I just love your writing so much, so I would like to request some more Lisack/Lawblad please
I would love to see some establishes Lisack where Liam discovered that he is poly because he started developing feelings for Arvid as well and he feels super guilty about it, so Lisack have some good deep talk
thank youuđŤśđź
Hello! So I went lowk wild on this one (almost 1800 words..) because I really like the concept. I'm pretty proud of it. Arvid is lowkey being a bit of a little devil but it's all okay in the end. So enjoy!!! And plz send me more asks <3
Got My Wires Crossed
Lisack + Lawblad = Lawbladjar - 1790 words - SFW - Read after cut
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Liam wanted to be a good boyfriend, and he thinks he is most of the time. He takes Isack out to dinner, he lays in the hotel with him after a bad race, and he tries to respond to almost every text. He's there for every crash, every point, every argument with the team and so much more. One might think he was jealous, that he was as upset that Isack earned a spot that Liam himself was fighting for. Theyâd be wrong. Liam is nothing but proud of his boyfriend.
It sucked that they were separated more often now. Liam has to hang around Arvid. Who is loud and bright and amazingly funny. Liamâs started to really like Arvid. The younger man is openly affectionate. Always finding ways to hug and touch Liam. Itâs nice, VCARB is nice. As much as he gripes about the social media team and all that they truly are a good family.
Just one that Isack isnât a part of anymore, and Liam is starting to think Isack doesnât like it. He and Arvid are always sharing unpleasant staredowns and clipped comments that fly straight over Liam's head. Isack always says things are fine, just an annoying younger boy. Weird, but thatâs fine. Liamâs not gonna lose his mind if the two men he spends the most time with donât get along. Heâs a good boyfriend, and heâs not going to mess things up.
Except he thinks he might be.Â
Theyâre hanging around in Liamâs apartment right now, him and Isack. The Frenchman currently sprawled across Liamâs legs. Theyâre not really hanging out as much as enjoying each other's space. The few hours they get together that arenât before and after races are usually when theyâre both sick of the world. So theyâll just lay together for a bit some days. A movie is playing in french on the TV, Isack fully invested. Liam is scrolling his phone. Absorbed in random instagram nonsense. All in all, theyâre looking at a lovely evening.Â
Itâs the notification, accompanied by the smiling picture of Arvidâs face, that pulls Liam out of the cozy little bubble. He clicks on it without thinking too much. Heâs met with a selfie taken in the mirror, the British boy shining with that post-workout sweat. Arvid is waving at the camera, and has gracefully captioned the picture with the message: âWhatâre you doing?âÂ
Liam doesnât know why it makes him blush, and he really doesnât wanna think about it. He just texts back.
RacingBros (vry funny arvid.) 10:03 pm
Liam: Hanging w/ Isack. Youâre up late.
Arvid: Bored. Got some energy out. You having a fun time đ
Liam: Get your mind out of the gutter Mate.
Arvid: Mb mb. Life is hella boring between races
Liam: Arenât you an influencer or smth. Just film. Admin would love u.
Arvid: I meant boring without you. Holy airball
Liam hesitates at that. He looks down at Isack. His boyfriend looks back and just grins towards him. Itâs just a casual conversation. Nothing more.Â
Liam: Most teammates enjoy a break from each other.
Arvid: This is supposed to be the part where you say you miss me too
Liam: I miss you too.
Arvid: :D â¨đ
Liam: Go tf to bed.Â
Arvid: But ur so much more interesting. Also Iâm sweaty and gross so no
Liam: Iâm literally with my boyfriend.
Arvid: So?
Liam puts the phone down after that because his heart is going way too fast. This isnât right. This isnât good boyfriend behavior. Heâs being Awful. This is wrong.Â
âLiam? You okay?â Isack hums, and Liam just nods. He loves Isack. He does. Truly, he does. Nothing had ever made that waver. When Liam talks to anyone else- to Arvid- he never felt like he was losing his affection to Isack. Â
âDo you want a hug?â Isack continues, and Liam nods again. Getting wrapped up in Isackâs strong arms and feeling a thousand times better about it for a while. âIâm here, if you want to talk.â
Liam doesnât even know where to start. So he just whispers âI love youâ and snuggles in closer to him. Maybe, if he just stays close enough to Isack everything else will melt away.Â
He tries to leave it there. He really does. He suppresses notifications from Arvid on his phone, but he still checks their messages every hour practically. He takes Isack out more, but he finds himself staring at Arvid in the paddock. Liamâs not a religious man, but he feels like he should go confess his sins. Maybe that's all that could save him.
Isack doesnât seem to notice Liamâs turmoil, and if Arvid does he doesnât say anything. Instead, Liam feels like the ball of a padel game. Being knocked between the two and neither of them realizing that heâs being a vile asshole. Is he leading Isack on? Is Arvid leading him on? Is he reading too much into things? Itâs all a mess, and itâs most certainly his own fault.
Things boil over when heâs hanging out with Arvid in the youngerâs hotel before a race, sharing a meal and just trying to chill before the race. Except Arvid doesnât let Liam have any peace.Â
âYou know, itâs fun how so many of us on the grid are like, queer. But other than you and Isack nobody's normal about it,â Arvid ponders aloud, looking at Liam with too much intention.Â
âWhat do you mean?â Liam- rather stupidly- asks.Â
Arvid just snorts. âI mean, youâve got whatever the hell happened with Nico and Lewis. Thereâs the whole will they, wonât they thing with Charles and Max. Donât even get me started about how Pierre, Yuki, and Esteban are in the world's most dysfunctional polycule. Except I think they just say that any two of them are dating + a third. Changes on the week, I think they got fixed up now that Yuki isnât competing.âÂ
Itâs a wild onslaught of information. Liam likes to think heâs up to date on grid relationship politics- he knew the Max thing- but this is more than he was aware of. âI thought Yuki and Pierre were dating?â
âThree way street,â Arvid shrugs. âI mean, what do I know? New guy on the block and all. Just what Iâve heard from Ollie and such.âÂ
âYeah, you prema boys are always messing around with things.â Liam jokes forcefully, flicking a crumb on the table at Arvid in his bid to lighten the conversation for himself. âWhyâre you bringing this up?âÂ
âJust thought you might be interested, Liam.â Arvid shrugs.Â
That makes his head spin more. Why would Arvid think that? Maybe he is being obvious. Everyone knows that Liam is a cheating bastard and should be slung out and shamed by the town. He just goes down an awful rabbit hole. Too many google searches and dumb ass quizzes that remind him of when he was a teenage boy figuring out he was gay. Itâs miserable, and Liam doesnât make himself feel better by the end.Â
Maybe he is polyamorous, or maybe heâs trying to rationalize how awful heâs being. Itâs just complicated, and he needs to stop. He hates himself for enjoying Arvidâs smile as much as Isackâs laugh. For wanting Arvid to keep hugging him when itâs not necessary. For wanting the best of both worlds. He doesnât sleep well the night after the whole debacle, and his race performance reflects it.Â
Isack starts to notice after that, Liam is more than aware. Heâs shying away from both of them, because pushing it all away is easier than dealing with it. Isack isnât satisfied with that though.Â
âYouâre being weird,â Isack tells him one night. Theyâre out to dinner, in a quiet corner of a slow restaurant. Liam hasnât touched his food. âSomething is wrong, and worse you are not telling me. Did I do something?â
âNo!â Liam huffs quickly, âItâs not you Isack. Youâre perfect.âÂ
Unfortunately, that doesnât seem to fix a thing. âIf itâs not me then what? You know I love you, Liam, and you love me. So why can you not tell me? Weâre together in this.â
âI canât- because weâre together in this,â he whispers. Suddenly, his eyes are getting damp and his throat is getting tight. âIâm messing everything up, and I really donât wanna.âÂ
âI donât see anything messed up.â God, Isack sounds so sincere, and it hurts. Liam is genuinely the Worst.Â
Liam takes a breath, and reaches out to take Isackâs gracious hands. âI love you. So much. Best thing to happen since I joined the Redbull program. I promise I do⌠nothing can change that. I want to be good to you. I wanted to do good by you.â He grits out, shaking his head when Isack tries to interject. âDonât say I do. Because Iâm not. Iâm.. Iâm letting my eyes wander and Iâm entertaining someone elseâs advances- or maybe Iâm so messed up that Iâm just pretending thatâs what they are. I swear I donât love you any less but- I think Iâm cheating on you?âÂ
That makes Isack still for a moment. Liam closes his eyes and waits for the other man to pull away. Isack never does though. Liamâs hands are pulled up gently, and his knuckles are kissed. âYou think?â Isack snorts, shaking his head a little. âIf you were as awful as youâre making yourself sound, I donât think youâd tell me.â That makes Liam look up. âI am not stupid, chĂŠrie. If you think I have not noticed all of this, then you are insulting my intelligence.âÂ
âThen why havenât you gotten rid of me yet?â Liam hiccups, trying to wipe his tears.Â
âHave you thought that perhaps it is not a deal breaker? I think we are very secure in our relationship. I think you are happy with me, and happy with him. I want you to be the Most Happy. That could mean both of us. I do not mind so much, hmm?â Isack tugs on Liamâs hands until he gets the memo. Walks around the booth to sit next to Isack and hugs him. âYou are my Boyfriend. I want you to be happy. Heâs cute, non?â
Liam canât help but giggle. âHeâs cute.âÂ
âHe makes you blush, so we have something in common.â Isack continues. âI think you get all up in your head instead of telling me things. And I donât like it.âÂ
âIâm sorry.â Liam sighs.
They sit together for a while, and it makes Liam settle. Happy and warm together.
Isack doesnât hesitate though. âSo, should we call him?âÂ
Liam smiles, nodding against Isackâs neck. âSounds perfect, babe.â
A.N: AHHHHHH I like this one a lot. I hope you did too. Pls reblog or comment to let me know ur thoughts and feel free to send ur own asks. Any Paring, Any Situation (I see you rare pair askers, I'm coming I promise)
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When the Isack hadjar blogs kinda empty..I make my way very sadly to the issac hadjar and when thats empty. The Ih6 ones..đ
-Mini ship rant-
Will not catch me in the arvid linblad IM SORRY I HATE HIM SO MUCH HES A SUCH A TRIGGER FOR ME.
đYALL JUST BE USING MY BOY ISACK FOR BEING A BACKGROUND CHARACTER ..Give my boy some solo stuff..đ˘.He deserves better.
Id rather suffer with his Vcarb seatbelt, then ever touch smth Arvid x Hadjar, Hadjar x Liam, Hadjar X Liam X Arvid, or even LIAM X ARVID, NOT EVEN OLLIE X ISACK.
Hadjar fans feel so fakeđ˘ cause wdym youâre a fan yet you ONLY are shipping him and nothing more.
Like oh! Youâre drawing him? Cool!
Oh⌠itâs him in a ship art, or as some side character.đŤŠ
Dont even show me anything with Isack, and Franco either. WE ARE IMMEDIATELY NOT ON GOOD TERMS IF YOU DO.đĄ (somewhat joking..)