I Will Stay (short story)
Kindlepawâs breath came short and quick, emitting from a chest rising and falling like the wings of a panicking butterfly as her heart thumped painfully. She had to remind herself to hold onto her sharp stick, clamped in her jaws as she was carried off. She bit down so hard that bits of it splintered in her mouth, poking painfully at her tongue, or it would, if she wasnât so distracted by the knowledge that she was surely going to die again.
She had only just picked it up when the colourful she-cat came out of the bushes and picked the younger cat up. She was so tall that Kindlepaw, in spite of her size as an apprentice, barely skimmed the ground. She would have fought, if not for the incapacitation being carried by her scruff caused her.Â
Her mind whirled. What would happen to her? Surely the she-cat wouldnât simply kill her after bothering to carry her all this way? She gulped, causing the splinters to slither down her throat. No, no, they were definitely going to torture her.Â
Her whirling thoughts came to a sudden, terrible freeze when she realized that the she-cat halted. Ahead, movement came from a claw-shaped hole in a crooked, blackened tree. A red cat emerged, one eye narrowed, the other missing. Blood dripped from deep scars along her sides, trailing the ground as she jumped gracefully from the tree and padded closer.
Kindlepaw flinched back at the sound of the she-catâs voice, coming like a rumbling monsterâs growl. âLight, sweetheart, who is this?â
âUh..â Kindlepaw felt the she-cat holding her pause. âI forgot to ask,â she mumbled around fur.
âDear, youâre giving the little thing a heart attack.â
âAm I?â Suddenly, Kindlepaw fell, thumping onto the ground with an oof.Â
Kindlepaw knew she should run, but her legs only buckled. One cat was in front of her while the other behind, and she had no idea where to look. She didnât know what âLightâ looked like aside from the colourful fur she could see as she was carried, and the fact that she was rather tall. She found that she didnât want to see what she looked like. She didnât want to know the kind of cat that would affiliate with someone like the one in front of her, more muscular than any of Kindlepawâs Clanmates had been, including Cedarstar, with fur scruffy from many scraps.Â
The pink pupil of the red cat sharpened, burning into Kindlepaw, making her feel as though eyes were on her every inch, including inside, viewing any thoughts she had of wanting to escape. âNew resident?â
âI assume so. Hey, are you new?â A paw nudged Kindlepawâs side. It pushed her into action. She remembered the stick in her jaws and swung her head, aiming to scratch the red she-cat closest to it. The she-cat dodged easily, then gripped the stick in her own jaws and tore it from Kindlepawâs easily, tossing it behind her. âFeisty one, ainât she?â she asked through a spine-curling smile.
âPoor thingâs scared.â
âWell, I donât think picking her up without introduction helped.â
What was happening? How come they werenât hurting her yet? She swallowed. They were playing this out, werenât they?
âOh yeah!â A paw gripped Kindlepawâs chinâstrangely gentleâand made Kindlepaw look at âLight.â She was surprised to find the eyes warm and friendly. A trick, surely. âIâm Lightningspring! This is my mate, Redbloom. Sheâs strong!â
âThat I am,â Redbloom agreed. âIâm also afraid this thingâll take up all the air, the way sheâs breathing. Why did you bring her here?â
Lightningspring tucked her head down between her shoulders, looking like a kit begging their parent rather than a Dark Forest resident speaking to another. âI felt bad. She looked so scared.â
âYou didnât exactly help, did you?â
They wanted to help her? That canât be true! This was the Dark Forest, the Place of No Stars, the place where bad cats go!
But itâs also where she went. Sne she wasnât evil. She was a hero.
âAnd how do you want to do that?â
âUmm..â Lightningspring stepped over Kindlepawâmaking her heart freeze up once moreâand whispered into his mateâs ear. Kindlepaw should run. She should take the chance and leave. But she didnât, and only Stars know why.
âNââ Redbloom began roughly, but cut herself off. Her gaze shifted in what was probably thought, her brows furrowed. After a long moment, she looked once again at Kindlepaw. âYes or no: do you want to stay with us?â
Kindlepaw was taken aback by the question, and too by the bluntness by which it was delivered. Her instinct was to answer âno,â after realizing what the question meant, but she paused. These cats hadnât hurt her, they were talking about feeling bad for her, and now were offering to take her in. Would it be best to take the offer up? What if she didnât, and the next resident she ran into wasnât soâŚwell not kind, butâŚmore ruthless. âD-Does it have to be forever?â She flinched. That was a stupid question.
âOf course not!â Lightningspring answered cheerfully. âBut I was thinking, maybe you could be ourââ
âWeâll decide on that later,â Redbloom cut in harshly. âI want to know just who Iâm putting myself up with first.â To Kindlepaw, she said, âour den is up thereâ--she nodded to the tree hollow she had come out ofâ âthe tree is big, as you can see. It will probably fit all of us just fine.â
âUhm..â Kindlepaw followed her motion. The treeâno, trees, she realized, seeing the line following from the base to the twisted twigs, opening once to make the hollowâwas large. It was also dark, and reminded her of the gaping jaws of a fox. But then the freezing air shifted, digging further into Kindlepawâs skin. She glanced around at the brown undergrowth, the harsh whispers of the leaves, the shadows that could contain a wicked warrior hidden in every corner. She found that she did not want to be here alone, not when there was shelter here andâpossiblyânicer cats.
âOkay,â she agreed. âI will stay with you.â
--Redbloom doesnât like kids, and likely only bothered to offer Kindlepaw to stay with them at all to make Lightning happy. She will come around eventually! And yeah sheâs rather blunt.
--I canât remember if itâs true, but I believe cats canât move if you pick them up by the scruff.
--I imagine Red and Lightningâs den as a hollow created by two large trees that grew together as one (a reason why thereâs so much room even though they both big). It opens on only one side (where the den opening is) but is closed everywhere else, making it a good shelter.
Itâs also possibly that there are smaller holes at the top of the den, allowing Kindlepawâs smoky scent to waft out and not fill the space up.
--Yes, they forgot to ask Kindlepaw what her name even was. She probably told them after she joined them in the den.
-- @starfalcon555 @umbranoxs hope I got their personalities right!