looking for something thatāll (never) come 4/6
Blaine Anderson-Chang knows that his crush on his brotherās best friend, straight football star Kurt Hummel, is foolhardy. But every now and then Kurt gives him a look and Blaine canāt help but wonder.
welcome to chapter 4 everybody!! hopefully this chapter will clear up kurtās actions in the previous chapter a little bit. hope you all enjoy!! :)
(very small warning for kurt kind of doing the same thing he did in the previous chapter, but please rest assured that active consent is always given and that no sexual activity that either partner is unsure about occurs)
Itās been a tense final quarter. Blaine has been clutching tightly to Mercedes for the entire time, watching with wide eyes as the events on the field unfold. At one point Mercedes even leans down to whisper, āI donāt think Iāve ever been this stressed over a game I donāt understand.ā
You donāt have to understand football, though, to understand the tied score on the board and the slowly diminishing time marker.
Only a minute left on the clock and Blaine watches desperately as Mike throws the ball downfield. Itās a long through, a desperate attempt in the final hours, and Blaine holds his breath as Kurt runs as fast as he can to catch it.
With forty-five seconds remaining, Kurtās feet cross the endzone just as the ball lands in his hands.
The crowd erupts into cheers. Mercedes jumps up, dragging Blaine with her and wraps her arms tightly around him, squealing into his ear. Blaine squeals right back, just as his moms come around both of them and hug them between them.
When his moms let go, Mercedes grabs back onto his hand and starts to drag him down the bleachers as the final play is set up.
Not that it really matters. The seconds start to tick by once the ball is snapped, the opposing team clearly desperate for a miracle. Blaine barely pays attention to the game, focusing on not mowing anybody down as Mercedes pulls him down to the field. He doesnāt feel like he has to. Itās definitely their game.
Theyāve barely just reached the ground when the referee blows the whistle and itās called. Itās done.
McKinley won.
The football team is going crazy as Mercedes and Blaine rush onto the field. Mercedes, of course, is leading them directly to Mike, who is currently in the center of one of two dog-piles. Kurt is at the centre of the other.
At the sight of his girlfriend, Mike pushes his way out and hurries to her. Mercedes lets go of Blaineās hand, and Blaine stops running, taking a moment to appreciate the sheer romanticism of them running towards each other. Of Mike grabbing Mercedes around the waist and spinning her around happily before bringing their lips together in a kiss.
Just as heās starting to feel weird just standing there brother kiss his girlfriend while everybody freaks out around him, Blaine feels arms wrapping around his middle and suddenly his feet are off the ground. He shrieks in surprise as heās spun around, familiar laughter ringing right next to his ear.
When heās placed back on the ground, he turns to see Kurt standing behind him, grinning widely. Blaine throws himself into his arms in excitement, and Kurt picks him right back off the ground again as he returns the hug.
āYou did it!ā Blaine says, once more safely on his feet. His hands stay on Kurtās arms, and Kurtās hands, he is very aware, stay firmly on the small of his back. āYou won the game!ā
āWe did,ā Kurt says, grinning. āMe and AC,ā he nods his head towards Mike, who is still happily kissing Mercedes. He turns back to Blaine, with a slightly softer smile. āAnd Mini AC, duh. My good luck charm.ā
His hands shift slightly so that theyāre resting on Blaineās waist, which he squeezes briefly. Blaine canāt stop staring up at him, grinning, feeling absolutely euphoric.
Kurt glances around the field and then whispers, āCome with me,ā before grabbing Blaineās wrist and leading him off the field.
Blaine follows happily, high off the win and everybodyās excitement and Kurtās warm hand encompassing his wrist. A hand that just last night was on Blaineās hip as heā¦
Kurt leads them into the mostly-empty school, bypassing the soon-to-be-jammed locker rooms and instead dragging Blaine into one of the small art rooms. He closes the door behind them, and immediately backs Blaine up against it.
Blaine stares up at him, heart hammering and chest rising and falling quickly. Kurt stares back, lips still spread in the widest smile heās ever seen him wear.
Kurt licks his lips, then brings his hands up to Blaineās jaw, tilting his head up and leans down to press their lips together.
Blaineās knees turn to jelly beneath him, and he kisses back eagerly.
God, heād liked kissing Sebastian, but this is⦠just. Next level. This is Kurtās slim fingers trailing into the back of his hair, trying to card through his hair despite the gel. This is Kurtās soft, pink lips moving against Blaineās insistently. This is Kurtās hips pinning him to the wood of the door. This is Kurtās warm tongue licking into his mouth and curling around Blaineās.
Blaine is pretty sure that if Kurt werenāt essentially holding him up heād have completely melted into a puddle on the floor.
Kurt breaks their kiss for a moment, then kisses him again. And again, and again, lips smooth as they glide over Blaineās. Blaineās fingers cling to Kurtās shoulders ā broad, muscular shoulders that heās spent hours fantasizing about.
With a wet smack, Kurt breaks their kiss and actually pulls away. His lips are bee-stung and gorgeous, and his eyes are more black than blue as they stare down at Blaineās lips.
āHuh,ā he murmurs, bringing his hand up to wipe a bit of saliva from just under Blaineās bottom lip. āInteresting.ā
Blaine breathes heavily and manages to breathe out, āYeah?ā
Kurt raises an eyebrow and smirks. āYeah.ā Then, he glances down to where their hips are connected, Blaineās cock pressing against Kurtās thigh. Kurt winces a little, then says, āI need to get out of this cup.ā
āRight,ā Blaine nods.
Kurtās lip keeps itās tiny upward tick and asks, āYouāre coming to the victory party at Santanaās, right?ā
Blaine swallows thickly. āYou, uh. Should I?ā
Kurtās hand trails down from Blaineās cheek to his neck, down his chest until heās gently cupping Blaineās dick. Blaine groans, head falling back against the door with a hard, slightly painful thunk.
āYeah,ā Kurt whispers. āYou should.ā
āThen I will,ā Blaine replies, though he barely manages to. Kurt grins down at him, then gives his cock a short squeeze before he pulls away.
āGreat,ā he says, then pushes the door open behind Blaine, sweeping out of the room as though he were never there, leaving Blaine hard and panting and wondering how the hell this became his life.
**
Itās several hours before Blaine, Mike, and Mercedes make their grand entrance at Santana Lopezās party. Blaine and Mikeās moms had insisted on taking them all out to Breadstix after the game, wanting to celebrate as a family before they lost their sons to their friends for the night. Honestly, any other night and Blaine would have been more than happy for the dinner out.
Tonight, though, all he could think about was Kurt kissing him and telling him he should come to Santanaās party.
He knew he hadnāt been a good conversationalist, and everyone had given him an odd look at some point during the meal, but he couldnāt help it. The possibilities of what tonight might bring were swirling wildly through his head, and he was counting down the minutes until he would be able to discover which of those possibilities came true.
After what feels like an eternity the bill is finally paid, and Blaine is tapping his fingers against his thigh anxiously in the backseat of Mercedesās car, still not saying much. He catches Mike giving him a worried look at one point, but Blaine ignores it.
He practically shoots out of the car as soon as Mercedes has parked but forces himself to wait for the others instead of powerwalking his way up to Santanaās front door like he wants to.
As they walk together, far too slowly for Blaineās taste, he mentally tells himself to not get his hopes up too high. For all he knows the past two days have been nothing but flukes. A glitch in the matrix. Momentary lapses in judgement (on Kurtās part). Hell, he should probably be ready to walk into the party and see Kurt with some cheerleader on his lap, doing shots off her cleavage.
Blaine shivers at that mental image, then tells himself to just get out of his head and take tonight for whatever it may be.
Brittany Pierce opens the door for them, welcoming them by pulling Mike into a huge hug and shouting, āMVP in the house!ā This, of course, draws everybody elseās attention, and soon enough Mike is being swarmed in the entrance of the house.
Blaine manages to duck under someoneās arm, sneaking his way around the rapidly forming crowd and getting out of the hoard before itās too late. He looks back, seeing Mike grinning wildly as everyone cheers for him, and grins at his brother, sending him a quick thumbs up which he doubts Mike will see.
Despite the ridiculous amount of people congregating by the front door, thereās still quite a lot of teenagers running rampant throughout the rest of the house. Blaine isnāt sure heās ever seen half of these people, but they donāt matter.
He looks around, desperately trying to find Kurt. His heart feels like itās about to beat right out of his chest, the anticipation killing him, and jeez, where is he?
āFinally,ā a voice whispers into his ear, and thereās a warm body pressed right up against his. Blaine turns around quickly, and Kurt takes a step back when he does. Heās grinning, holding a pair of red solo cups in his hands, wearing a clean jersey and tightly fitted jeans.
Blaine swallows thickly, looking down at the cups in Kurtās hands. āOne of those for me?ā
Kurt shrugs, but hands one over. āHeard you guys come in.ā
āHard to miss,ā Blaine says. Kurt chuckles and takes a sip of his drink. Blaine does the same, wincing a little as the alcohol burns down his throat. āGod, what is this?ā
āWho fucking knows,ā Kurt says. āItāll fuck you right up, though.ā
Blaine raises an eyebrow. āYou trying to get me drunk?ā he asks, taking another small sip of the drink.
Kurtās grin drops as he shakes his head. āHell no,ā he says, looking almost offended that Blaine would even suggest it. āIām not super into the sloppy, not-really-able-to-consent thing.ā
āSorry,ā Blaine raises a hand. āIt was a joke. Sorry.ā
Kurt looks him over, then sighs, shrugging a bit. āNo, jeez, itās fine. Just, you know. No. Iām really, really not.ā
Blaine takes another sip of the drink, then says, āYou should probably take this away from me, then. I donāt think I have a high enough tolerance to take much more of that.ā
Kurt laughs at that, and it feels like the heavy cloud that had briefly descended over them has lifted. Blaine hands Kurt the drink, which Kurt places precariously on a nearby shelf. He takes a final gulp of his own drink, then sets it next to Blaineās abandoned one.
āCome with me,ā he says, sending a quick glance around the room. Then, he starts to walk towards the stairs near the back of the living room, and Blaine is quick to follow. He looks around the room a few times himself, but nobody seems to be paying them any attention. Everyone is still too busy congratulating Mike, or making out, or drunkenly dancing.
Kurt leads him up the stairs and down a hallway with confidence. Blaineās stomach constricts as he wonders how often Kurt has done this, lead some girl up here with the exact intentions he has with Blaine.
That Blaine hopes he has.
He doesnāt want to think about that, so he shoves the thought away as Kurt turns the knob on a door right at the end of the hall, then grabs Blaine by the wrist and tugs him in.
Kurt closes the door by pressing Blaine up against it, immediately bringing his lips down onto Blaineās. Blaine moans into his mouth, and yeah, this will do to distract him from his previous thoughts.
Blaine brings his hands up to Kurtās chest, fisting his jersey as he moves his lips against Kurtās. Kurt licks at his bottom lip, and Blaine parts it, happy to accept Kurtās tongue into his mouth.
āGod,ā Blaine whispers when Kurt breaks the kiss. Kurt doesnāt respond, just ducks his head and starts to suck kisses onto the side of Blaineās neck. Blaineās head falls back against the door, and it hurts, but not enough to distract from the wonderful feeling of Kurt definitely giving him a hickey.
Without warning, Kurt brings his hands down to the back of Blaineās thighs and scoops him up. Blaine squeals, just for a moment, before he manages to wrap his legs around Kurtās hips, hands coming up to Kurtās shoulders to get a better grip.
Kurt grins up at him, and Blaine leans down to kiss him, feeling breathless. Kurt is holding him up as if he weighs nothing, and god, if that isnāt way hotter than Blaine ever thought it would be.
Still without speaking, Kurt turns them around and starts to walk them over to a bed that Blaine doesnāt even see until Kurt has unceremoniously dropped him onto it.
Blaine bounces a little, arms and legs akimbo as he tries to settle onto the mattress. Kurt climbs onto the bed, kneeling over Blaine, then cups his face in his hands and brings him back in for yet another kiss.
Blaineās mind is swimming when Kurt breaks their kiss, brings his hands up behind his neck and pulls his jersey off. Blaineās lips part at the sight of Kurt in his undershirt, though he doesnāt have much time to appreciate that, as itās gone almost as quickly as the jersey is.
āWow,ā Blaine brings a hand up to Kurtās stomach, feeling the muscles contract under his touch.
Kurt raises an eyebrow at him, then mutters, āNow you.ā
Itās the first thing heās said since they got in here, and his voice is lower than Blaine is used to hearing it. It causes shivers to run down Blaineās spine as he hurries to get his shirt off too. Heās less graceful about it than Kurt had been, but that doesnāt matter when his shirt is tossed aside and Kurt has leaned down to press their naked chests together as they kiss.
Blaineās hands come to Kurtās back, fingers digging into the muscles there. He sighs happily as Kurt starts to kiss down his neck again, running one hand up Kurtās smooth back to grip his shoulder.
Kurt doesnāt stop at just the neck this time, though. He keeps moving down to Blaineās clavicle, then down to swirl his tongue around one of Blaineās nipples. Blaine gasps, back arching up a little, and he can feel Kurt grin around him before continuing his path down.
Heās just kissed past Blaineās belly button when Blaine feels fingers popping the button of his jeans and lowering his zipper. Blaine brings himself up onto his elbows to watch as Kurt pulls down his jeans and underwear in one go, dragging them down to Blaineās knees. Wordlessly, Blaine kicks his shoes off his feet, and once thatās done Kurt pulls Blaineās pants down the rest of the way, then peels his socks off as well, tossing them over his shoulder without a care.
Then, Kurtās face is in front of Blaineās cock for the second time in two days, and Blaine barely has time to breathe before Kurt has wrapped his lips around the head.
Blaine falls onto his back with a loud moan, covering his eyes with his forearm. Kurtās mouth is just as amazing as he remembers it being, wet and hot and absolutely wonderful. He starts to take more of Blaine into his mouth, and Blaine groans again, bringing his arm down to bite onto his forearm to stop himself from making too much noise.
āDonāt,ā Kurt says, pulling off him for a moment. āI want to hear you.ā
āButāā someone else might hear.
āBlaine,ā Kurt says, and it knocks the breath right out of Blaineās lungs to hear Kurt say his name like that. āI want to hear you.ā
Blaine nods, and just like that Kurt is back to work, covering Blaineās cock with his mouth easily.
Blaineās eyes shut and he fists the blanket beneath him with one hand. His other hand continues to grip Kurtās shoulder, warm skin amazing under his fingertips, though nowhere near as amazing as the hot as sin mouth around his dick.
He loses track of how long Kurt is down there, doing nothing but groan and mutter, āFuck,ā and āKurt!ā over and over again as Kurt gives him the best blowjob of his life.
In fact, heās so lost in it that he doesnāt notice Kurt pulling two small packets out of his back pocket. Nor does he notice Kurt undo his own pants to pull his cock out. Nor does he notice Kurt opening one of the packets and squirting some of its contents onto his fingers.
He only clues in to any of these actions when Kurt brings a hand up to part Blaineās thighs slightly and suddenly thereās a slick finger resting against Blaineās hole.
Blaineās eyes open immediately at that, and he says, āWait, Kurt,ā before Kurt manages to push the finger inside.
Kurt pulls off of him in an instant, eyes wide and practically black, lips red and slick. Itās at that moment that Blaine realizes that Kurtās dick is out, and he mumbles a quiet, āShit,ā at the sight of it, hard and curved up towards Kurtās stomach, thick and gorgeous.
Itās also when he notices the opened packet of lube and the condom lying next to it.
āUm,ā Blaine clears his throat. āIā¦ā
āShit,ā Kurt says, pulling back so that his face is no longer directly over Blaineās cock. āFuck, Blaine, Iām so sorry.ā
āNo, no,ā Blaine has to force himself away from where Kurtās cock is standing up from the split in his jeans. āItās, um.ā He has to look away from Kurtās face, too, because itās all just⦠a lot. āCan we just talk for a second?ā
āYeah, sure,ā Kurt says, and he quietly shuffles himself down the bed until heās lying on his side next to Blaine. Blaine turns to face him, suddenly incredibly aware of just how naked he currently is. āWhat did you want to talk about?ā Kurt asks, and Blaine bites down on his bottom lip.
āI justā¦ā he looks past Kurtās shoulder, to a grey dresser up against the wall. āWhat are we doing?ā
When he looks back to Kurt, itās to find him with a raised eyebrow and a small smirk on his face. āWeāre having sex, Blaine,ā he responds, the ever so slightly cocky tone in his voice masking any condescension.
āYeah, but why?ā Blaine swallows thickly. āI mean, youāre, you know. Straight.ā
Kurt shrugs. āI thought so,ā he licks his lips, still swollen from sucking Blaineās cock, and fuck, itās so hard to actually keep having this conversation. āBut Iāve always felt like⦠well, now I know itās attraction, but I used to think it was just this pull? Towards you. Like we were meant to be friends, like I wanted to hang out with you more, see you more. Just be around you more. And then Finn set you up with that asshole, andā¦ā he shrugs, as though itās that simple. āI donāt know. Guess it clicked into place that Iām into you.ā
Blaine lets out an exhale of disbelief. āYouāre into me?ā
āWell, duh,ā Kurt says, waving a hand between them. āBlaine, Iāve blown you twice now. You didnāt get that?ā
Blaine licks his lips. āI donāt know, I guess I didnāt know what to think. You havenāt really said anything.ā
āSorry,ā Kurt says. āI usually like to let my actions speak for themselves.ā
āRight,ā Blaine nods. He presses his lips together. āBut, um. Are your actions saying that you just want to hook up, or like⦠that you want to date me?ā
Kurtās lips tick up ever so slightly at that, but he doesnāt respond. Which, of course, makes Blaine nervously continue to babble.
āBecause, like, Iām fine with hooking up,ā he says, tongue heavy in his mouth. āBut if thatās all it is I donāt think I want to do⦠what you were starting to do. I mean, all of my sexual firsts so far have been just hooking up, and I feel like I really want one that I can save for someone who actually wants to be with me and go out on dates with me and hold my hand in the hallway andāā
āBlaine,ā Kurt holds a hand up.
āSorry,ā Blaine says, wincing. āAnd Iām sorry if thatās too much pressure, because Iām not saying you need to come out so that Iāll have anal sex with you, or that you think Iām trying to manipulate you into going out with me so that Iāll let youāā
āBlaine, stop,ā Kurt is laughing now and actually brings his held up hand to Blaineās lips, forcing him to stop. Heās grinning as Blaine takes in a deep breath, and then he removes his hand from Blaineās lips and says, āI like you.ā
Blaineās heart soars. āYeah?ā
Kurt nods. āYeah. And I would love to date you. Not just because I want to fuck you, even though believe me, I do,ā his eyes widen at that, as though to fully confirm to Blaine that heās telling the truth. āBut because youāre a cool guy, and youāre kind of super hot, which I didnāt really think guys could be. Plus,ā he brings his finger up to run it down the side of Blaineās face, and Blaine sighs happily as he does it. āYouāre my good luck charm. Always have been. I mean, thinking about it now itās actually kind of insane that I didnāt realize I liked you until just now.ā
Blaine laughs at that, cheeks flush and heart warm. āSo, you really want to date me?ā
Kurt nods again. āYeah, Blaine. I really want to date you. In fact,ā he leans up on one elbow. āAre you free tomorrow night?ā
Blaine raises an eyebrow, smile widening. āYeah.ā
āGreat. Then Iāll pick you up at seven for our first official date.ā
Blaine grins. āWow. Okay, yeah. Thatās⦠yeah,ā he finds himself glancing down to Kurtās naked cock, still hard despite the intermission. āBut, um⦠I still donāt think I want toā¦ā he flushes, looking back up to Kurtās face. āNot yet, at least.ā
āEh, Iām cool with that,ā Kurt says, and it sounds like he genuinely means it. āI can still blow you, right?ā
And just like that Blaineās gone from a semi to a full-on erection once again. āY-Yeah,ā he stutters, eyes wide. āYou definitely can.ā
Kurtās smile turns absolutely feral as he says, āGreat,ā before starting to move himself back down to Blaineās cock.
Blaine turns back onto his back, eyes wide as he stares up at the ceiling of god-knows-whoās bedroom, lips parted as Kurt sinks down over his cock again.
He literally cannot believe that this is his life.









