#likeareadinglight

               “ you know what i meant,  ‘NOR. ”

“Be a good little Mormon and shut the fuck up about what you saw,” she hisses, “nobody needs to know I do that.”

"It's OKAY, I can lip read. And speak. Uh... you're ringing my doorbell which I cannot hear  b e c a u s e...?"

       “ i’m not SAYING either of you guys are gay.                               just that that ROOM should’ve been rated                r with how hard you two were eye-fucking. ”

“ you’re okay, you’re OKAY. they’re not real, they can’t hurt you. please be okay. ”

Who asks the other on dates: Hanschen, but if Connor asks him to go someplace, he usually will.Who is the bigger cuddler: C o n n o r. Connor’s super cuddly, and Hanschen’s not big on it, but he’s willing to do it for at least a couple of minutes if con rlly wants to.Who initiates holding hands more often: Goes either way, lbr. Who remembers anniversaries: Both of them do but Hancshen doesn’t make as big a deal out of them as Connor.Who is more possessive: Hanschen. He’s really more possessive if he’s DRUNK but he’s still pretty damn possessive sober, especially if they’re dating.Who gets more jealous: They both get jealous but it’s always more obvious on Hanschen.Who is more protective: Probs HanschenWho is more likely to cheat: Absolutely Hanschen. If they were in an actual relationship, it’s p likely that he would cheat at least once, and even though they’re not in an official relationship, it’s not unlikely that Connor would see Hanschen getting with people different from how Hans sees it (which is to say, perfectly fine).Who initiates sexy times the most: we both kno the answer to this question. Hanschen w/o a doubt but he thinks it’s hot when Connor goes for it, too, so maybe later on in their relationship, Con might gain more confidence and go for it a little more often.Who dislikes PDA the most: Connor?? He might not necessarily dislike PDA but Hanschen is v v v v v touchy in public so it’s definitely not him. Who kills the spider: Hanschen (he’ll carry them out unless he’s tired/angry) & he gets really exasperated and scolds connor for being scared to do it.Who asks the the other to marry them: Hanschen probably wouldnt?? He DEFINITELY wouldn’t if their relationship was still on the down-low. Connor would probably bring it up and unless this was wAYYYY later on in life, Hanschen would think it’s silly Who buys the other flowers or gifts: hanschen buys gifts if he’s feeling really romantic and sweet.Who would bring up possibly having kids: Connor but that’s even worse than marriageWho is more nervous to meet the parents: Connor, definitely. Hanschen doesnt give a fuck if Connor’s parents are assholes bc he’s probably an even BIGGER asshole and he doesn’t care what they think of him so it’d definitely be Connor.     But they probably wOULDN’T meet each other’s parents tbqh, at least Connor wouldn’t meet Hanschen’s dadWho sleeps on the couch when the other is angry: Connor does bc Hanschen isn’t willing to give up the bed over something he didn’t (probably did) cause.Who tries to make up first after arguments: Connor bc Hanschen is stubborn and he’ll almost never apologize. He waits it out for Connor to come crawling back to HIM.Who tells the other they love them more often: oh connor without a doubt??? absolutely.

dear diary,i’m so lucky. it’s been so long since i’ve even written in here, and my last entry was about how lonely i was and how i had no friends. well guess what?? i have friends now!! er, well, i guess it’s more accurate to say that i have friend now. connor mckinley, he sat by me in bio and he was so NICE and before i knew it we were friends!! he just gets me, you know?? like i’ll talk about melchior and everything  and he doesn’t judge me, even though he’s like, a mormon (??) which i don’t fully understand i guess, but it doesn’t matter because i know i can come to him with anything. the only thing is, i’m kind of WORRIED about him. he’s so optimistic but sometimes he’ll just get so sad and i don’t know what to do?? it has a lot to do with mormonism, and how he has a crush on a boy.  it can’t possibly be healthy to deny yourself as much as he does. i’ve been meaning to talk to him about it, and i should, but he values his religion so much, and i don’t want him to hate me, i couldn’t STAND that. i’ll keep you updated. probably.wendla bergmann

“So did you talk to him or what??”