#lifting tips

will i be okay to go back to barnes and nobles if i basically browsed like a shopper for almost an hour, had literally no sa’s come up to me, but browsed a bunch of books, held like five, honestly i also looked for cameras with just my eyes not my head but i made sort of strange movements every once in a while and went back to some of the same spots multiple times, i sat down to “read” two times,

and concealed my book successfully and still had no one bother me in a blind spot, but still got too nervous and literally took it out of my sweaty chest and put it back where it was, lastly giving my decoys back to the staff at the front and i probably looked nervous/sad but walked out with no one bothering me?

i was extremely dumb for trying to scope out this bns and lifting at the same time…. i was feeling like id really risk it since i was making myself more nervous. but i really wanna go back, i just dont know if they’d be putting me down on a suspicious notice amongst the staff..

my hiccup was really taking as long as i fucking did… but idk, with all those signs should i be fine to go back? when should i go back to abuse that blind spot lol?

ik this is so dumb but im really trying to learn and just get over my anxiety because i used to be HELLA confident, and now more confident when i lift with friends