You talk a mile a minute; Spencer listens like itâs his favorite thing in the world. From chaotic banter to quiet comfort, he makes sure you know youâre never âtoo muchââjust you.
Youâd been talking less today.
Not that anyone else seemed to noticeânot in the middle of shoot day chaos, with Ian misplacing his phone for the fifth time and Shayne turning a prop ladder into a visual bit mid-sceneâbut Spencer did.
He always did.
It wasnât that youâd gone silent. Just⌠quieter. More careful. Like you were editing yourself in real time. Cutting down on the tangents. Swallowing the unfiltered commentary that usually spilled out of you like it was oxygen.
And Spencer hated it.
He figured it out halfway through lunch. You were scrolling through comments on the morningâs video, biting your lip in that way you did when you were trying not to react to something. He caught the brief flicker of a frown before you locked your phone and stuffed it into your pocket. He didnât askânot right away. Spencer wasnât the âdemand answersâ kind of guy. He waited. Watched you retreat into the background for the rest of the shoot like you were just⌠part of the furniture.
When the cameras were finally off, and everyone else scattered to reset for the next bit segment, he found you leaning against the snack table, staring at a bag of pretzels like it had personally wronged you.
âYou good?â he asked, leaning next to you.
âYeah,â you said quickly. Too quickly. âJust⌠tired.â
He hummed. âMm. Thatâs funny. âCause usually when youâre tired you talk more, not less.â
You hesitated, then sighed.
âSomeone left a comment. Said I⌠talk too much. That Iâm not even funny or essential to the team. Just⌠extra noise, I guess.â
Spencerâs jaw tightened.
You laughed weakly, like you could shrug it off. âItâs not a big deal, itâs justâmaybe theyâre right. Maybe I donât have to fill every silence.â
His eyes softened, but you kept going.
âItâs dumb, because⌠this happened to Angela, remember? A couple of months ago, when people in the comments decided she âdidnât add anythingâ? I was furious. I sat with her in the break room and told her those people didnât know what they were talking aboutâthat they donât get to decide who belongs here. I meant it, too.â
You rubbed your arm, gaze dropping. âSo why canât I just⌠take my own advice?â
Spencer turned fully toward you, voice steady but low.
âBecause itâs harder when itâs about you,â he said. âItâs easy to defend someone else you care about. Itâs harder to believe you deserve that same defense. But you do.â
His tone sharpened just enough to make you meet his eyes.
âYouâre part of the team because you are essential. Youâre funny. Youâre smart. You make people feel comfortable just by being you. Including me. And just like you told Angelaâthose comments donât matter. They didnât change how much she brings to the table, and they sure as hell donât change you.â
Something in your chest loosened, the same way it had the day Angela smiled at you through her tears back then.
đą Smosh HQ Group Chat: âđŹ Weâre Professionals (Allegedly)â
Courtney đ: WHO SAID IT??? Drop the @, I just wanna talk.
Shayne đ: No, I wanna talk. With my fists.
Damien đĽ: đ whatâs happening?
Angela đ¤: Someone in the comments decided to be real brave today and called Y/N âextra noise.â Like?? Sorry, youâre allergic to joy???
Tommy đ§˘: Absolutely feral take.
Arasha đŹ: Not them being wrong and loud about it đ
Courtney đ: I have a spreadsheet of insults for this exact scenario.
Ian đ§ : We donât condone targeted harassment, Courtney.
Courtney đ: Right, right. Public harassment, then.
Angela đ¤: No, seriouslyâY/N, remember when people came for me a few months ago? Said I didnât âadd anythingâ? You sat with me in the break room for like two hours, telling me how much that crap doesnât matter. You were right then, and youâre still right now. Donât let one bored internet troll make you feel smaller.
Tommy đ§˘: đ THIS đ
Damien đĽ: Yeah, they clearly have no clue what itâs like here without you. (Spoiler: itâs worse.)
Shayne đ: Youâre the glue and the glitter, Y/N. Without you, weâd just⌠be some people standing in a warehouse.
Arasha đŹ: âŚand it would smell worse.
Spencer đ§: âŚagree.
Courtney đ: Wow, two words from Spencer? heâs practically yelling.
Shayne đ: Seriously, though, heâs right. Youâre the best part of the room.
Spencer đ§: yep.
Ian đ§ : Can confirm. Essential personnel.
Damien đĽ: So itâs settled. We keep being loud and amazing.
Courtney đ: And by loud, you meanâ
Angela đ¤: Exactly what youâre thinking.
Arasha đŹ: Roll out!













