I know I sound crazy when I say this but Lithium by Nirvana is the perfect song for Mandy Milkovich, just the way that it sounds and the lyrics (even though the meaning to my knowledge is about a guy finding comfort in god after his girlfriend dies) are perfect for someone like her.
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Animated YCH - starts at $30 for four animated segments and four custom scenes (w/ line boil). I'm also flexible with species! The example is a cat because warriors ychs are usually most popular but I'm open to discussing pretty much anything [wings of fire dragons, wolves, etc.], anthro included. I'm also potentially open to trades/barter. There's more info in the YT video description and such!
I'd super appreciate if you checked it out (even just to watch!) and reblogged. And if you're interested in purchasing please go ahead and do so on the YouTube video!
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GUARANTEED:
•Lineart and flat color! Lineart color (+ text color) is also up for your customization.
•Gradient/solid color/pattern/very simple backgrounds for lipsync AND line boil segments
•Total customization for what scene you want me to draw for the line boil segments (I reserve the right to refuse and work with you on an alternate idea; no NSFW/suggestive scenes)
•Customization concerning expressions during the lipsync segments (additionally, the blood/zoom for the last shot is not set in stone)
•Ability to change the species (e.g. change from a cat to a dragon or wolf); please let me know what species you are thinking of so I can let you know whether I feel confident delivering that to you!!
•ONE character for all four lipsync sections [to purchase between 2 and 8 characters, please see the BIDDING INFO section below]. Design can be moderately changed between lipsync sections to show passage of time, etc.
RULES
•Payment will only be accepted via PayPal (USD).
•Discord is required for me to communicate with you.
•Must be 16+ to bid.
•Please be sure you can pay if you decide to bid; joke bids will be deleted.
•Bidding will take place in the pinned comment.
•Bidding will close immediately with autobuy or 48 hours after the last bid.
•At least half payment is due 24 hours after winning the auction; the rest will be due when the YCH is close to being finished.
•Please have a references for your characters (sheets, filled bases, picrews, etc.)
•I reserve the right to refuse service if I feel uncomfortable continuing work with you. If this happens after you have already paid, I will do my best to refund you.
ON MY END
•I will aim to have this finished for you within eight weeks, but I will communicate if it will take longer.
•Refunds may be arranged in the case of an emergency.
•If I cannot complete for some reason, you will be refunded and delivered whatever I may have completed at the time of dropping out.
•The animation smoothness is the same as it will be in the final.
BIDDING INFO [USD]
SB: $30
MI: $5
Automatic Buy is more pricey to encourage bidding!
AB1: $80 - custom thumbnail, ability to have between 1 and 4 characters for the lipsync sections (which will then repeat), more complex backgrounds
AB2: $100 - AB1 + cell shading, small extra animation during lipsync (ear flip, blink, etc.)
AB3: $125 - AB2 + ability to have up to 8 characters for the lipsync sections
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TRIGGER WARNING: SA, drug use (ambiguous), mental health
Man oh man it's time to get depressing in here. I used to be on the school bus just completely out of my mind by myself at the end of every day. Often I would be coming down to this song and hating myself. I was also in a super abusive relationship where I was SA'd by my then-boyfriend multiple times over the course of two years... of course, I was too drugged up to care (or remember super clearly, thankfully). That period of my life is not something that I am very eager to start remembering.
It's insane to me how one shithead can change your whole perspective on yourself and completely demolish your self-worth in just two short years. He made me feel like nobody would be capable of loving me the way he "loved" me, no one would/could ever want a trans man unless they were a fetishist (way to tell on yourself, dickhead), and that I "wasn't allowed" to break up with him ever. Of course I got fed up with him and broke things off anyway... aaaand he stalked me for about six or seven months after that.
But I digress... Anyway! I completely ruined this song for my ex, especially because when I'd go to his house after school and this was all I would listen to on our 30-45 minute bus ride on a loop and refuse to put anything else on, unless it was that All The Way by Schmoyoho. God I was fucking weird.
I find it difficult to listen to this song at times unless I'm in the right mindset or I find that I am able to listen to "coming down" songs without many mental/emotional repercussions.
I'll end this here I suppose. Maybe I can share another story tomorrow? Signing off for now in the meantime.