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⸻  “ i can’t tell if they’re suspicious, or if they’re just checking you out. ”

                    𝗔 𝗛𝗨𝗠 𝗘𝗦𝗖𝗔𝗣𝗘𝗦 𝗥𝗨𝗕𝗬 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗜𝗡𝗘𝗗 𝗟𝗜𝗣𝗦,   fingers tracing the rim of her wine glass absentmindedly. the sun’s warmth and light breeze were a welcome change to the canadian cold natasha had experienced the week prior.   ❝   maybe if you stopped staring they wouldn’t keep looking.   ❞   leaning back in her chair, the widow crosses her legs and lifts the glass to her lips.

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❛ right, ❜ jessica says, fingers curling down to form fists. she stands strong, hands at the ready at her sides. in a rare case of solemnity, she bobs her chin. they have to do this & they have to do it now. ❛ so let's kick some ass. ❜

❛  no shit,  ❜  a strike of awe lifts the timbre of jessica’s voice. if she was the type to split a whistle between her teeth, she would. but that isn’t her schtick. instead, jessica’s lip curls in a derisive, sneering expression that can’t quite reach a scowl.  

a flannel-clad elbow dangles off the torn open mouth of a denim hole shredded at her knee.  her eyes whisk kate up  &  down.  

❛ I COULDN'T DO ANY OF THAT IF I TRIED KATHERINE, ❜ Though really, the idea of making her exes jealous and her past self proud would actually tear her in half - her exes wanted her to do and be good, her past self wanted to be rich, secure, and never hurt by anyone again. She was pretty sure that younger her was probably a budding supervillain that was only stopped because she had a hard time not falling in love with the first pretty girl to pass her by. ❛ Seriously, I'm the Amazing Hawkeye, not the Amazing Person Who Can Do Anything. ❜

That was lame. Whatever. Kate understood what she meant.

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who throws things in a fight? : they both do but claire definitely does it a little less because she's more terrified of not remembering to not alter her normal throwing pattern and accidentally hitting kate with something - she's angry, but not that type of angry. ( also i feel like when they had kids, they both decided to go to therapy to figure out more emotionally healthy ways of expressing anger??? idk more on this later)

who goes to their parent’s house for a weekend when things get bad? : kate goes to her friend's not her parents, while claire sits at home moping and drinking.

who wants to have children ? who doesn’t ? if both do, how do their goals differentiate?: kids were never really a discuss between them?? when they did get them they both sat down and discussed things they didn't want with their kids - like no yelling at them, not hitting the kids, raising them to be nice and kind, no teaching the kids how to use weapons until they were old enough to decide if they wanted to??

who is more averse to physical contact?: claire normally hates too much physical contact but when it's kate, she's great with it?? she always wants to hold kate's hand and lean against her; some days both of them don't really touch but like everyone has their good and bad days!!

who hates/dislikes their neighbors the most?: they love their neighbors - hell they own the building so - *shrugs*

who hates/dislikes their significant other’s family?: claire hates - i cannot stress this enough, HATES - kate's family. whereas kate barely interacts with barney and when they do, it's pretty easy since they both want the best for claire - it takes everything in claire to not go find derek bishop and "arrange" a car accident for him because fuck him. (also kate hates all of claire's mentors and claire's dead parents but they're dead, they can't hurt her so it's fine!)

who is most likely to leave when things get rough?: they don't ever leave each other for good but sometimes kate gets so fed up with claire's self pity that she leaves her for a few days to recuperate and gather her thoughts - claire does it too but in the form of taking long missions so she doesn't have to think about the fight??

who thinks their partner turned out a different person than they thought?: claire thought kate was a little brat when they first met and now kate's one of the most important people in her life - like no joke, she needs kate in her life.

who is more likely to cheat?: claire, hands down. she cheats when things are going good.

who is the more experienced ( sexually or otherwise )?: claire. not only is she older (physically, not always mentally), but she's been both sexually active and active as a archer since her early teen years.

who hates/dislikes their significant other’s friends?: neither??? i would say they both actually get along good with the other's friends.

who wants to go to social gatherings the most?: i don't think either wants to, i just think they end up going either because of avenger's duty or a mission - other than that they like spending their social gatherings at the building with the others grilling out.

who is most likely to be dishonest?: claire is but that's her job and she tries really hard not to be dishonest to kate because like previously state, kate is her everything!

who is more emotionally closed off and how does this affect their partner?: claire is!! and it causes problems in the form of her pushing kate away, of her hiding when something's going on, with her having - what to kate feels like - random moments of anger but in truth, they're not random. (kate would def make claire go to therapy for this as soon as they start having kids - she doesn't really care when it's pointed at her because she's a big girl who can handle claire's emotionally stunted self, but any kids they have will not be raised like so).

who is the dessert person?: dessert is just code for whip cream and sex so both

who is more conservative?: have to be kate - claire will parade naked in front of any body with little care (she was raised in a circus where privacy is not a thing).

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“ Cap? —Oh, I’m hallucinating. ”

Smile aimed towards the floor, Steve shakes his head and lets a bubble of laughter spill out into the room. Blue gaze lifts to catch hers. “I promise. You’re not hallucinating. It’s me. In the flesh.” It’d be no wonder why she thought she was out of her head seeing him standing there. How long’s it been? 

Months? A year? Since he’s virtually disappeared off the face of the planet.

The only form of retirement that he could snag. Bucky, too. And when they went off towards there wherever, they didn’t stop until they were both too tired to keep going. Then built up a life where they stopped. Only a few knew of their whereabouts. Even then? It was only whereabouts. Not exactly WHERE they were. Though he’s always had a sneaking suspicion that Tony’s been keeping a silent eye on them. And that was always okay.

DOG COPS PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND, CLAIRE FROWNS what? Claire opened her mouth, confusion on her face. Did that mean - was this Kate professing her love or something? No one had really done that; well besides Bobbi and Natasha, Jess did it once too - and a few of her townie boyfriends; but like no one had done so so exasperatedly. ❛ Are you - do you mean me? ❜ As if there was someone else in the apartment with them - futz Claire, think! ❛ I meant, Kate, I always look in your direction - I'm always looking at you. ❜

Did that come out as romantic as Claire wanted? Ugh, it sounded a bit too much like a comic book or a shitty romance movie.