Confession Appreciation
The cockroach skittered across Ryan's desk just as he opened his mouth to speak. He hesitated, watching its spindly legs pause on the edge of his chemistry notebookâright over the half-erased doodle of Lily's name he'd been absently tracing all afternoon. His throat felt lined with sandpaper.
âI have to tell you something.â The words came out too loud, making Lily jump slightly on his bed where she sat cross-legged, her knees pressing into the seams of his thrifted Star Wars comforter.
âYouâre gay arenât you?â she blurted, then immediately clapped a hand over her mouth, her bitten-down nails catching the yellow glow of his desk lamp. Ryan froze, his pulse hammering in a way that had nothing to do with the confession heâd practiced.
Because the truth was so much worse than that.
âNo, itâsâI think I might be an incubus,â Ryan choked out, his fingers twitching against his thighs like they were trying to claw their way back into his pockets. Lilyâs eyebrows shot up, her mouth falling open slightly before she burst into laughterâsharp, disbelieving barks that ricocheted off the cinderblock walls.
âAll I think about is sex and doing dirty things.â Ryanâs voice cracked, his fingers digging into the worn fabric of his jeans. The confession hung between them, thick and ugly, as Lilyâs laughter died abruptly. âDude thatâs just being a normal guy. Congratulations! Your balls finally dropped.â
Ryan shook his head violently. âNo. Every single day.â His breath hitched as he forced the next words out. âAnd latelyâŚpeople around me just start actingâŚweird.â The unspoken accusation hung between themâher showing up at his dorm unannounced tonight, her pupils dilated, her skin feverish whenever she leaned too close.
Lilyâs scoff died halfway as she inhaled sharply. His scentâsomething musky and electricâhit her like a physical blow. She moaned before she could stop herself, her thighs pressing together involuntarily. Her cheeks burned crimson as she gripped the comforter, her knuckles whitening. âWhat the fuck was that?â she hissed, but her hips rocked forward slightly against the mattress.
âUngh your moan. I canât fight this urge anymore!â Ryan growled as he grabbed her hips and dragged her closer to the edge of the bed. Before Lily could protest, his fingers hooked into the waistband of her sweatpants and yanked them down past her knees in one rough motion. His hot breath already ghosted over her damp panties as she gasped, her thighs instinctively spreading widerâwhether to push him away or pull him closer, even she couldnât tell.
âRyan wait why⌠mmm yes donât stop!â Lily arched off the bed as his tongue licked a hot stripe through her soaked panties, her fingers twisting in his hairâhalf shoving, half clingingâas the conflicting sensations short-circuited her thoughts. She could feel him smiling against her thigh, his teeth scraping lightly over the lace edge before tugging it aside with his chin, exposing her completely. The shock of cool air against her bare skin made her gasp, but the wet heat of his mouth closing over her clit drowned the sound in a choked moan.
Lily trembled violently, her legs locking around Ryanâs head as he sucked hard, swirling his tongue in tight circles that sent electric jolts up her spine. Her orgasm hit her like a freight trainâsudden and brutalâher whole body seizing as she came with a strangled scream, her hips jerking uncontrollably against his face. Ryan groaned into her, lapping at her frantically as she pulsed around his tongue, her thighs shaking against his ears. She barely registered the warm trickle of his precum soaking through his jeans where he rutted against the bedframe, his own hips stuttering wildly.
âYou taste so good Lily. I think I feel better now.â Ryan gasped against her thigh, his breath ragged as he pulled awayâonly for his entire body to suddenly seize up. His back arched violently as tendons popped like guitar strings tuning themselves, shoulders broadening under his stretched-thin t-shirt. Lily watched in mute horror as his biceps swelled against the sleeves, the fabric splitting at the seams with a sound like cracking ice.
And between his thighsâgod, between his thighsâhis cock twitched visibly through his jeans, straining against denim as it thickened obscenely, the zipper teeth groaning under the pressure. A wet spot bloomed wider where his precum soaked through, the scent of himâthick and heavy like ozone before a stormâmaking Lilyâs mouth water even as her rational mind screamed.
âIâm going to fuck the shit out of you.â
Ryanâs voice came out deeperâwrongâas his jawline sharpened like a blade being honed mid-strike. Lily barely had time to process how his once-boyish features twisted into something predatory and devastatingly handsome before he flipped her onto her stomach, his palm pressing between her shoulder blades with terrifying ease. His other hand hooked into the waistband of her panties and tore them clean off with a sound like ripping paper, the frayed lace fluttering to the floor beside her discarded sweatpants.
Ryan thrusts as he loses his virginityânot gentle, not hesitantâbut with a single brutal snap of his hips that buried him to the hilt inside her unprepared body. Lily screamed, her fingers clawing at the comforter as her back arched violently, her toes curling against the mattress. The pain burned white-hot for one excruciating second before dissolving into something else entirelyâher walls fluttering around him instinctively, greedy, as if her body recognized what her mind couldnât: that she was made for this, for him. Ryan groaned like a dying man granted salvation, his cock twitching inside her as precum leaked in thick pulses against her cervix.
They howl like beasts as Ryan fucks with no emotionâonly hunger, only need. His hips pistoned into her with relentless precision, each thrust driving her face deeper into the pillow, her muffled cries lost beneath the wet slap of skin and the creaking protest of the bedframe. Lily sobbed as her second orgasm ripped through her without warning, her vision whiting out as her cunt clamped down on him in rhythmic spasms. Ryan barely noticed, his rhythm never faltering, his fingers digging bruises into her hips as he chased his own release with single-minded intensity.
Lily felt herself orgasm over and over as Ryan fed off her pleasureâhis cock swelling impossibly thicker inside her with each choked whimper she made, his inhuman stamina fueled by the way her body convulsed around him. Her third climax came before she even caught her breath from the last, her thighs slick with sweat and arousal as Ryan bent her spine into a sharper arch, his teeth sinking into the nape of her neck. The sharp sting sent another wave of pleasure crashing through her, her scream dissolving into a broken moan as she came againâher body no longer hers to control.
Ryanâs thrusts grew erratic, his hips stuttering against her ass as his breath came in ragged, snarling gasps. Lily could feel the moment his control snappedâhis fingers tightening in her hair as he dragged her head back, his other hand clamping over her mouth to stifle her screams. His cock pulsed violently inside her, flooding her with heat as he came with a guttural roar, his hips grinding deep as if trying to fuse them together. She felt every throb, every twitchâher own climax crashing into his, her vision tunneling as her body milked him greedily.
âYou really are an incubus.â












