its usually full of asks for diaper checks...which I understand why hehe
Iām doingā¦ mixed, honestly. Yesterday I heard back about a job I applied for after months of searching. I got it! Itās not in the field I'm passionate about and hoping to get into but Iām trying to celebrate the win.
At the same time Iāve been feeling a bit behind my peers. I got burnt out during my undergrad and a combination of undiagnosed adhd and dyscalculia made my studies way more difficult and my grades aren't strong enough for honours. I keep wondering what the next right move is with study, but motivation has been hard to find.
On top of that, executive dysfunction has been kicking my butt with basic daily stuff like cooking and cleaning. I upped my ADHD meds recently and now I can start tasksā¦ but then I get overwhelmed by everything and freeze anyway. Classic.
Physically, Iāve had lower back pain for the past week thatās making everything harder, plus a stubborn diaper rash thatās finally healing but still annoying. Little space has been a nice escape when I can manage it.
Creatively, Iām in a weird spot too! I want to write more stories and captions that feel authentic and worth reading, but I keep critiquing every sentence until I delete everything. So if anyone has topics they actually enjoy reading about (whether itās little life, fantasies, daily struggles, or random non-ABDL things), Iād love to hear!
Overall Iām okay, just navigating a lot at once. But how are you? How is everyone on here doing?
Or if you made it this far, let me know your favourite fruit! Mine is strawberries as you can tell! š but I also like pears, bananas, nectarines, grapes, and avocados š„ (which classify as a fruit oddly enough!)
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Love your content, is there any aspect of abdl thats inherently degrading or humiliating to you?
Ohā¦yes. All of it is. Thatās exactly why weāre here, scrolling Tumblr at all hours, hearts and likes flying on those specific pictures and captions that hit just right.
The ones we keep coming back to, again and again, because they scratch that deep, squirmy itch we canāt quite explain to vanilla people.
For me, the humiliation is everywhereā¦ but in the sweetest, most thrilling way. Thereās something so blushy and exciting about letting myself be all helpless and little, handing over every bit of big-girl control to Daddy.
Diapers, pacis, soft onesies-it all makes me feel so small and vulnerable. And even though itās embarrassing, I love it.
Itās likeā¦ I get to choose to lose all my power, and somehow that feels really empowering and safe because I trust him completely. We both enjoy it so much. š
I saw you have a really big stacking ring of Sanrio friends plushie toy, would you mind sharing where you got it? I would love something like that for my littlespace area :3
Aww hiii! Thank you so so much, that means the world to me š„¹š Iām really happy you like the cute vibe of my blog. Iāve got lots of posts and other things planned for people to get to know me in the near future, so I hope youāll stick around and enjoy them ā”
About the big Sanrio friends stacking ring plushie, I got it from a Japanese online store a couple of years ago (maybe 2-3 years now?), and it was under the āSanrio Babyā line. Depending on where you are, you might still find similar ones (or even the exact style) on places like Amazon, eBay, or international Sanrio shops š
If you find one or something similar, Iād love love love to see pics of it in your littlespace area!! āŗļøāØ
