#liberoxreader

Hi guys this is my first imagine so I apologise if it is terrible.

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I walked through the halls of school. It was filled with happy chattering students talking about things that didn't matter to me cause today was the day I was going to confess to my friend Nishinoya. I was going to die.

I know I have the hanahaki disease yet I chose to fall for someone who was easy for girls to swoon over. I carefully walked to my locker and to met up with my friend Sacha who I spotted waiting for me by my locker. I waved a little before approaching her to walk to our next class. "So today is the day, huh?" She said sounding a little disappointed for reasons unknown to me. "Yeah it is, I'm going to tell Noya how I feel,I love him you know" I said. I felt a little itch in my throat and let out a small cough. I felt something in my mouth, fear washed upon me as I removed it from my mouth. One look at it drained all the colour from my face. It was a daffodil petal, according to the essay I wrote for english class, a single daffodil signifies misfortune. How could a flower like this show up when I am about to do the scariest thing I have ever done in my life. Sacha stared at me before nudging me and asking "Are you sure you want to do this? That flower may be a sign to let him go". I felt like she was right, this was a bit of a risk. But it's a risk I'm willing to take.

We got to our class and got ready for english . I couldn't pay attention my mind kept flashing back and forth to that flower petal. Do I really want to do this? Do I really want to risk my life for what I think is love? All my friend supported and encouraged me to do this yet there's a tiny voice in my head telling me I'm going to regret this, Heck even my heart told me not to.

Once classes where over, I headed to clubs, well not my club, the volley ball club. I had never come to watch nishinoya play volleyball but he often send his rolling thunder videos to me. I walked in there with fear, not knowing what to expect but I knew I was early. When in walked in they hadn't started practice yet and a suprised but energetic Nishnoya ran up to me. He hugged me and said "I didn't expect you to come" he said. As I was about to respond, the one thing that would cost me my life walked in.

"Kiyoko-san you look amazing today" Tanaka said causing Nishinoya to run over to the third year known as Kiyoko. You now realised why Sascha was skeptical when you told her wanted to confess. You understand the sad smiles and excuses she gave for you to hangout with her, but most importantly you knew why she didn't tell you, she wanted you to live a little longer. "Kiyoko-san this is my friend" Nishinoya started to say but was caught off by you not standing where you once were. You ran, the scratching in your throat had come up. You went into the girls bathroom. A little cough brought out a petal but this time it was an amemone. It signified fading hope or a feeling of being forsaken. This was exactly how you felt. I walked home alone, my sadness evident. There was only one thing on my mind I am going to die. There was no hope and I didn't want to get it surgically removed. I don't want to loose my memory of loving him and my ability to feel loved, a life without love is useless.

I lay in my bed and close my eyes, tears threatened to spill and mum and dad were away. I drifted into a well deserved rest if I could even get any.

By morning I had coughed up 2 petals. It was bearable, I was just happy I wasn't coughing up roses. The walk to school was as normal as it possibly could be. I met up with Sacha at the gates of school and we walked in together. "I'm guessing you found out" She said to me. I nodded a little before saying "But I understand why you didn't tell me". She gave me a small hug before we began to sneak to class. That's right I said sneak to class. I didn't want to see Noya. Not because he did anything wrong, he can love whoever he wants but because I didn't want to cough up more flowers in school. I arrived at class early as usual. The class was meant to be empty yet I had the liberty of seeing Nishinoya is my classroom. As soon as he saw me his eyes lit up and he smiled. I just stood there in shock not knowing what to do when the itching came again. "You ran off yesterday and I just wanted to check if you were okay" He said. There was no point in lying so I said "I'm not okay but that's a story for another time". "Oh" he said as the smile slowly faded. "I'm sorry about that, but I..." Noya started saying before he was interrupted by a heated Tanaka telling him they needed to get to class and with that he sent a small smile before walking out.