#lifespot

To self,

Last Monday I finally made the decision to go to a cosmetic clinic to laser my face away...rather to rid the brown spots left on my face from old acne marks. (And also to reduce the size of my gigantic pores!)

I’m going in approximately 3 weeks due to conflicting schedules...speaking of which, I am not looking forward to next week, or the week after and the week after that...there’s so much going on and I don’t know if I can take it anymore. I’m so fed up with life that at the moment, I just want to quit. Surely other people are feeling the same at this stage, no? 

Anyways, here’s to living and technology.

To self,

I want to go on a cruise. I need a holiday minus the money involved.

To self,

I hope that one day my face will be clear of pimples and red/brown spots/patches that cover my face. It’s becoming a disturbance every night and every night I want to use sandpaper to rub my face to get rid of all these pimples. It’s embarrassing going to work and facing all these nicely dressed customers with clear faces.

I just want to hide in a hole.

Well then.

To self,

I hope you’ve been well.

There are so many things I wanted to say but now that I have the chance to actually write (well, type) them down, nothing comes to mind >_>

Problems 1) I’ve been using facial products by Avène for the past week and it seems to be slowly reducing the size of my pimples (i.e. I had a medium sized pimple on the LHS of my temple and after a couple days treatment, it has literally diminished.

2) Uni: 😫😪 (enough said)

Tyler: Everyone met everyone on MySpace back then!

Me: But we met at Lifespot..