#lin angst

When he came into your room, he would always knock and wait for you to answer. You always invited him in.

He rocked your world and left you spent and breathless, leaving without a goodbye, or a kiss.

You were so fucking torn. You know your body needed him, but you were beginning to want his attention in other ways, and that was so fucking annoying.

So you began acting out.

You were killing him. All Lin really wanted was for you to admit that you had feelings for him. He wasn’t going to force himself on you; you always let him into your bed willingly.

For a little while, he let your eager response to him make him believe that you wanted him too, and for more than just sex. But as soon as the euphoria evaporated, he left, to avoid seeing you turn away from him.

He hung out with his friends as late as he could every evening, to avoid the cold space that was his home.

You started going out with your girls, mainly to the same clubs and bars that Lin frequented. Your favorite, and his, was Ricky’s.

The first time he saw you, he stalked over to you and asked what you were doing.

You gave him a smart ass remark about him and your father, and although his eyes flashed, he left you alone, moodily staring at you from across the room.

You didn’t want to interpret his soulful dark eyes as puppy dog, but as soulless monster. It helped you sleep at night.

This kept up for about a week, until Lin thought it was time he took control. The fact that other dudes in the bar were ogling you and buying you drinks was the final straw.

This night, Lin pulled you into a corner of the club, where it was dark.

"I want to talk about us. Some things need to change. You seem to have forgotten that ass is mine."

You were annoyed.

"Why do you wanna fuck up a nice night by trying to start an argument? I told you what was up. I don't want to hear anymore about it. Don't be a fucking simp."

You started to walk away. Lin yanked you back by your arm.

"I'm a simp?"

Lin was speaking through clenched teeth.

"Well, if you want to have anything else to do with me, our lifestyle, or this marriage, you better listen the fuck up when I say I want to talk."

You tried to pull away from his grip, but he had your arm fast. You slapped him and tried to get away.

Lim stopped, then smiled as he grabbed your face and turned it back toward him. You looked at him with those fucking pretty wide eyes.

Fuck, he was as hard as a rock.

"Let. Me. Go."

You sounded pissed but looked turned on.

"Get your fucking hands off me."

Lin immediately let you go but you didn't move. He could tell you wanted it. You stood there and looked at him as if you’d never seen him before. Then you bit your lip.

"Go on. Take a little time to cool down if you want to get over yourself. But when I say come here, you'd better bring your ass to me. Like that."

Lin snapped his fingers and you jumped, as if you were startled. You cleared your throat and smoothed your hair as you backed away toward the bar.

"I-I'm going to get a drink."

Lin kept staring you down.

"You do that. Remember, bring that ass here when I say so."

You turned around and Lin could have sworn he saw a smile on your face as you turned.

About 15 minutes later, you walked over to the table. Lin had another drink. You and he had stalked each other the rest of the night.

You tried, unsuccessfully, not to let him catch you checking for him.

The song you danced to at your wedding came on, and

As the song started, he started to move toward you. Lin pointed to the spot next to him and you were there in three seconds. He didn't speak as he took you in his arms. You moved as one for about four minutes as the song played.

After it was over, he led you to a banquette on the other side of the bar and let his hands do the talking as you waited for midnight.

He had you nervous. Lin’s hands were traveling up your leg to the hem of your dress. He didn’t stop there, but continued north.

"Everyone can see what you're doing.”

Your eyes fell halfway closed as Lin’s hand went in your panties. He didn't speak for a couple of minutes as he did what he wanted.

"I'm just getting you ready for what's going to happen after we talk. In about 30 seconds," Lin paused as he fingered you. "You’re going to cum. Exactly when I tell you to.”

Lins fingers were between the lips of your pussy and circling your clit with tight, insistent strokes.

"Oh. Ok."

You were under his spell and any resistance was long gone. Lin worked your clit faster.

“If I had the space and opportunity, I would spank this clit. Punish you for being a bad girl.”

Your eyes were focused on Lin’s lips, and the filthy words he was saying. For some reason you wanted to be his good girl. His lips were delicious… You were hypnotized as he started a countdown. You weren’t going to kiss him, but…

"5, 4, 3, 2, 1.... “

Lin’s voice was every. Thing.

"Cum. Now."

No one. Absolutely no one but your husband was watching you when you came at his command. You tried to keep it quiet, but it didn't matter. No one cared. Except you and Lin.

"Fuck! Lin...."

You were exhausted. All the tension and now this.

Lin watched you for a few with a little smile on his face and then moved quickly, very pleased with himself.

"Get it together. We will talk. And we will fuck. And then we will make love. So straighten up. I don't want to hear that you are tired. Let's go."

You scrambled up, straightened your dress and followed Lin over to his friends.

You watched and listened in a daze as he said his goodbys. But you were so tired from the orgasm. You didn't realize it when you yawned.

You realized your mistake as you saw Lin's expression and his raised eyebrow.

You crossed your arms and tried to look tough. You had to save face.

"No time for sleep. You know what's up."

You rolled your eyes, insolent once again.

Lin moved toward you and whispered, "If you don't wake the fuck up and bring your ass with me, I will throw you over my knee right here, pull up your dress and spank the fuck outta you. In front of everyone."

You pulled back so she could see his face. Lin was as serious as a heart attack.

"Try me."

You straightened up and blushed.

You got more excited as Lin yanked you closer to him as you walked out the door.

You two waited at the valet and it was awkward. The car came around and Lin helped you in like a gentleman.

Inside he was not.

“Get the fuck on your knees.”

You followed the direction of Lin’s finger pointing to the floor of the suv.

“You must be joking.”

Lin moved and took out his cock, stroking the already hard and shiny length.

“I’m going to ask you one more time.”

You couldn’t resist it and got on your knees in front of him. You didn’t have much practice with this, but the few times you did it, Lin told you it was good.

You went to work wetly sucking and licking him, making it sloppy as he seemed to like. As you looked up at him, his head was thrown back as his eyes peered down at you and you could hear the grunts in the back of his throat.

When his hand came up to push your head down, you gladly planted your nose at the base of his cock and gagged, just to hear him curse in Spanish.

When you pulled off, Lin grabbed your dress and pulled it off, slapping and roughly pinching your nipples. It only made you wetter.

“Fuck!”

“You like that? Want my cock?”

You nodded like a fiend.

“Then you do what the fuck I say. Get the fuck up here.”

You scrambled up and placed your thighs on either side of his on the seat of the car. He was teasing you with his cock at your entrance.

He smacked your ass a few times, just how you liked, pulled your panties to the side and started to descend down his shaft.

Lin unexpectedly stopped you at his tip, fingers grabbing you harshly at your hip.

“Things are going to change. We sleep in the same bed from now on.”

You nodded and he let you go lower, but only halfway. You groaned because you wanted it all.

“And we talk. We communicate. We don’t just fuck.”

You lowered your eyes.

“Look at me. Give me a kiss.”

You paused, feeling Lin pound and you quiver, but also something else. Then you looked up at him, leaned forward and kissed him, his tongue destroying your soul. You slid down his dick and swiveled your hips to feel all of him.

You separated and Lin grinned. He was kinda cute. Then he smirked and leaned you back, holding you up with his hand on you neck as he pounded up into you until you both came, screaming and sweaty in the back of a car.

You came back up and leaned on his chest, feeling him soften and start to slip out of you. You closed your eyes for a few and before you knew it, Lin was getting you up to get dressed before you excited the car at your building.

He fixed himself, got out, and extended his hand.

“Let’s go to bed.”

He winked at you and you couldn’t help but smile.

Lord help you. You were in love with your husband.

Welp. What do ya think?

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"I didn't sign up for this!! I didn't even want a kid!! She's not even my kid!" Lin yelled angrily. The hurt in your eyes made her pause, she already to apologize but you held you hand up.

You walked over to your crying daughter and looked up at Lin with both pain and anger in your eyes. Tears filling them but you refused to let them drop. "Then we'll leave." Your voice was thick with hurt.

You brushed passed Lin trying to calm your child down and walked to the babies room. You grabbed a overnight bag and began to toss your daughters clothes in as well as her diapers and some toys.

"Wait Y/N that's not what I meant." She reached out to you but you shrugged her hand off.

"We'll be gone when you come back. You no longer have to worry about our-my daughter. We'll have all of our stuff moved." You held your daughter close.

Lin winced hearing you say your daughter. She rubbed her wrists lightly and looked at you like a lost dog. "You know that's not what I meant. Its just stress from work and Lili's-"

You turned and looked back at her. "And you don't think I'm not tired?" You threw your bag over your shoulder and lifted your daughter up more till she was safely in the crook of your neck. "I go to work at night just so you won't miss work. I take couple shifts just so you don't need to support Lili. I miss days with Lili and you're complaining all the time about her." You inhaled and looked at Lili.

"You're going to be late to work." With that you began to walk towards your old room and grabbed another bag filling it.

Lin stared at you, at a loss not knowing what to do. She slammed her fist agaisnt the wall before she walked out of the house slamming the door.

You held your daughter close trying to ignore your breaking heart. Tears landed on the floor and you swallowed roughly.

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You rubbed your daughters stomach lightly as you drove the Sato-mobile away from Lin's apartment. You glanced through the review mirror hoping to see Lin fly in with her cables but nothing happened. Your grip tightened on the steering wheel and you wiped your tears away.

You had all of your stuff in the back and you turned on music to mask your sobs. You began to head out of Republic City wanting to go to your parent's house.

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Lin looked at the dark apartment, her hands clenched along with her jaw. She wouldn't believe you'd leave. Not over some stupid words.

With a deep inhale she walked into the apartment see nothing out of the ordinary except for the lack of baby toys and baby blankets. Lin swallowed roughly and was ready to walk more into the house till she saw the note.

She grabbed the note but her eyes looked at the engagement ring on the table. Her eyes watered and she read the note.

"I wished this would have turned out better Lin. I want you to know that I'm just so grateful you took care of Lili while I couldn't. I wouldn't have gotten on my feet without your help. I know we were supposed to get married but... with your lack of love towards Lili, I as a mother cannot stand for that. And with that, I cannot marry you. It was a nice dream for the both of us but we both need to move on. Lili will miss you and so. I hope you have less stressful days at work. Goodbye Lin."

Lin could feel her eyes water more and a sob left her lips. She grasped the ring and began to head towards your guys bedroom hoping you didn't leave.

She threw the door open and was faced with a made bed. She ran over to your drawer and opened it only to find your clothes missing. She ran to the bathroom to see your toothbrush gone.

Dunning towards the babies room she was met with her old office room. The crib and babies clothes missing. Her heart was breaking and a loud sob left her lips.

She ran out the front door shouting your name only to get no response. She ran to her Saot-Mobile and started it. Driving towards the Air Temple hoping you jsut stayed there. Her fist tight, holding your ring.

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