@limpfisted inquired:
āI donāt think Iā¦. properly apologized.ā Wyll trails off, his voice as quiet and still as the night air, but so much colder, even despite the cinders burning through both their involuntary changes. He feels emboldened. He feels bitter. And like the call of the cicadas, his own voice sounds oppressive and consuming in its firm crisp bluntness, shrill to his now sensitive ears. The guilt surrounds him. But it does not consume him. That is the job of the shame, to choke like Mizoraās leashāfor having to say this, and every direction that smoke bomb of a weighted obligation billows outward in the Sword Coastās humidity. āI should do that, right?ā He smiles after a long pause, softness filling the space between his scars, the furrow beneath his horns unfurling if only for a moment, his gaze catches just the corner of her eyes. āThough if youād prefer, instead, to fight me instead for your own honor, I think I would much prefer it.ā
There's a delay in response, only a couple of seconds, before her head turns and she gives Wyll an empathetic smile without truly realizing that she is. Every description of her that Wyll was fed and he repeated contradicts this quick and subtle moment of oh, you poor sod but I won't say it aloud. She cannot begin to think of what runs through Wyll's head but she does know this: the man didn't deserve it. But devils rarely care about what is deserved and not deserved.
An apology. Karlach almost laughs. Those sound like fairytale. Devils don't deal in apologies (but here Wyll stands already contradicting her thought. Again, not to be said aloud.) " Oh, I don't know. " She finally gives out a laugh as the not quite tension settles before it even grows into something to hate. " As fun as a good ol' fashioned tussle sounds I wouldn't want to give you what you want! "
She gets a bit loud and more smiley as she finishes the sentence, all the more reason to show that she's joking. It's easier to make things lighter if she laughs and smiles. She doesn't feel like she's earned an apology. All the things that Wyll's been told about her and repeated... well there's merit to it. Contradictions or not. Despite doing it all at Zariel's hand... perhaps she deserves to be hunted. Maybe in a different life it would have been easier. Especially knowing all that she knows now. " It's my apology after all, right? I want to savour it. "










