Aug 4
Local thing has to take an actual break because I worked too hard (mostly from coding and drawing) and my entire right arm at every joint is in excruciating pain.
Arthritis suuuuuuuuucks
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Local thing has to take an actual break because I worked too hard (mostly from coding and drawing) and my entire right arm at every joint is in excruciating pain.
Arthritis suuuuuuuuucks
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After this season of Sandstorms & Stardust I think I need to take a bit of a break, not because I don't want to keep going, but because if I DO keep going at the rate I'm going at I'm for sure going to reach the same level of burnout I reached when I graduated University: Which when that happened I could not draw for at least two years after that event because I spent 8 straight years trying to get my degree (a litany of bullshit.) I don't want that, I want this story to play out from start to finish, especially since I know how everything ends, but I cannot subsist off of mania and special interest alone.
This project isn't the first one I've worked on, but it's the first one I desperately want to finish, and I have to reign myself in from time to time so that I don't go overboard. It'll feel weird not working on things after I post chapter 34 (which will be like 4 or 5 chapters from tomorrow's update.) but I know I have to slow the fuck down. I've been at this since the start of September of last year, I deserve to take the key out of ignition for a minute and slow down.
For those actively reading or even just engaging from the sidelines, I truly thank you. This project has taught me a lot about my creative process and how I go about storytelling. Thank you for allowing me to feel like what I come up with makes sense and is worth reading.
Hello kitchen goers! I've finally decided to make an art only blog @pears-jjbart which is mostly just for archival purposes but also for those who like the pretty pictures but don't care for the rest of what's going on in the kitchen. I get it, dw. Too many cocks, I mean cooks.
Anyway back to internally screaming about 10 days no running water.
I know this is just my arthtis acting up especially from the flareups but it's always a little concerning when I see bruises on my finger joints. Been trying to take more breaks lately, not a lot of things that don't require hands in some way.
I really hate the trend of people who go on hiatus on every single platform except twitter dot com because it's always the people with the worst fucking work ethic on planet earth. I am not making a twitter account just to ask about an order I made on etsy back in February, I will eat my loss but I will be miffed about it.
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Talked about this on the normal blog but my writing laptop almost killed itself and I almost lost a bunch of files but THANKFULLY Linux was a lot easier to recover files from compared to Windows so crisis averted but also PSA
BACK UP YOUR FILES, NOW NOW NOW!!!
I might need to take this coming week off with fic update because in re-reading this with the edit I feel like I need to redo a particular scene so it flows better and that might take a while especially with what's going on with my family in law at the moment.
Sorry in advance. This year isn't as hard as last year was but crazy shit tends to happen when one least expects it.
Ranted about this on my other blog, but I'll mention it here too because being disabled sucks nuts sometimes.
My arthritis has been flaring up on and off all week. I've been taking meds for it, resting as best I can, and thankfully because I write ahead of time the editing process hasn't been kicking my ass, but I will apologise in advance if there's any errors in the coming chapters. Feel free to point them out if one finds any (especially for the foreign languages), but I'm sure I'll do a double take once I publish this season it its entirety. And a triple take when the book's finished (and hopefully I'll have more energy to do illustrations again ough.)
I know I don't need to hold myself up to a high standard with a fanfic that's entirely self indulgent and for the fun of it, and the quality probably won't dip as much as I'm fearing it will, but I do have standards for myself damnit! Even if I'm a disabled mess that experiences the Roblox death animation every once in a while.
All this to say, even disabled the posting will continue! I'm just having a medical episode for gods know what reason. Take care of yourselves, and be well.